I believe demonic_fury is a she
Nicole, both of what Dino and Aquarian said is true.
I am not very old (in this life) ~ 19 of age atm.
But I have had several fears growing up to this age.
Irrational and realistic ones.
Out of my experiences. they never do any good for you(as fear is a tool of the enemey)
The most wonderous feeling is conquering your own fears, especially the terrific ones.
Throughout advancing yourself spiritually, you will only be held back by these fears, in a negative sense, they will try to control you(more so, they Will control you). and manipulate you from your desires as a Spiritual Satanist and as a Human being in your Daily life.
best thing is to start small.
Buy lighter, (a ligher is something good to start out with because you have complete control over if it is lit or if it is not lit.)
--not a crappy lighter, a bic. or a zippo.
Move you hand over the lighter when it is lit, move your hand quickly, get an understanding that Fire cannot hurt you if you do not let it.
Get a feeling that Fire 'seemingly' has a will of its own, but in truth that 'will' is nothing that cannot be explained, and is nothing that cannot be Tamed.
After you get the feeling for that.
move to something bigger, such as a candle.
Something you cannot put out as easily as letting go of a button.
Once again practice moving your hand over it quickly, get a feel that if you are in control, the Fire will not hurt you.
Note that fire may be tamed, and it may be controlled, but always respect it, for it can burn if you go about ignorantly disrespecting the fires Potential.
it has potential to become large and fearsome.
[Before I go on to the next part of conquering your fear, make sure you are comfortable around fire, enough so to were you are not completely shocked by your fear. If you have to move onto something a little less large than a bon fire, such as a campfire do so, then go onto conquering a bonfire]
this is were step three of conquering your fear should come in.
Build yourself a bon fire.
Large enough to create a 3ft - 5ft fire.
-whatever you are confortable with.
but small enough in diameter, to jump over it.
There are several ways you can do this, you can go about dousing yourself in water, and jump on through.
I can assure you even if you do not douse your self in water as long as you jump quickly through, you will not be burned.
-although you any loose clothing might get burned.
--This is why during the April 30th, during Beltane, whenever the druids were in the part of celebration were they dranced over the fire, they would strip themselves naked, to not burn any clothes.
this advice to you is all about conquering your fear.
I truly hope this helps.
For it helped me when i needed to conquer my fear.
HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Dino Dizdarevic <dinodizdarevic211@... wrote:
Oh yes, i forgot totally about that part, thank you Aquarian Clown for telling him that part. But it will be beneficial for him to get rid of that trauma anyway.
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From: Aquarian Clown <cape.tsoe@...
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Sent: Sunday, April 21, 2013 9:19 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Shit, I'm screwed!
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there are a lot of different types of people who can do different types of stuff it makes me happy
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i think if he doesnt have any reason to be afraid of fire then it is probably because his past life had something to do with it.
and my dear, Satan will understand and understands. if you do the ritual from the bottom of your heart candles wont really matter that much okay ?
Hail Satan!!
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Dino Dizdarevic <dinodizdarevic211@ wrote:
Do you know what is the reason for your fear of fire? Maybe some traumas in your childhood? I am quite adept in psychology, send me an email if you want to talk about it, everything can be solved
I will try to help you out; i had trauma myself as well about bees; then it spread to flies, mosquitoes, spiders, etc. Also had trauma about one movie, i couldn't sleep for 6 months lol. I believe i can help you because i have personal experience about that sort of things
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From: demonic_fury29 <demonic_fury29@
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Sent: Sunday, April 21, 2013 8:32 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Shit, I'm screwed!
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I just finished reading the "Dedicate your soul to Satan" on JoS website and realized I"m screwed forever.
I have an unbelievable fear of fire and lighting candles is one of them...so now I can't dedicate at all and this really fucking sucks!
This is devastating for me!
Now what!?
I guess it kinda sucks to be me lol
