I performed a dedication ritual more than a year and a half ago. I used to practice meditation, but I stopped. I feel like I can’t sense anything anymore, as if my energy has become weak. I practice for a day or two, then I stop again, and I don’t know why. It could be because I’m going through severe depression, or because I’ve lost my passion, or maybe I simply don’t know how to develop myself.
What should I do? Are there any rituals that could help, or a way to communicate with my personal guardian for guidance? I truly want that.