Inlovewithsatan1
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- Jan 11, 2004
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Just wanna say THANK YOU ALL ! Thanks for help,support,answers,so forth. Been doin meditations & hatha yoga for more than three weeks i think,but not following a strict session. Sometimes i skipped and sometime still now i do the morning session not on a certain specific time because of waking up late sometimes. Now whenever i start to feel depression/down/unworthy then something inside hold me and pull me back to the normal level and dont let me get down. I feel like i am in the middle,i mean i cant keep myself motivated,controlled and also cant let myself down,depressed,or to feel unworthy etc. Depression,feeling down only stays for few seconds. It cant be stayed for long than that now anymore. Then i feel i can only move forward. Also music helps me alooooooot. Its all because of bioelectricity is getting increased ,right? And my shoulder problem is fine now with hatha yoga. Whenever i raise my left arm i used to had some sound like "crunch" in backside of shoulder muscles. But now i recently found that its almost gone. Just a little bit left to fix. And i feel like i need excitement more than motivation to keep moving forward...also understanding about mind little by little, before i was crawling and now walking on this path and soon so soon will be running on a full speed :danyways,Thanks for reading and thank you again for all of your help. Thanks!
HAIL SATAN !
HAIL SATAN !