ola.i got an annoying attack by an angel or entity one day.
i didnt do my dedication yet but i will...
heres the story:
at night on friday(9:30pm),i was meditating on the couch trying to get into a trance.i was in the living room and the room was dark,just to set the mood right.i was doing the breathing excersise to get into a trance.on my second round,all of a sudden,the remote that was on the couch arm some how fell on my hand.it forced my eyes open.this made me pissed.i was right next to the couchs arm but i didnt move so so how did it fall?then i went to my room to calm my head on how it happend.
i decided to come back to the living room to try again.the moment i was in the hall way,i stopped because i could here someone or thing laughing.this made me think that an angel was messing with me.i didnt care,i wasnt going to let it bother me.but it did.
i got back on the couch and started over.i visualized the number i was counting up with so it helps me get more focused.on about the fith round or so,all of sudden i started thinking things i wouldnt.i started imagining peoples faces getting blown up and horribly mutalated.i wasnt getting scared,but annoyed.i kept going,hoping the thoughts would fade away.this is when i lost control of wat i was thinking.on my round inhaling,when i got to 3,my count stopped and all i thought were people saying 3..3..3..soon the number i was visualizing started get old and grey.i stopped,walked to my room pissed and called it a night.surprised i didnt have a nightmare?
this wasnt the only time something botherd me,last month i could hear a presence nearby i believe was trying to feed on some energy in the room,i told it forcely to get the heck out.and it did.
i would love to hear some attacks you guys got.
i didnt do my dedication yet but i will...
heres the story:
at night on friday(9:30pm),i was meditating on the couch trying to get into a trance.i was in the living room and the room was dark,just to set the mood right.i was doing the breathing excersise to get into a trance.on my second round,all of a sudden,the remote that was on the couch arm some how fell on my hand.it forced my eyes open.this made me pissed.i was right next to the couchs arm but i didnt move so so how did it fall?then i went to my room to calm my head on how it happend.
i decided to come back to the living room to try again.the moment i was in the hall way,i stopped because i could here someone or thing laughing.this made me think that an angel was messing with me.i didnt care,i wasnt going to let it bother me.but it did.
i got back on the couch and started over.i visualized the number i was counting up with so it helps me get more focused.on about the fith round or so,all of sudden i started thinking things i wouldnt.i started imagining peoples faces getting blown up and horribly mutalated.i wasnt getting scared,but annoyed.i kept going,hoping the thoughts would fade away.this is when i lost control of wat i was thinking.on my round inhaling,when i got to 3,my count stopped and all i thought were people saying 3..3..3..soon the number i was visualizing started get old and grey.i stopped,walked to my room pissed and called it a night.surprised i didnt have a nightmare?
this wasnt the only time something botherd me,last month i could hear a presence nearby i believe was trying to feed on some energy in the room,i told it forcely to get the heck out.and it did.
i would love to hear some attacks you guys got.