Thoughts?

[twohawks]

Having been away from all things spiritual for awhile, I have just
recently come back to a desire to serve Satan. But, being married to a
woman that truely enjoys attending services at a small church a block
from our home (And living in a small apartment that allows next to no
privacy), rituals and possibly even meditation could prove to be
somewhat of a problem. What has recently occured though gives me some
hope. I'll tell the short version of the story:

I've been plagued with terrible headaches for months now. But not being
able to afford any type of health care, I've pretty much resigned myself
to taking some asprin and taking a nap whenever a headache hits. This
has typaclly meant that I would wake up with a headache and find myself
going to lie down sometown around midday because I can't stand it
anymore. Then, generally around 9 or 10 in the evening I will be hurting
and need to go to bed for the night.

Well, yesterday I again had to lie down for a couple hours. But, while
letting myself drift off to sleep, I mentally called out to Satan. Then,
upon going to bed, I did the same thing only adding a mental request for
help and guidence.

This morning, for the first in months, I awoke at my usual time without
the slightest trace of a headache. I do feel a slight one comming as I
write this. But still a tremendous improvement over what I've been going
through.

I woild love to hear any thoughs some of you might have about this.

 

[HPS Lydia]

Your headaches could be caused by xian energies. Being married to one, and living so close to a church, well there you go. Since you said you can't do rituals, just visualize you entire apartment being filled with Satanic energy- electric blue fire. "See" this fire filling your entire apartment, everywhere. Under the bed, behind the couches, in the closets. Affirm that it is removing/dissolving/banishing (whichever works for you) all negative energies.

Do you clean and protect at least twice a day? You might need to do each 3-4 times a day for a while. You can do these, and other meditations, anywhere. Living with someone won't get in the way, so don't let it.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "twohawks" <johnthomas19@... wrote:


Having been away from all things spiritual for awhile, I have just
recently come back to a desire to serve Satan. But, being married to a
woman that truely enjoys attending services at a small church a block
from our home (And living in a small apartment that allows next to no
privacy), rituals and possibly even meditation could prove to be
somewhat of a problem. What has recently occured though gives me some
hope. I'll tell the short version of the story:

I've been plagued with terrible headaches for months now. But not being
able to afford any type of health care, I've pretty much resigned myself
to taking some asprin and taking a nap whenever a headache hits. This
has typaclly meant that I would wake up with a headache and find myself
going to lie down sometown around midday because I can't stand it
anymore. Then, generally around 9 or 10 in the evening I will be hurting
and need to go to bed for the night.

Well, yesterday I again had to lie down for a couple hours. But, while
letting myself drift off to sleep, I mentally called out to Satan. Then,
upon going to bed, I did the same thing only adding a mental request for
help and guidence.

This morning, for the first in months, I awoke at my usual time without
the slightest trace of a headache. I do feel a slight one comming as I
write this. But still a tremendous improvement over what I've been going
through.

I woild love to hear any thoughs some of you might have about this.

 

[twohawks]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@...
wrote:

Your headaches could be caused by xian energies. Being married to one,

and living so close to a church, well there you go. Since you said you
can't do rituals, just visualize you entire apartment being filled with
Satanic energy- electric blue fire. "See" this fire filling your entire
apartment, everywhere. Under the bed, behind the couches, in the
closets. Affirm that it is removing/dissolving/banishing (whichever
works for you) all negative energies.

Do you clean and protect at least twice a day? You might need to do

each 3-4 times a day for a while. You can do these, and other
meditations, anywhere. Living with someone won't get in the way, so
don't let it.

Hail Satan!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "twohawks" johnthomas19@ wrote:


Having been away from all things spiritual for awhile, I have just
recently come back to a desire to serve Satan. But, being married to

a

woman that truely enjoys attending services at a small church a

block

from our home (And living in a small apartment that allows next to

no

privacy), rituals and possibly even meditation could prove to be
somewhat of a problem. What has recently occured though gives me

some

hope. I'll tell the short version of the story:

I've been plagued with terrible headaches for months now. But not

being

able to afford any type of health care, I've pretty much resigned

myself

to taking some asprin and taking a nap whenever a headache hits.

This

has typaclly meant that I would wake up with a headache and find

myself

going to lie down sometown around midday because I can't stand it
anymore. Then, generally around 9 or 10 in the evening I will be

hurting

and need to go to bed for the night.

Well, yesterday I again had to lie down for a couple hours. But,

while

letting myself drift off to sleep, I mentally called out to Satan.

Then,

upon going to bed, I did the same thing only adding a mental request

for

help and guidence.

This morning, for the first in months, I awoke at my usual time

without

the slightest trace of a headache. I do feel a slight one comming as

I

write this. But still a tremendous improvement over what I've been

going

through.

I woild love to hear any thoughs some of you might have about this.

Thank you for your advice. I am prettymuch jsut getting started here. So
"seeing" a particular color is a little difficult for me right now. But
I will give it a try.

As far as meditation goes, perhap I should explain: When I said this was
a small apartment, I really meant it. Think in terms of a motel room
with a kitchenette. Getting a private moment or two with a minimum of
noise is a real challenge here. So what I tend to do is wait for my wife
to take a nap, or for when I go to bed to squeeze a quick meditation in.
Not the best way, but at least it's something.

I just wish I could come right out and explain to my wife the truth
about our Lord Satan. Even though she isn't a xian in the true sense of
the filthy word, she is disabled with the mental and emotional
developement of a young teen. And after a lifetime of indoctrination in
the xian view of wrong and right, I have to teach her very slowly so as
not to put her in a compleat mental tailspin. She'll change in time.
Especially once she sees the changes in me I'm sure will come.

About that church I mentioned? I actually like the idea of it being so
close. That means I won't have that far to move when I finally destroy
the entire congregation there and take it over as a place for myself and
others of Satan to meet.