At OP:
Literally, do everything Black Knight said this is amazing advice and can be done at even a beginner level (I'm not sure how advanced you are). Read everything on the links given. This is well within your power don't doubt yourself. Don't fret, keep a cool head, also void meditation helps fight through it, and never say you "can't". You CAN & WILL.
As for the job aspect, get a good night's sleep and get up as you usually would for work. Your new job is to find work. It's there. You might have to swallow your pride and take something temporary until you can find something to your liking. You need income, especially if you are living on your own. Make a resumé if you don't already have one. Employers appreciate resumés as it stands out and shows you are professional. Everyone can fill out an application. Most don't even have a resumé, make as many copies as you can afford and go out on the hunt.
I sense a bit of panic in your post. Void meditation helps with this. Utilize it. The methods posted by Black Knight will get the attacks under control. Void will get you centered. Think positively, you will find work, you will be fine. Trust in yourself and your own power. You are a child of Satan you're capable of amazing things. If you do not know how to make a resumé Google: "resumé templates". It's just basically a self-made job application. Remember can't isn't part of your vocabulary when it comes to your capabilities that word does NOT exist. You will be fine, just put in the ground work. You won't be defeated this easily.
Hail Satan!!!
Hail The Gods and Goddesses of Hell!!!
May the jew be trampled under Satanic feet!!!
