darriondivon
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- May 14, 2013
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i have was a spiritual satanist for 11 years now back in 2008 is when i dedicated i have never looked back sense until thae past 7 years sinse i went through major attacks from the enemy i totally didnt meditate for the first year of my dedication no cleaning my aura nothing also i found that the enemy put psychic vampires in the form of teacher and students .they fed of me endlessly to the the point i felt drained all the time thats not even the worst of it.then after 8 th grade year known to everyone there i was the kid in the background always reading instead of doing work i found the work boring backtrack summertime after idid my dedication i was feeling spify like a new man i started taking care of my self not meditating but working out.when a monthpast of working out in my head i hear satan say if you dont stop working out you will get any guy you want im gay im im black im happy. so anther month of working out start manily pushup all dall 20 pushup all day every 10 minutes i work hard when i want im a leo rising. the out of nowhere i go to the rest room my penis had shrunk about 2 times les get me not im hung .but this was average.i just knew it was the enemy .then all of asuden my parent figure out im a satantist hell black parents hard enough.you can image what happened next all hell broke loose.it wasnt preety didnt want to leave satanism i felt like a spiritual satanist.even though 7 years later in 2014 i found out my fathers side has jewish in me .father has assured me i dont im not jewish.in any way but physiclly .the jewishness stoped at my grandmother.in my family. also through freshmen year and sophmore year a several jewish teacher at my school fed of me and cursed me endlessly.in need help they have labled me schizophernic i no way of fighting the enemy on slought with no help every time i get off the pill they curse me.ineed help. hail satan!