Being raised with a xian mindset, by devout xians, have for sure affected your mind in childhood so what I at first suggest you is to deprogram your mind reading https://templeofzeus.org/LiturgicalTerms.php and templeofzeus.org more than once, to help your unconscious mind undesrstand what you consciously already acknowledged. I needed years for this ans I am still in the process of clearing my mind. Also NEVER tell to your parents/family you are a Satanist! This will let them to create problems to you or even worst, some of them would even kill us for being Satanists as they are crazy programmed idiots and will think you are "evil" or "acting bad" or so. If you can (if you WANT, you CAN and Satan will help you) get out of there!! As you are and adult you can find a job a move out to your privacy. Living with people of the enemy is a pain in the ass. Go away!! HAIL SATAN!! Sent: Thursday, December 31, 2015 at 12:29 AM
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Subject: Spiritual Warfare Hello, I live with two devout christians who have raised me since birth, they do not know my beliefs yet. I am adult but I still live with them until I move out in a few months. They use their 'spiritual warfare' in the house daily, they invite this pastor over into the house who claims to be a 'warrior' for his god. Bad things happen every time this pastor visits, and they are really obsessed with christianity and try to use it as a tool to punish and judge others. I am filled with great sorrow, I obviously don't belong here. They are cursing me and the ones I love dearly in the name of their god using a form of 'spiritual warfare'. I need help to make their curses stop, the love of my life was recently prayed for and now is very ill and has had a sudden personality shift. I have committed my soul to Satan/Lucifer and I will never betray him, I seek knowledge and advice from the Joy Of Satan community. Please help me, I really need a way to stop these people from cursing the ones I love.