Transfering from Pagan.....

[jmwical1001]

Ok so back story I guess: I am 29, mother of 3 going on 4, have been a practicing Pagan sense about 14 years of age. I was babtised Catholic, but when my mother died at my age of 6, I realized I was only there because of her. She was a drunk driver. Only took out herself thankfully. I spent years looking through all the different religious texts I could get my hands on and felt "at home" with the OLD pagan teachings. However, I have found myself drifting away from the Gods and Goddesses I worshiped with that religion for a few years. I slowly started through more research to find my personal views were thought of as wrong by everyone. In passing someone (friend) made the comment that I was starting to sound like a Satanist. So I ended up on the parent page, and here I am to learn. I have read so much I feel like I am in the right place but I am bursting at the seams so to speak. My question so far is: Has anyone else made this journey? I know for some it is hard because of what we are taught when we don't have control over what we can learn, but has anyone else made this particular journey? And how hard was it for you?

 

[talonjackman]

I made that journey as well. I was born and raised mormon (xian). I found meditation through New Age type things, was empowering my soul (obviously not the right way, but empowering it.). I was actually training in Chi fighting, which made it easIER when I was getting attacked by greys and angels. Did not make it easy, but it was easier. I found the JoS website at 16 (currently 19) and stupidly began the meditations but was still believing xian bullshit that Satan was evil, and therefore did not perform the dedication ritual. I fell in love with Paganism and studied it repeatedly. I finally came upon the JoS website again, this time open enough to read it and see the truth. 
This was an extremely difficult journey for me, because I struggled with severe depression. Thanks to our glorious Father Satan, I have overcome this through constant power meditation. I literally owe him my life. 

 

[jmwical1001]

I also suffer from depression and also anxiety on a daily basis. I am also what the Neo-Pagans call "empathic" as I can see/hear/feel the spirits in haunted places and upon visits with loved ones. I wish you well on your journey, and thank you for sharing your experience!

 

[jmwical1001]

Yes, I have been on the site so much its a permanent fixture in my background right now. I am learning so much that the Neo-pagans barely even came near. Also I am seeing so much in what my husband and i started to piece together over the last 4 years about the world around us. So many were calling us conspiracy nuts yet I see it here! I am seeing so much choraspondance between phases of my life and decisions I have made and things I have drempt about to the writings on the JoS page that I finally know I'm not crazy. I finally have found the path my life (or maybe the Father) has been trying to point me on for years. I guess I just had to get there in my own time.

 

[Lamont Green]

I'm an empath! Have you learned how to tell when people are lying yet?

I also suffer from depression and also anxiety on a daily basis. I am also what the Neo-Pagans call "empathic" as I can see/hear/feel the spirits in haunted places and upon visits with loved ones. I wish you well on your journey, and thank you for sharing your experience!

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[talonjackman]

Fantastic to hear!!! Make certain you are doing the Power Meditations (only if you have dedicated, of course) as well as studying it!

 

[jmwical1001]

For me its a change in the energy I feel from them. How do you tell when they are lying? One thing I have notesed is the "angels" pretending to be loved ones too. And other creatures I'm assuming from reading are the "greys?". I can never see the creatures. I only note a particular smell when they are around. I can't describe it but it always has told me not to trust it. Other "empaths" I've been with before never smell it. Am I specially "in tune" with these things maybe?

 

[Lamont Green]

My catch phrase is "...you can smell it" as in, "no he's lying I can smell it". It's a rapid change in intent and emotions. It's almost like there bioelectricity shifts within them as to brace for someone to call them out. Also they smell funny...

For me its a change in the energy I feel from them. How do you tell when they are lying? One thing I have notesed is the "angels" pretending to be loved ones too. And other creatures I'm assuming from reading are the "greys?". I can never see the creatures. I only note a particular smell when they are around. I can't describe it but it always has told me not to trust it. Other "empaths" I've been with before never smell it. Am I specially "in tune" with these things maybe?

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[Sims Motal]

I was born and raised in the church, was a Methodist and Baptist, and then a Wiccan, then back to
the church as a Catholic. Then because I still knew something wasn't quite right, I returned to Wicca, but have
heard Father Satan calling me for years ( I just did not realize it for a long time).
When I finally got the courage to dedicate to Father Satan, I was scared, I admit, but then I began to see
and experience the most awesome things, and to see the most awesome beings. I even heard Father's voice
more than once. Then I KNEW BEYOND ANY DOUBT that I was in the right place, and that I was finally
home. Father told me not to be afraid. And I have not been afraid ever since. I have wonderful demon
friends, and I love them as much as I do some of my human friends. And I cannot begin to tell you
how much I deeply love Father Satan! Not sure this is what you are asking, but I think there are some
similarities. You see, my mother died when I was five. I did not see my father until I was eleven.
And I was raised by my grandparents.

Hope this helps you somewhat.
Hail Father Satan!


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Ok so back story I guess: I am 29, mother of 3
going on 4, have been a practicing Pagan sense about 14
years of age. I was babtised Catholic, but when my mother
died at my age of 6, I realized I was only there because of
her. She was a drunk driver. Only took out herself
thankfully. I spent years looking through all the different
religious texts I could get my hands on and felt "at
home" with the OLD pagan teachings. However, I have
found myself drifting away from the Gods and Goddesses I
worshiped with that religion for a few years. I slowly
started through more research to find my personal views were
thought of as wrong by everyone. In passing someone (friend)
made the comment that I was starting to sound like a
Satanist. So I ended up on the parent page, and here I am to
learn. I have read so much I feel like I am in the right
place but I am bursting at the seams so to speak. My
question so far is: Has anyone else made this journey? I
know for some it is hard because of what we are taught when
we don't have control over what we can learn, but has
anyone else made this particular journey? And how hard was
it for you?









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