Share your demon summoning expierience

[rpaspausk]

Hi there. I want to become satanist.But I'm looking for proof, i dont want to fallow religion blindly like i did with christian ,  I'v tried summoning demon, it didin't worked.

could you share your demon summoning expierience?  

 

[fake name]

meditate and feel the effects for yourself. Opening the Soul 666

I tested these first before dedicating, felt all the effects described, came under spiritual attack in less than 2 weeks by greys and then after doing the dedication ritual I felt immediate relief and a surge of energy.




On Tuesday, July 7, 2015 7:23 AM, "rpaspausk@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Hi there. I want to become satanist.But I'm looking for proof, i dont want to fallow religion blindly like i did with christian ,  I'v tried summoning demon, it didin't worked.

could you share your demon summoning expierience?  

 

[silas.westen]

i understand how you're interested in it yet still apprehensive, you probably prayed one too many times to a god that never answered, right? me too, and take it from me, being skeptical is only going to make it worse. Also, its apparently taboo to ask for others personal experiences with just about anything, i learned the hard way and got a lot of negative reactions. Although there is merit to the point they're trying to make, which is the importance of making your own experiences, even if several people are straight up snarky about it. Once in a while you can get some of your questions answered here, which is what i think one of the purposes of a fucking community is about, you'll understand the frustration soon enough.The dedication ritual is where it starts, do that and i guess you could call yourself a satanist, but you have to put your heart into it, really want it. I know, its a big life decision, well LIVES decision. Now, i cant force you to because thats not what we're about and i dont want to psychologically convince you into it, the concept of rewards here are quite the opposite of the christianity you're used to, im still getting the hang of it myself. Still, i highly recommend dedicating, and take it from one skeptical to another, even i felt something the next couple of days i dedicated, it was different, a good different though. Its something that im not able to put into words really, its something you have to feel out from your individual perspective. The feeling is sort of settled for the most part, but yeah, i think the best way to describe it is half of this has a system to it, in the loosest sesne and the other half is more of feeling it out. I mean, it is a way of life.Anyway, really think about if satanism is for you, i suggest meditating until you come to an answer. In the event that you decide not to, meditation is good for you in general and in the even that you do decide to, you've already spent a good deal of time centering yourself for your dedication ritual so that your mind is a little more opened. So i hope you make the right choice, or whatever you feel is good for you at least because in either case scenario im gonna see you on the other side of your journey, just depends on what side you choose to be one.WELCOME TO FUCKING SHOW
HAIL SATAN

 

[magnum.arcanum]

Read the entire website.  You can do that.  Then you'll know what it is.  That way, you'll know what to look for in the way of proof.  This is not a herd of sheep here.  We are all individuals.  You believe what you believe.

 

[call_me_something_else]

Wow.

You're not even a dedicated Spiritual Satanist yet and, you're expecting the proof you need to believe to be something as advanced as Demon summoning.

The Gods are busy and for you to expect to summon one just to satisfy your arrogant demands. It would not go well, should you even succeed.

As for proof, though, look into the desert glass of the Gobi desert and the desert glass made by the atomic bomb testing, in the US.

Prior to the atomic bomb tests, desert glass existed only in the Gobi desert. The Gobi desert is where Shiva fought His battle. They used nuclear weapons on each other.

 

[call_me_something_else]

Apparently, it actually covered quite a large area.

Here's something on it
http://www.teoti.com/sci-fi-science-spa ... olved.html

 

[call_me_something_else]

http://www.skepticreport.com/sr/?p=288

Here's a little more information.on it, which isn't written like crap, although still painfully ignorant.

