The process/methods of meditating,and magick..sort of (ANY HELP IS W

[usmc_cadet615]

hey its me again. umm a few more questions:

1. I need to find a way to perform my chakra meditations. Its been 2 years, (going on three this february I believe) that I've been a Satanist. yet I still haven't gotten past the feeling I get about meditating. Im not gonna lie, I feel silly when I meditate, which is why I quit in the middle of any of the specific chakra meditation. And It's preventing me from getting closer to Father Satan. I understand that it's one of the biggest insults to find it silly or stupid, and im sorry, but I needed to admit it before I could move on. Also, I think that the unfinished meditations may be the reason why im so sad, my anxiety problems are worse, indecisive, I cant trust anyone, and quick to get angry, and do things that I end up regretting. (enough to get me kicked out of school, if i ever acted on the impulse) But i guess its what i get for not finishing them. but if anyone has any method that they found useful to feel like the meditations are working, it would be highly appreciated.

2. I've read that Father Satan is hard to contact to talk to him alone, and the only time I can have enough time to myself, and focus, is right before i fall asleep. So is there any way can get him to come to me in my dreams?

3. Do satanists practice biokinesis? and if yes, how do I practice it?

 

[Dane]

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hey its me again. umm a few more questions:

1. I need to find a way to perform my chakra meditations. Its been 2 years, (going on three this february I believe) that I've been a Satanist. yet I still haven't gotten past the feeling I get about meditating. Im not gonna lie, I feel silly when I meditate, which is why I quit in the middle of any of the specific chakra meditation. And It's preventing me from getting closer to Father Satan. I understand that it's one of the biggest insults to find it silly or stupid, and im sorry, but I needed to admit it before I could move on. Also, I think that the unfinished meditations may be the reason why im so sad, my anxiety problems are worse, indecisive, I cant trust anyone, and quick to get angry, and do things that I end up regretting. (enough to get me kicked out of school, if i ever acted on the impulse) But i guess its what i get for not finishing them. but if anyone has any method that they found useful to feel like the meditations are working, it would be highly appreciated.

2. I've read that Father Satan is hard to contact to talk to him alone, and the only time I can have enough time to myself, and focus, is right before i fall asleep. So is there any way can get him to come to me in my dreams?

3. Do satanists practice biokinesis? and if yes, how do I practice it?

Well.. Theres not much to say with the meditations other than if you feel silly doing them, make sure no one can hear you and void meditate beforehand. Clear your thoughts, and don't have any thoughts, just a clear mind, concentrating on the vibrations and the feeling. Its a beautiful thing, really.

Biokinesis? Sure. I've been trying telekinesis and its working out. Satanism is about empowering yourself, and I'm sure Biokinesis fits in there. Just be sure to slow down or stop when you don't feel right. Right? Right.

 

[night]

Well, It's all just programmed into your head really, first of all you need to get over thinking it's stupid by simply focussing your mind and invoking energy and stating specific affirmations to get it out of your mind. Eventually it will be better tbh.
Yeah you can, But that's pretty much as hard as just contacting him usually, But you can ask him.
I was able to get him to appear in a dream, But only because a demon helped me though so.

Well anything is possible really, Also biokinesis, There's nothing about it on JoS, But I'm thinking of researching it and putting it on my own site. Might take awhile though.

The little I know about it is from someone here on the e-groups, and he used this mehtod (ill write what i remember, might be a bit different since it's months ago)

1. Visualize your current self
2. In front of you, visualize yourself but with what you want to look like.
3. Both of you lie down next to eachother (in your mind)
4. Slowly draw the energy and form of your new self into you until your new self is completely moved into you and then there is basically one being that looks like your new self.

You have to do this daily and when you think about yourself you need to imagine the features on you constantly when you think about your appearance.

I hope that made sense.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "usmc_cadet615" <usmc_cadet615@... wrote:

hey its me again. umm a few more questions:

1. I need to find a way to perform my chakra meditations. Its been 2 years, (going on three this february I believe) that I've been a Satanist. yet I still haven't gotten past the feeling I get about meditating. Im not gonna lie, I feel silly when I meditate, which is why I quit in the middle of any of the specific chakra meditation. And It's preventing me from getting closer to Father Satan. I understand that it's one of the biggest insults to find it silly or stupid, and im sorry, but I needed to admit it before I could move on. Also, I think that the unfinished meditations may be the reason why im so sad, my anxiety problems are worse, indecisive, I cant trust anyone, and quick to get angry, and do things that I end up regretting. (enough to get me kicked out of school, if i ever acted on the impulse) But i guess its what i get for not finishing them. but if anyone has any method that they found useful to feel like the meditations are working, it would be highly appreciated.

2. I've read that Father Satan is hard to contact to talk to him alone, and the only time I can have enough time to myself, and focus, is right before i fall asleep. So is there any way can get him to come to me in my dreams?

3. Do satanists practice biokinesis? and if yes, how do I practice it?

 

[Ashii]

1. I couldn't understand what you meant by "silly". Do you start laughing in the middle of your meditation or something like this?
If yes, practice void meditation and try to get calm before doing anything. Concentration, in all events and areas of life, is important.

2. It isn't that hard to talk with him. Really, if you want it, simply focus on him and say what you want, I'm quite sure he'll listen. It may not happen just after you did this, or the day after it, but he'll surely appear soon. Anyways, pay attention to signs.

3. Biokinesis is not a satanist-specific art. Like the other kinesis, you can practice it freely. Actually, you can practice anything you want to, if you know what you're doing.

Regards.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "usmc_cadet615" <usmc_cadet615@... wrote:

hey its me again. umm a few more questions:

1. I need to find a way to perform my chakra meditations. Its been 2 years, (going on three this february I believe) that I've been a Satanist. yet I still haven't gotten past the feeling I get about meditating. Im not gonna lie, I feel silly when I meditate, which is why I quit in the middle of any of the specific chakra meditation. And It's preventing me from getting closer to Father Satan. I understand that it's one of the biggest insults to find it silly or stupid, and im sorry, but I needed to admit it before I could move on. Also, I think that the unfinished meditations may be the reason why im so sad, my anxiety problems are worse, indecisive, I cant trust anyone, and quick to get angry, and do things that I end up regretting. (enough to get me kicked out of school, if i ever acted on the impulse) But i guess its what i get for not finishing them. but if anyone has any method that they found useful to feel like the meditations are working, it would be highly appreciated.

2. I've read that Father Satan is hard to contact to talk to him alone, and the only time I can have enough time to myself, and focus, is right before i fall asleep. So is there any way can get him to come to me in my dreams?

3. Do satanists practice biokinesis? and if yes, how do I practice it?

 

[usmc_cadet615]

Thanks alot.
I feel a bit more confident about meditating now, and i may give it another try tonight after I use Satanic Voiding. I really appreciate the feedback.