thisisafalsealias
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- Jun 27, 2005
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First of all I want to explain my experience because this is a new forum and I don't know how many common members there are etc. I've been dedicated to Satan I believe since I was in grade 8 or 9, probably 9 actually, which is 5 years ago. I've been meditating sort of since before that, but not really. After a series of really brutal attacks I finally got my shit together and started to advance really quickly. I don't mean to sound like I'm all this but this stuff comes pretty naturally to me. I've unlocked multiple siddhis. The only hard part is dealing with the emotional stress.Okay, so in April I did all of the magnum opus steps on the JoS website. I figured it would be an appropriate time because I am out of puberty, my body was healthy and I was eating healthy. I'm young but I'm mature for my age because I want everything to go fast but focused. I raised a lot of bioelectricity in October and conditioned my body to it, in preparation. So I did it and it was very strong, for sure. I felt a really sweet warm buzzing glow in my sacral that I could draw really quite large amounts of energy from. Its given me special energy. I appear different, I speak different, have a totally different and stronger affect on people with chakras open, etc. But my solar chakra wasn't that strong. When I spun my solar chakra, I instantly got visions about my life. It was kind of shocking for my level of rabbit hole so only did it a couple nights and I strengthened it with light instead afterwards. Then in June something bizarre happened. I was attacked by reptilians pretty badly I think, and my sacral chakra got absolutely fucked. An event in my life involving a kike formed, which also attacked my sacral chakra. This led to blockages and also a fucked up libido. But now getting over it, well I had more experiences over the past little while, but anyways I spun my solar chakra just now and it was one of the most brilliant things I'd ever experienced. It was like my life just made perfect sense, I could see and feel and know my own soul completely inside and out, see in every which way including sideways in time... and everything felt more awake, real, larger. I also noticed, that when I cleaned my sacral and solar (they've been getting dirty a lot quicker because of this "bind" thing going on which is a direct attack on my natal) and concentrated on seeing what was going on in my gut area, it seemed as though with each breath, between my sacral and solar there was a tornado of electricity so to speak, speeding up and lengthening upon inhale, and doing the opposite on exhale. My body, because of the attack, has been experiencing some mild inner pains. I don't really know what's going on, but I've managed to eliminate some thought forms that is making it easier. But miraculously, despite how much damage this attack seemed to have been able to do potentially, with my chakras glowing and the tornado going especially, it feels like I am in just as good if not better shape than I was in April. I don't know what's going on though. I read Kai Purr's PDF and Vovim's. In Kai's I think there was a part talking about a fusal. Does anyone have anything on this?
