I dedicated myself a couple years ago. I was really good at directing.energy within myself and around.me.and.with.others. I don't know if.I was attacked or if I made someone angry but I was cut.off.from all outside energy. I could feel the.energy within myself but nothing.around.me. it was like all the.energy of.the.world just up and left. I was.told.here.it.might have been various things and.it.would pass but.after a couple months of waiting.I.began to withdraw. And then just stepped away. I need help. I have tried going back to basics. I can still get in a trance.and.I can manipulate my.energies. and another's energies.if I focus.and.have physical contact. But.I am still blind.to the.outside energies. Before it.took no effort to.feel and see the energies.of the.moon. now I feel nothing. Abraxas stopped answering my calls long ago. I used to get feelings Luke budged that I would know he was there. And if I was doing something right.or wrong. Now it's like he.has abandoned me. I feel so lost and alone. I gave up for nearly a.year. but after a month.of trying.anything and.everything I still have no.progress with.this.problem. Sorry foe the periods. On my phone.
