Please tell me what's going on. I perform a group ritual of the Gods almost every day, and I've also done a 40-chart. These rituals sometimes ask for the Zeivists to be granted certain blessings or to heal ailments. I've also asked for help in these rituals or performed a separate ritual for help. But nothing happened or changed. I didn't know what to do or how to solve the problem. There was no response, and I perceived them as ignoring me or as being unworthy. I've done squares and mantras several times, and nothing happened either. I didn't understand anything or know what to do. So I want to ask if this is normal or what I'm doing wrong? Could it be that I do some meditations or rituals lying down or standing because I can't sit in a chair for long? Especially lying down; maybe it's perceived as disrespect? But I don't do all the rituals lying down either. I just don't understand why I'm doing all this. Honestly, my motivation for spiritual work is waning. It would be okay if there was something positive, for example, my mood rose with energy, but on the contrary, I feel tired after which I don’t want to do anything anymore, I get tired, I have no mood to read or study anything, not to mention anything global.

Rituals there is no effect of meditation and rituals
It doesn't work that way. You have to take action on the material level as well as the spiritual one.
Problems take time, action, and dedication to resolve. No one will do this for you.
The gods won’t come down to you and solve your problems with a snap of their fingers.
First you ask for help, and then you reject it. The gods tell you to take action, and you say, “I don’t feel like doing anything”; they guide you toward the knowledge needed to solve the problem, and you say, “I don’t feel like studying or reading.”
It’s not that the gods aren’t helping you, don’t consider you worthy, are ignoring you, or won’t help you—it’s you who are refusing to be helped.
5 with DeepL.com (free version)
3
It doesn't work that way. You have to take action on the material level as well as the spiritual one.
Problems take time, action, and dedication to resolve. No one will do this for you.
The gods won’t come down to you and solve your problems with a snap of their fingers.
First you ask for help, and then you reject it. The gods tell you to take action, and you say, “I don’t feel like doing anything”; they guide you toward the knowledge needed to solve the problem, and you say, “I don’t feel like studying or reading.”
It’s not that the gods aren’t helping you, don’t consider you worthy, are ignoring you, or won’t help you—it’s you who are refusing to be helped.
5 with DeepL.com (free version)
I hear you — here's the translation of your text:
---
I probably don't understand their signs. How can I understand what the Gods advise me to do or not do in response to my questions? How can I understand where, on what, and how I should earn money after the Lakshmi square? How can I understand what Goddess Lakshmi is advising me to do? I just look at signs, at responses, at thoughts, but nothing comes to mind, reality doesn't respond in any way. What do I need to do to understand my path in this or that area? I don't understand, and that's why I do meditations and rituals hoping they'll clarify something, but they clarify nothing, and it drives me into despondency. It's one thing when I've done a particular practice once or twice and nothing came of it, but when I do the Lakshmi square for the sixth time and nothing happens, it's discouraging. The worst thing for me personally is being ignored. I'd rather be told to go away, be told I'm not needed, and so on, than be ignored. And it's not just with the Lakshmi square. The squares of Jupiter, Venus, the Sun, and Mars have also given nothing. And because nothing happens, I start winding myself up, to the point of thinking that in a past life I treated the Gods badly and now the most they allow me to get is crumbs. Can you tell me what to do to understand what to do, where to go, who to pray to, and so on, so that I'm told what to do in my situations? What work needs to be done for fortune to smile on me or for my life to turn around completely? I don't understand what to do in various situations. For example, there are ordinary people who aren't into any meditation or esoteric practices, but suddenly some relative or friend offers them a chance to go study or work abroad where life is much better, and as a result that person's life changes for the better. Or an acquaintance runs into you and offers to train for a profession you didn't even know about and says he'll get you a job. This happened to me a couple of times a while back, when I was just starting to get into esoteric practices, but that was it. So I was trying to get at least a similar kind of response.
