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"The Point Of Existence"

TalGonDon

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There is a legend about Shiva on a similar topic, which is where I got my inspiration from. Tell me how you like the story, and whether it's worth it to put in the Gallery.

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So I sat on the hillside of a small sandy mountain, watching the three great pyramids, their tops touching the blue sky, hiding behind the golden sun that warmed the city beneath us, as well as my desire for answers.

"I was overwhelmed with questions in my head, but I always wondered why I existed at all, why is all this happening, what is the point of all this?", I asked Father sitting under His feet as He watched the panorama of the big city, which was once vibrant and full of joy.

"Do the clouds know what they are doing, who they are and what their name is?" He asked me as His golden hair played in the wind that was galloping around the city, carrying waves of sand and making a scene so that the city seemed like it's sinking under the waves of the sandy sea.

"No," I replied gently, turning my gaze away from the His face toward the city and the pyramids behind it, behind which the sun was slowly preparing to rise to the other side, thus turning fiery and changing the colors of the sky into an orange endless mantle over the earth upon which stars slowly started popping up.

"Is the same answer for ant?" He asked me, bending down, from His golden chair adorned with blue diamonds in the shape of His Sigil, to plunge His hand into the sand that was below Him.

"Not completely, but from several aspects, yes?" I replied quietly, watching as the sand scattered in the playful wind from His hand, flying all around.

"Existence has always been there, and it will be forever, as well as the longing for the higher and the greater. This is the nature of each of us." - He said, laughing joyfully at the flames of my curiosity, which grew for answers, grew for truth.

Then calmly, He threw the rest of the sand He had out of His fist, where each grain of sand with a lightning speed became a drop of water, which, when it fell, teaming with the others, became a small lake reflecting the red sky and both of us within.

A small fish appeared in the lake, emerging from the reflection of the crescent moon above us. Then Father Satan said "Say SaTaNaMa to it!"

I looked confusedly at the fish that was so lively and swiftly swimming around the pond, and said "SaTaNaMa". The fish died suddenly and her body disappeared into the depths of the lake.

I was staring at the Father in confusion, trying to find a way to ask Him how and why this happened, but my attention was occupied by His gaze that was focused on watching the Scorpio emerge from the sand as it descended toward the newly formed lake. Before I could ask anything, Father Satan said again, "Focus on Scorpio and say SaTaNaMa!" I was surprised because I expected the same thing to happen like with the fish, but out of curiosity, I did.

As I expected, the scorpion fell dead and rolled back into the lake, past the mouth of a deer that was drinking water. "Tell SaTaNaMa to that deer," Father said before the scorpion's body disappeared completely into the calm surface of the lake.

"I don't want to kill that creature" I reacted anxiously. "You don't kill anyone, just say SaTaNaMa." I did what Father said, but in spite of everything, the deer moving away from the lake by a slow walk fell dead the moment I uttered the word. I asked Father what was going on, but ignoring my question, He told me "Just Say SaTaNaMa" focusing on the lion lying behind a dead deer.

Struggling to utter those word, after a few minutes I somehow threw the word out. The lion immediately knocked his head to the floor. Father was staring quietly at the now blue sky, with a red skyline getting smaller every second. The stars began to multiply in the sky, as did the radiance of the moon that became the lord of the heavenly source of light. In the sounds of the blazing wind, the baby's giggles were heard.

I tried to find where that sound was coming from, and suddenly I noticed a lone baby crawling from afar to the lake. "Say SaTaNaMa" said Father with His eyes closed. "No! I don't want to kill that baby!" I exclaimed anxiously.

"Please," the baby said softly with a sweet voice. When I turned my gaze back toward the lake, in the end there was a fish swimming in front of it, beside the fish there was scorpion playing in the wet sand, while the deer walked proudly past the lion that was humbly watching Father Satan.

So, one behind the other, everyone was standing, and at the top, closest to us, was that child who asked, "I was a fish, so you raised me up, then I was a scorpion, so I evolved again, I became a deer, and I went from that to another level of existence, and now that I am human, help me to become none other than a god!"

At that moment, everything was clear to me. I got the answer to my question. Then Father Satan got up and finally opened his eyes. In His blue eyes that shone like a hundred suns, I saw thousands of planets, millions of suns, and billions of galaxies.

"I was prevented from taking that step. To turn you in Divinity, to perpetuate you. But you and all my children, you never lost that chance…."

Now, I shed tears when I realized what happened, because the burning pain of sadness knows how to overwhelm me, but it is not the time to cry, because it is time to put the one who brought us into this situation to cry for mercy! The day Father Satan showed me the truth is the day I took my weapon in my hands. To free myself, to free my people, to free the world. We are coming out of the earth, born again in truth, holding the flag of Swastika and shouting: HAIL SATAN!!!!!
 
It's indeed worthy for the gallery. I like it, it's good and helps one understand easy.

I do wonder what the original stories are you got it from though? I'd like to read those too, to help research and grow myself as a Satanist and as a person :D :D :D
 
Psychxdeliclove666 said:
It's indeed worthy for the gallery. I like it, it's good and helps one understand easy.

I do wonder what the original stories are you got it from though? I'd like to read those too, to help research and grow myself as a Satanist and as a person :D :D :D

Thanks! I don't really think it's in Shiva Purana, but it's a story of power of mantra. It's about how Shiva explained the power of mantra by directing one sage named Sadaka to utter Shiva Shambho mantra to few creatures: worm, butterfly, deer and child, and alongside that, He explained evolution if you know how to read in between. The story isn't popular that much, but you can't find it online on some of Hindu pages.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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