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bellybuchelli1234

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For a weird reason I've been talking to myself constantly more than ever before. Like in the middle of class I would like talk to myself about what I'm thinking.
Not like "hi how are you" and all that stuff like I would question myself and appear with my own awansers. But this is more active than ever could it involve somthing bad? Or maybe even good?
 
I do this , this is good. Helps to get  to know yourself better and increases your self-reliance. Atleast for me.

On Tue, Mar 12, 2013 at 2:04 AM, bellybuchelli1234 <bellybuchelli1234@... wrote:
  For a weird reason I've been talking to myself constantly more than ever before. Like in the middle of class I would like talk to myself about what I'm thinking.
Not like "hi how are you" and all that stuff like I would question myself and appear with my own awansers. But this is more active than ever could it involve somthing bad? Or maybe even good?
 
Hey guys so all my life I've always talked to myself and that's pretty normal I guess lol But the thing that's strange is I answer myself. Sometimes it's just common sense but half the time it's questions I don't have the answers too. Is this a sign that my guardian has always been with me in this life? Or is it just a "coincidence?"
Hail Satan!
 
I thought I was the only one who thinks out loud like that.....




On Sunday, October 18, 2015 6:43 AM, "davidlost6667@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Hey guys so all my life I've always talked to myself and that's pretty normal I guess lol But the thing that's strange is I answer myself. Sometimes it's just common sense but half the time it's questions I don't have the answers too. Is this a sign that my guardian has always been with me in this life? Or is it just a "coincidence?"
Hail Satan!

 
I get that when I pray/talk to Satan or my Guardians. I talk about a problem but then I get insight into it that I didn't before. It wasn't something I had thought of before, it just came to me, you know?



On Sunday, October 18, 2015 6:43 AM, "davidlost6667@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Hey guys so all my life I've always talked to myself and that's pretty normal I guess lol But the thing that's strange is I answer myself. Sometimes it's just common sense but half the time it's questions I don't have the answers too. Is this a sign that my guardian has always been with me in this life? Or is it just a "coincidence?"
Hail Satan!

 
I'm the same. O.O in fact when i was a xain, sadly a child at that, i would always have a xain like response but sometimes it would be more Satanic in thinking. Now though it is always almost Satanic, and when it is not I know that it is simply greys trying to trip me up and bs like that and or old programming trying to shine through and take hold. 


On Sunday, October 18, 2015 8:43 AM, "davidlost6667@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Hey guys so all my life I've always talked to myself and that's pretty normal I guess lol But the thing that's strange is I answer myself. Sometimes it's just common sense but half the time it's questions I don't have the answers too. Is this a sign that my guardian has always been with me in this life? Or is it just a "coincidence?"
Hail Satan!

 
Haha, i do the same thing. I go as far as arguing with myself. But it's getting kinda out of hand sometimes. I have a bit of an anger issue so sometimes when i get mad at myself, punch myself in the jaw. Anger issues
 
I Do it ALLLL the time when I'm alone, hold conversations with myself, back and forth! I spend a lot of time alone so who else can I talk to? I was just yelling and whooping to myself right now!! LOL. Just this moment finished the most technical part of this painting of Satan I have been struggling along on for weeks now and I am very pleased! Stood back to see how he looks and had to yell HAIL SATAN! Don't you look wonderful?!?? HELL YES, He does! I answered myself.

This is why I love to work alone at night, so I can yell things like this without fear of being heard by any who are without. In between layers drying I join these chats. Just the final finishing work to go now. The hardest and scariest part is done; done as well as I possibly could and while it isn't perfect I really, REALLY tried my hardest! It's been creating a buzz in the studio and that was before Satan was even in the picture. Wait till they see HIM! When people ask I tell them: This is Enki, Mankind's Original Pagan Creator God. They say: Oh, how wonderful! If I said: Oh, this is Satan, Mankind's Creator God! They'd flip - though I am REALLY tempted - I'm an artist, I can get away with it :) The assumption already is artist's are crazy...I had another artist the other day say something about how this (symbol on the throne) makes him think of Nazi Germany, that it looks kind of satanic to him so I shot back: Hail Satan! Heil Hitler! - he thought I was joking! LOL!
I can't wait to share this with you all! I'm really excited! Its the best feeling, to work ones ass off on a vision and then to finally see the piece coming together! Especially this one!

HAIL SATAN!!!
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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