I hear you — here's the translation of your text:
---
I probably don't understand their signs. How can I understand what the Gods advise me to do or not do in response to my questions? How can I understand where, on what, and how I should earn money after the Lakshmi square? How can I understand what Goddess Lakshmi is advising me to do? I just look at signs, at responses, at thoughts, but nothing comes to mind, reality doesn't respond in any way. What do I need to do to understand my path in this or that area? I don't understand, and that's why I do meditations and rituals hoping they'll clarify something, but they clarify nothing, and it drives me into despondency. It's one thing when I've done a particular practice once or twice and nothing came of it, but when I do the Lakshmi square for the sixth time and nothing happens, it's discouraging. The worst thing for me personally is being ignored. I'd rather be told to go away, be told I'm not needed, and so on, than be ignored. And it's not just with the Lakshmi square. The squares of Jupiter, Venus, the Sun, and Mars have also given nothing. And because nothing happens, I start winding myself up, to the point of thinking that in a past life I treated the Gods badly and now the most they allow me to get is crumbs. Can you tell me what to do to understand what to do, where to go, who to pray to, and so on, so that I'm told what to do in my situations? What work needs to be done for fortune to smile on me or for my life to turn around completely? I don't understand what to do in various situations. For example, there are ordinary people who aren't into any meditation or esoteric practices, but suddenly some relative or friend offers them a chance to go study or work abroad where life is much better, and as a result that person's life changes for the better. Or an acquaintance runs into you and offers to train for a profession you didn't even know about and says he'll get you a job. This happened to me a couple of times a while back, when I was just starting to get into esoteric practices, but that was it. So I was trying to get at least a similar kind of response.
I hear you — here's the translation of your text:
---
I probably don't understand their signs. How can I understand what the Gods advise me to do or not do in response to my questions? How can I understand where, on what, and how I should earn money after the Lakshmi square? How can I understand what Goddess Lakshmi is advising me to do? I just look at signs, at responses, at thoughts, but nothing comes to mind, reality doesn't respond in any way. What do I need to do to understand my path in this or that area? I don't understand, and that's why I do meditations and rituals hoping they'll clarify something, but they clarify nothing, and it drives me into despondency. It's one thing when I've done a particular practice once or twice and nothing came of it, but when I do the Lakshmi square for the sixth time and nothing happens, it's discouraging. The worst thing for me personally is being ignored. I'd rather be told to go away, be told I'm not needed, and so on, than be ignored. And it's not just with the Lakshmi square. The squares of Jupiter, Venus, the Sun, and Mars have also given nothing. And because nothing happens, I start winding myself up, to the point of thinking that in a past life I treated the Gods badly and now the most they allow me to get is crumbs. Can you tell me what to do to understand what to do, where to go, who to pray to, and so on, so that I'm told what to do in my situations? What work needs to be done for fortune to smile on me or for my life to turn around completely? I don't understand what to do in various situations. For example, there are ordinary people who aren't into any meditation or esoteric practices, but suddenly some relative or friend offers them a chance to go study or work abroad where life is much better, and as a result that person's life changes for the better. Or an acquaintance runs into you and offers to train for a profession you didn't even know about and says he'll get you a job. This happened to me a couple of times a while back, when I was just starting to get into esoteric practices, but that was it. So I was trying to get at least a similar kind of response.
Hello! You are on the right track and you are not being ignored. The communication we receive and the relationship between us and the Gods can be better understood as similar to those of parents and children, where we are required to face life for us to learn and grow through the challenges our lives may present. Our soul purpose is to be close to the Gods and become like them, being capable and strong, not be dependent on them for handling our lives.
