Strange and odd urges im feeling

[whatshisface1117]

Oh boy....

The unnatural urge to harm someone you love, is deffiantly a negative
influence, you should probably clean your aura more often, and get to
know Father more. And as for killing yourself, dont do that please,
its a waste of a perfectly good life, and you may not even by
reincarnated if you try that.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "desrier" <lorddeseis@... wrote:

I dont want people to think of me as odd, But i need help.
When im with my girlfriend i feel powerful urges to smite her.
Or cause her harm in some way..
I dont wana hurt her because i love her, Is this Negative influence?
Or i am a dangerous person and i should kill myself immediately?

 

[Wesley Grissom]

Well I need to ask a personal question, are you and her having sex?  It could be that there's sexual tension between you and her and there's a ninety nine percent chance that something else in your life is making you feel this way i.e. your parents, school, job, etc.  I have the same urges to like when I'm in public I just want to rip someone's fucking head off it's just anger that you have inside yourself pick up a hobby, meditate, or just relax and get laid!  Oh and Xbox Live has helped me TREMENDOUSLY in taking out my aggresion.  I'm much happier because of it.

From: desrier <lorddeseis@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, January 29, 2009 12:24:31 PM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Strange and odd urges im feeling

I dont want people to think of me as odd, But i need help.
When im with my girlfriend i feel powerful urges to smite her.
Or cause her harm in some way..
I dont wana hurt her because i love her, Is this Negative influence?
Or i am a dangerous person and i should kill myself immediately?

 

[desrier]

thank all of you, I appreciate the help, I never cleaned my aura.
So i should probally learn how, Lol.. I just hope it works.
I'd never do it i just feel disturbed.. and i dont like feeling that.
Its made me feel relationship insecuritys.. Like i wonder if she'll leave me
soon or whatnot, Im not YET having sex with her, as are relationship is
kinda not that far in yet, Meaning mostly We've not been dating for long.
Haha.

But thanks