this 2 weeks seems like a bad week to me

[Zenkichi]

Damn it, i think the enemy has started to attcked me again.i thought i get a new job was a good idea, but once i get a new job, first thing i got is a mail from "Ancient_Energies" ,stupid enemy site that says something bad about HP Maxine, then most of the company Employee are Mudslime, though non of them shows any signs of hostile, and i can't believe that one of my boss are XIAN, A FUCKING XIAN WHICH I HATE SO MUCH that i start having nightmare again, and there's this middle age guy who is the so-called atheist, he looks like a jew to me, and he thinks he knows about me, he tries to disarm me by saying that i need to forget the past, or some shit. AND HERE'S THE IMPORTANT PART, When i meditate, other chinese employee doesn't mind much about what i'm doing while this middle-age man lectured me that MEDITATION WAS A TOTALLY WASTE OF TIME, he fucking told me that i should stop meditating and watching those fucking JEW tv show, which the drama is filled with communism shit. Every time i heard his voice talking to someone or looking at him, i felt the negative energy which makes me feel somehow sick even though i'm not advance enough.
i dont know how long i can handle this new job, sometime they just spit on the working ground like they don't care about hygiene.
Any Advice on what to do would be appriciate.
Hail Satan!

 

[Zenkichi]

when i try to express my opinion, he said that i talk back in a insulting way, since he's a formal gang mafia i wouldn't suprised if he talks that way, but i feel enraged when he says that the meditation i did was useless.Since all the employee stays at the same dorm (Only different section with the mudslime bangladesh).He always talks big but i dont feel like that, i can only feels that somehow he's lying. Since there's no private space i'll have to meditate as soft as i can so that others would not hear me.Though when he said about forgetting the past, i have a feel that he's quite dumb.
about work i'll have to wait at least a year before changing since i don't want my uncle or my mother to raise suspicion on me since none of them know that i'm a Satanist, not even my brother know.

On Wed, Dec 2, 2015 at 9:50 PM, taolvanswd@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I tend to come across Jos hating websites too more often lately

Ok and this might be rude but earplugs? maybe? and concentration. Ignore the (fill in your fav word) out of them. If I got preached to in the past I'd try to focus on other things so I wouldn't have to hear that attacking stuff that made me feel like I was completely and utterly worthless.
Anyway, people that say stuff like that to you sound like bullies.. You are free to express your opinion, not press it onto one like this person is doing, I think that that is pretty insulting. 

I know we satanists shouldn't take bullshit from anyone. Well unless it means death if we speak out. 

Might be better if you keep looking for an other job though.

Haha and forgetting the past? Do you know how dumb that is? One can not undo what has been done in the past. So you will always have your memories with you somewhere. The bad and the good. However you can limit the influence those memories have on you.