Jews are genetically different than everyone else on the planet. They possess the Cohen gene which has been researched by science. I wish I had some good links for you.
Also, you're life can't possibly be worse than mine. I also wasn't trying to sound mean either. I can see you're dealing with a lot of pressure. So long as you continue things are going to improve.
Void meditation helps you to get a handle on your emotions.
It should be practiced every day. We detest Christians and Jews because of what they do. If you take the time to read the
https://eridu666.webs.com/BlackSun.htm
You'll learn about Hitler. Whether you choose to believe it after reading it is your choice. We won't force you to do anything.Satanism promotes free will, free thought and questioning.
If something feels off then question it. What Christian's and Jew do is terrible. You'll learn some of the things they do through reading
www.exposingchristianity.com
When I first started in Spiritual Satanism 4 years ago I had a lot of extreme problems. They are now gone thanks to me persisting and Satan and my Giradoan Demon guiding me.
A lot of these problems are caused due to low bioelectrocity, and actually go away as we advance. It's your life we w9n't tell you what to do.
Just I know that after reading your messages I took the time to respond to them accordingly because I care and what the best for you. As you continue to study you will learn the Jews are evil by nature. Just take the time to relax and breathe as I did and you'll find that tohmgs will eventually get better.
Hail Satan!