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So I'm so busy with school and I come home so tired and I'm really trying I just dont have the motivation nor the energy to do it I'm drained and I sleep alot but it feels like I'm still wore out I just need help I'm considering asking help from a demon or summoning a succubus to help me through these times only ideas I have
 
When I was 15 all I ever did was sleeping, sleeping, and even more sleeping. This is normal.
Now I'm 17 and I'm a night owl so it's going to bed & getting up early is unnatural for me. Still I want to prove myself and I want to be powerful. For Satan, the gods, the universe, our race (and all human races), my brothers and sisters, and my beloved ones I MUST be strong. I meditate every Morning and every night, no matter how tired I am. If I can't do it in the morning I do it in the afternoon after I arrive at home.
When I dedicated my soul it was clear to me that the road ahead won't be easy but if I keep pushing forward I'll achieve my goals.
Becoming better for my own sake and for others too motivates me.


If you really feel you can't do it take a break (1 or 2 weeks) of meditation, get as much rest as possible, relax and sleep a lot. That should help.
 
Like everybody else said you should just do it anyways. You'll get the dopamine rush that you crave from going the extra mile and it will snowball into extra productivity in your daily life. Personally, I'm not judging.
 
This is terrible advice. You have no excuse to not meditate.
Do you want to escape the enemy and its rotah or not?

I meditate every single day. I have to deal with reptilians harassing me almost constantly along with dealing with the goddamn Jews. And the enemy is constantly trying to reverse my progress(although failing miserably) and I get cheeky jokes from these rotten bastards.

Would you care to step into my shoes for a day? You're just being lazy and complaining about it.

Why not put the energy you use to complain into something positive like cleaning your aura/chakras or spinning your chakras? Or preferably both.

Complaining won't solve anything? Why did you start this I'f you are going to give up so easily? Do you realize that the further you degenerate spiritually the less likely you are to survive the coming times?

You are involved in a spiritual war against the evil Jew and it rotten father the reptilian. Wake up.
 
Look I try but u dont live my life and your attacking me for all you know I'm being beat to near death every day for believing this to clarify I'm not my point is I dont live your life and u dont live mine at least I actually took the time to read the whole page repeatedly
 
The jew is alien, not from this Planet. Its soul was created by reptilians, and is disease; illness; sickness; suffering; death; destruction; parasite; etc.; etc.; etc. against Earth and Her Inhabitamts - and that includes weed. Both weed and battery acid - and sharks and bears and poisonous creatures... can all be found in Earth, but they all do damage OT death in one way or another.

The energies of Earth have been raped by the jew and its reptilian masters.
 
Jews are genetically different than everyone else on the planet. They possess the Cohen gene which has been researched by science. I wish I had some good links for you.

Also, you're life can't possibly be worse than mine. I also wasn't trying to sound mean either. I can see you're dealing with a lot of pressure. So long as you continue things are going to improve.

Void meditation helps you to get a handle on your emotions.
It should be practiced every day. We detest Christians and Jews because of what they do. If you take the time to read the
https://eridu666.webs.com/BlackSun.htm

You'll learn about Hitler. Whether you choose to believe it after reading it is your choice. We won't force you to do anything.Satanism promotes free will, free thought and questioning.

If something feels off then question it. What Christian's and Jew do is terrible. You'll learn some of the things they do through reading www.exposingchristianity.com

When I first started in Spiritual Satanism 4 years ago I had a lot of extreme problems. They are now gone thanks to me persisting and Satan and my Giradoan Demon guiding me.
A lot of these problems are caused due to low bioelectrocity, and actually go away as we advance. It's your life we w9n't tell you what to do.

Just I know that after reading your messages I took the time to respond to them accordingly because I care and what the best for you. As you continue to study you will learn the Jews are evil by nature. Just take the time to relax and breathe as I did and you'll find that tohmgs will eventually get better.

Hail Satan!
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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