These links can help you:
I hear you — here's the translation of your text:
---
I probably don't understand their signs. How can I understand what the Gods advise me to do or not do in response to my questions? How can I understand where, on what, and how I should earn money after the Lakshmi square? How can I understand what Goddess Lakshmi is advising me to do? I just look at signs, at responses, at thoughts, but nothing comes to mind, reality doesn't respond in any way. What do I need to do to understand my path in this or that area? I don't understand, and that's why I do meditations and rituals hoping they'll clarify something, but they clarify nothing, and it drives me into despondency. It's one thing when I've done a particular practice once or twice and nothing came of it, but when I do the Lakshmi square for the sixth time and nothing happens, it's discouraging. The worst thing for me personally is being ignored. I'd rather be told to go away, be told I'm not needed, and so on, than be ignored. And it's not just with the Lakshmi square. The squares of Jupiter, Venus, the Sun, and Mars have also given nothing. And because nothing happens, I start winding myself up, to the point of thinking that in a past life I treated the Gods badly and now the most they allow me to get is crumbs. Can you tell me what to do to understand what to do, where to go, who to pray to, and so on, so that I'm told what to do in my situations? What work needs to be done for fortune to smile on me or for my life to turn around completely? I don't understand what to do in various situations. For example, there are ordinary people who aren't into any meditation or esoteric practices, but suddenly some relative or friend offers them a chance to go study or work abroad where life is much better, and as a result that person's life changes for the better. Or an acquaintance runs into you and offers to train for a profession you didn't even know about and says he'll get you a job. This happened to me a couple of times a while back, when I was just starting to get into esoteric practices, but that was it. So I was trying to get at least a similar kind of response.
Hello! You are on the right track and you are not being ignored. The communication we receive and the relationship between us and the Gods can be better understood as similar to those of parents and children, where we are required to face life for us to learn and grow through the challenges our lives may present. Our soul purpose is to be close to the Gods and become like them, being capable and strong, not be dependent on them for handling our lives.
These links can help you:
...
You need to start taking action while performing the squares/rituals.
If you want to increase your income, start learning how money works, the job market, financial literacy, etc.
You always start with a basic understanding of a topic before applying it. During these processes, you’ll inevitably notice the long-awaited signs from the Gods, but you have to take action. Now.
...
You need to start taking action while performing the squares/rituals.
If you want to increase your income, start learning how money works, the job market, financial literacy, etc.
You always start with a basic understanding of a topic before applying it. During these processes, you’ll inevitably notice the long-awaited signs from the Gods, but you have to take action. Now.
This is the targeted message.
When you feel tired (or generally when required), you can always raise your energy with pranayama, yoga asanas, mantra, and the like, and then direct it to your needs. That way, you will not be energetically slumped before or after efforts. Actually, to be an effective mage, this is a requirement.
0
To supercharge your magickal experience: Hera's Guidance
For beginners: A Beginner's Guide
When you feel tired (or generally when required), you can always raise your energy with pranayama, yoga asanas, mantra, and the like, and then direct it to your needs. That way, you will not be energetically slumped before or after efforts. Actually, to be an effective mage, this is a requirement.
Although I can't be certain, based on what you wrote here and in the other comment, your soul is simply not strong enough yet.
Zevism is a path one walks for eternity and everyone reaches evolutionary checkpoints at different times. It took me several years before I began noticing my magic working on the material.
A lot of people want power, wealth, and success but they have yet to build the spiritual foundation that makes these things possible (or the material channels that allow for your desire to manifest—e.g., you want money but have no structure for it)
Purification, yoga, AOP, empowerment, rituals, must be done religiously. Your gains will compound over a period of time.
Don't stop, EVER
0
Although I can't be certain, based on what you wrote here and in the other comment, your soul is simply not strong enough yet.
Zevism is a path one walks for eternity and everyone reaches evolutionary checkpoints at different times. It took me several years before I began noticing my magic working on the material.
A lot of people want power, wealth, and success but they have yet to build the spiritual foundation that makes these things possible (or the material channels that allow for your desire to manifest—e.g., you want money but have no structure for it)
Purification, yoga, AOP, empowerment, rituals, must be done religiously. Your gains will compound over a period of time.
Don't stop, EVER
It's not easy on the beginner level to open up the rituals, plus somebody is more open, some less open to this.
0
It's not easy on the beginner level to open up the rituals, plus somebody is more open, some less open to this.