 

[Yog Sothoth]

<td val[/IMG]Alright I am seeing a lot of troll responses to this question (and people twisting the meaning of the words "it's a pursonal experience" into something negative) so I am going to share ONE of my experiences to give an example as to why we don't share our experiences. I was doing research on war Gods throughout history, I was finding lots of evidence that the Demon lord Andras is Ares, Tyr, Mars ect ect.. every "War God" throughout the Pagan/Satanic mythologies. Now I was having some problems at this time as a result of my health and physical fitness. The TV was on one night (I rarely watch TV) and the movie 'Enter the Dragon' staring Bruce Lee was on. The thought just came to me "why don't I start a martal art" now I knew it was no coincidence that this movie just happend to be on (the first time in months I watched TV) and right when I was researching Andras/Mars (the word 'martial art' comes from a Greco-Roman term meaning "the arts of Mars) So I asked lord Andras If he would guide me to some information so I could properly learn a martial art. The next day I got a MMA Kickboxing gym for extremely cheep.
My point is that people's experiences with Demons are extremely personal, telling you is only going to give you expectations (which are one of the worst things you can have in Satanism) one persons experience with a Demon or Satan is going to be completely defrent then another's.

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At Jul 8, 2015, 4:07:33 PM, magnum.arcanum@... [JoyofSatan666] wrote: Read the entire website. You can do that. Then you'll know what it is. That way, you'll know what to look for in the way of proof. This is not a herd of sheep here. We are all individuals. You believe what you believe.

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[chayce.martin]

When I was 15 I first encountered satanism. We were visiting Salem, Massachusettes at the time (my brother, mother and i). I was not dedicated, only interested and I did the demon summoning listed on the website. I recited the prayer, felt the good energy, and summoned Andromalious. I didn't see anything or hear anything, but I did feel something. When I asked for a sign he made this toy my brother bought being to operate. In my experience it's ok to do the ritual for "proof" and related purposes, but ONLY if you get the positive energy feeling you should get after reciting the prayer to Satan. I hope this helps. I know (and knew then) that the Gods are extremely busy, which is why I didn't take up much of their time, picked a demon I was drawn to, and only proceeded when I got the positive energy from Satan. He understands our reasoning, there is no reason for this hostility.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Hey Yog. I really enjoyed reading about your experience with Ares. Thanks for confirming that it was Andras. I suspected it was Him but wasn't sure until now. I know that Marchosias' husband is Ares, as She once came to tell me this, out of the blue. She seemed happy to tell me this.

I guess it depends on the Spiritual Satanist if they want to tell about their experiences with the Gods;  I did it every time because I was asked to. I actually tried resisting and found myself then plopped in front of the computer, typing away. But it was the God/dess' desire that I write about Them to give Them more exposure.Again, it's different with each Satanist. Some don't speak or write about Them, but I was encouraged to write about Them, with experiences and with the summonings (not all, but some.) I left out some personal things pertaining to me, though.
Hail Satan! Hail Marchosias! Hail Flauros! Hail Horus!




On Saturday, July 11, 2015 4:04 AM, "chayce.martin@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  When I was 15 I first encountered satanism. We were visiting Salem, Massachusettes at the time (my brother, mother and i). I was not dedicated, only interested and I did the demon summoning listed on the website. I recited the prayer, felt the good energy, and summoned Andromalious. I didn't see anything or hear anything, but I did feel something. When I asked for a sign he made this toy my brother bought being to operate. In my experience it's ok to do the ritual for "proof" and related purposes, but ONLY if you get the positive energy feeling you should get after reciting the prayer to Satan. I hope this helps. I know (and knew then) that the Gods are extremely busy, which is why I didn't take up much of their time, picked a demon I was drawn to, and only proceeded when I got the positive energy from Satan. He understands our reasoning, there is no reason for this hostility.

 

[Leighton Yagami]

Hi, I tried summoning a demon 2. The first time I think the God did appear but I could barely feel him. The only think I did hear was his breathing (mine was fast and the breathing I heard was slow calm) and that I couldn't stop shivering ( wasn't cold btw) second was the same but I wasn't shivering nor I didn't hear any breathing. My point is that little details like the ones I gave out ir just having this boost of energy which makes you feel like the best thing and that you can do anything also makes you feel determine. Also what im saying is that if you go back jsut remember the smallest detail you might have a clue that he or she was there but you couldn't feel him or her.

On Jul 7, 2015 7:23 AM, "rpaspausk@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Hi there. I want to become satanist.But I'm looking for proof, i dont want to fallow religion blindly like i did with christian ,  I'v tried summoning demon, it didin't worked.

could you share your demon summoning expierience?  

