I am a 100% Satanist. I haven't been able to to the commitment ritual though.. I live in a family that believes and loves god. Sad, but true. If they knew how much I love Satan, I'd be in lots of trouble.. I'm not home alone often, so the rituals I really want to do aren't really available to me. I'm 14 years old.. And I really dedicate myself to Satan. Even though I may not be able to do any rituals for awhile, am I still accepted? Will he still help me? What are the things I can do until I am able to do the big ritutals?