jayyblackluc
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Hey everyone, I'm relatively new to Satanism but I am planning on doing the dedication this coming week. Coming from a Catholic family, I spent my whole life praying to the Christian God. When I turned 18, I began to develop my spirituality and I realized that "God" never answered me whenever I told him that I was confused and I needed some guidance. Eventually, I developed a spirituality where I only referred to "The Creator", which then evolved into Satan, and the more I researched, the more that I realized that Spiritual Satanism matches 99% of my personal beliefs. A few days ago I prayed to Satan and asked him if he could give me some kind of sign to let me know that he was listening. The next day I made a purchase and my change came out to $6.66. The cashier told me to stay home to be safe, instead I had a slight smile on my face. Later that same day I thanked him and, just as a joke, asked him to throw another 6 into my life. When I bought a pack of cigarettes later that day, I bought Parliaments instead of Newports or Camels. I don't think you need me to tell you how much change I got back. Both of these experiences happened randomly, I never sat around and calculated how much I would have to buy, plus tax, etc...Does anyone believe that this is truly a sign and not simply coincidental. These past few days have gone very well and I am excited to buy my candles if all of my recent feelings are true.