Struggling.

[hersheykiss9_4]

Brothers and Sisters, I'm afraid that I am getting nowhere to getting close to Satan and his Daemons. I try hard to meditate but get nothing out of it. I have done numerous things to help--Even bought the trance guide of the JoS site and it didn't do much but relax me. I feel nothing that what is described on the JoS site, and it's sadly reminding me of the same question I asked myself when I was a kid in my Episcopal home--Why are some favored and given inner peace and others are ignored? Why does Satan and The Demons help and guide others instead of others? I try so hard, I cry to Him, and I never get an answer. Am I too weak for Satan? What can I do to experience the same "falling" and side effects as others? 
Please, Help...

Hail Enki! Hail Enlil!

 

[mahaga10]

Okay first hun, you need to let off your worries and expectations before meditating. You should ignore the spoiler in JoS site, as it prevents you from having real experiences. You shouldn't expect to feel the same as in JoS because each person feels different things while in a trance. And about the mental falling effect, you just visualize yourself falling, and don't worry if it isn't how you feels it should be. Its obvious you feel nothing because your mind is preoccupied with trying to feel the effects and when you don't feel those, the worry you have stops you.

For each power meditation you do, just follow the instructions. Now this is important, DON'T TRY TO SEE IF SOMETHING HAPPENS WHEN MEDITATING AS YOUR MIND GETS DISTRACTED! If you are completely focused on your meditation, you'll feel the results. Trust me.

--- In , "hersheykiss9_4" <hersheykiss9_4@... wrote:

Brothers and Sisters, I'm afraid that I am getting nowhere to getting
close to Satan and his Daemons. I try hard to meditate but get nothing
out of it. I have done numerous things to help--Even bought the trance
guide of the JoS site and it didn't do much but relax me. I feel nothing
that what is described on the JoS site, and it's sadly reminding me of
the same question I asked myself when I was a kid in my Episcopal
home--Why are some favored and given inner peace and others are ignored?
Why does Satan and The Demons help and guide others instead of others? I
try so hard, I cry to Him, and I never get an answer. Am I too weak for
Satan? What can I do to experience the same "falling" and side effects
as others?
Please, Help...

Hail Enki! Hail Enlil!

 

[starmithril]

Sometimes our minds race due to what we have listened to, watched, eaten, or the people we have been around. It can be hard to still a mind and relax. If it helps, take a shower before bedtime, and sit up against a wall or in a chair to meditate. Showering helps me relax, or a nice bath too. Warm milk, if you're not lactose intolerant.
I hate to come down sounding like this, but smoking cigarettes can make one's mind race and not quiet down. Also, your body and mind will subconsciously be wondering when you will be getting your next nicotine fix. Please consider quitting, if you smoke. There are free programs to be found on the Net, as well as nicotine patches and gum (although not both at once, check with your doctor first.)
If you can clean your chakras and aura before falling into trance, that will help. It helps me, because it took me longer then 1.5 hours to fall into trance the first few times, and I just gave up. But if I did other things, like some deep, slow breathing, cleaning my chakras and aura, and THEN moving into trance, it is much better, because my mind and body are already quite relaxed.
Make sure you're NOT overly full or hungry, hot or cold before meditating or falling into trance, because all these things will distract you, as a beginner.
Hope this helps. Hail Satan!

--- In , "hersheykiss9_4" <hersheykiss9_4@... wrote:

Brothers and Sisters, I'm afraid that I am getting nowhere to getting
close to Satan and his Daemons. I try hard to meditate but get nothing
out of it. I have done numerous things to help--Even bought the trance
guide of the JoS site and it didn't do much but relax me. I feel nothing
that what is described on the JoS site, and it's sadly reminding me of
the same question I asked myself when I was a kid in my Episcopal
home--Why are some favored and given inner peace and others are ignored?
Why does Satan and The Demons help and guide others instead of others? I
try so hard, I cry to Him, and I never get an answer. Am I too weak for
Satan? What can I do to experience the same "falling" and side effects
as others?
Please, Help...

Hail Enki! Hail Enlil!

 

[Joshua1]

i am having the same problem as u but know this it can take months to master a trance and just cause u arnt in a deep trance dosent mean u not in a mild trance i have been a satanist for about a 2 years and have dedicated myself to father about a month ago i still can not get that falling feeling other then maybe once in awhile but i do make it into a mild trance... remember these things can take months to learn... have u opened ur chakras? the key things here are to empty ur mind and to completely relax ur body... have patience... and never give up it will come to u with time best of luck
HAIL ENKI

--- In , "hersheykiss9_4" <hersheykiss9_4@... wrote:

Brothers and Sisters, I'm afraid that I am getting nowhere to getting
close to Satan and his Daemons. I try hard to meditate but get nothing
out of it. I have done numerous things to help--Even bought the trance
guide of the JoS site and it didn't do much but relax me. I feel nothing
that what is described on the JoS site, and it's sadly reminding me of
the same question I asked myself when I was a kid in my Episcopal
home--Why are some favored and given inner peace and others are ignored?
Why does Satan and The Demons help and guide others instead of others? I
try so hard, I cry to Him, and I never get an answer. Am I too weak for
Satan? What can I do to experience the same "falling" and side effects
as others?
Please, Help...

Hail Enki! Hail Enlil!

 

[Sic luceat Lux]

This is what I use to get myself into a deep trance, it's up to the individual but this works best for me. Visualize the inside of an elevator, you know how it looks right? Square, dark, and only goes up or down. So just imagine you are inside the elevator shaft, sitting in the chair your in, then it just drops. You are falling at free fall speed, you can feel the wind coming up around you, even kind of yell in your mind like "Ahhhhh!" as you fall, remember your falling out of control until you wish to stop. Tune into the floating sensation, lean your head against the back of the chair, when I do this  can sense or feel like my consciousness moves from the right side of my head to the left. At this point I'm numb or feel very little. Then I change it to me laying on a raft in the middle of the ocean, staying with the floating sensation like the waves that just won't stop, I look at the stars, and do what I came for.  
 
From: Joshua <ryokatsu@...
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Sent: Sat, September 11, 2010 2:55:37 AM
Subject: Re: Struggling.

  i am having the same problem as u but know this it can take months to master a trance and just cause u arnt in a deep trance dosent mean u not in a mild trance i have been a satanist for about a 2 years and have dedicated myself to father about a month ago i still can not get that falling feeling other then maybe once in awhile but i do make it into a mild trance... remember these things can take months to learn... have u opened ur chakras? the key things here are to empty ur mind and to completely relax ur body... have patience... and never give up it will come to u with time best of luck
HAIL ENKI

--- In , "hersheykiss9_4" <hersheykiss9_4@... wrote:

Brothers and Sisters, I'm afraid that I am getting nowhere to getting
close to Satan and his Daemons. I try hard to meditate but get nothing
out of it. I have done numerous things to help--Even bought the trance
guide of the JoS site and it didn't do much but relax me. I feel nothing
that what is described on the JoS site, and it's sadly reminding me of
the same question I asked myself when I was a kid in my Episcopal
home--Why are some favored and given inner peace and others are ignored?
Why does Satan and The Demons help and guide others instead of others? I
try so hard, I cry to Him, and I never get an answer. Am I too weak for
Satan? What can I do to experience the same "falling" and side effects
as others?
Please, Help...

Hail Enki! Hail Enlil!