 

[Sohail Mir]

I am looking for some advice in regards to spells and rituals. I do not have a group of friends or a mentor I can turn to in this arena as I am the only one in my social circle that to my knowledge has any interest in Satanism and the Occult.

I know Satanism, especially to me, is about action, doing instead of talking, living it as opposed to just wishing it. I am intersted in spells or rituals that may be performed when looking to increase influence over people, and bring forth good fortune and wealth.

Noth[/IMG]that[/B] just isn't enough and I believe we can all use a little "leg-up". I would choose being "lucky" over being "good" at something any day of the week.

So my question to anyone out there who may be experienced in this arena is; Where is a good starting point when looking to begin learning rituals and spells, especially of this particular nature.

Thank you in advance to any and all who take time out to help out a fellow traveler on the Path.__________________


On Sunday, July 12, 2015 5:24 AM, "Magus Immortalis magus.immortalis@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Hey Yog. I really enjoyed reading about your experience with Ares. Thanks for confirming that it was Andras. I suspected it was Him but wasn't sure until now. I know that Marchosias' husband is Ares, as She once came to tell me this, out of the blue. She seemed happy to tell me this.

I guess it depends on the Spiritual Satanist if they want to tell about their experiences with the Gods;  I did it every time because I was asked to. I actually tried resisting and found myself then plopped in front of the computer, typing away. But it was the God/dess' desire that I write about Them to give Them more exposure.Again, it's different with each Satanist. Some don't speak or write about Them, but I was encouraged to write about Them, with experiences and with the summonings (not all, but some.) I left out some personal things pertaining to me, though.
Hail Satan! Hail Marchosias! Hail Flauros! Hail Horus!




On Saturday, July 11, 2015 4:04 AM, "chayce.martin@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  When I was 15 I first encountered satanism. We were visiting Salem, Massachusettes at the time (my brother, mother and i). I was not dedicated, only interested and I did the demon summoning listed on the website. I recited the prayer, felt the good energy, and summoned Andromalious. I didn't see anything or hear anything, but I did feel something. When I asked for a sign he made this toy my brother bought being to operate. In my experience it's ok to do the ritual for "proof" and related purposes, but ONLY if you get the positive energy feeling you should get after reciting the prayer to Satan. I hope this helps. I know (and knew then) that the Gods are extremely busy, which is why I didn't take up much of their time, picked a demon I was drawn to, and only proceeded when I got the positive energy from Satan. He understands our reasoning, there is no reason for this hostility.

 

[the_fire_starter666]

@Sohail: If you are interested in Spiritual Satanism because of doing spells for materialistic purposes only then you have the wrong idea and probably it isn't for you. SS isn't about materialism, but transforming our souls with power meditation and reaching Godhood. It's true spirituality. That's why the most important practice here is power meditation every day .No spell will work if you aren't spiritually advanced anyway. So yeah if you are interested in SS mainly for gaining knowledge and spiritual transformation then it's for you. I clarified this before:
https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... ges/138776  Especially if you are new and seriously interested you should be focused on power meditations first and foremost. Things like opening your chakras, void meditation e.t.c.

 

[Sohail Mir]

Thanks for your valuable suggestion.Could you please help me with what time is the best to start with the meditation and how i'll have to follow with on daily basis as i am new to SS & 1 more favor i need to ask what is void meditation and how is it done and what are the basic things need to follow while doing power meditations and what are the techniques.
Hail Father! Hail Satan!


On Monday, July 13, 2015 11:09 AM, "j.l3mm0n@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  @Sohail: If you are interested in Spiritual Satanism because of doing spells for materialistic purposes only then you have the wrong idea and probably it isn't for you. SS isn't about materialism, but transforming our souls with power meditation and reaching Godhood. It's true spirituality. That's why the most important practice here is power meditation every day .No spell will work if you aren't spiritually advanced anyway. So yeah if you are interested in SS mainly for gaining knowledge and spiritual transformation then it's for you. I clarified this before:
https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... ges/138776  Especially if you are new and seriously interested you should be focused on power meditations first and foremost. Things like opening your chakras, void meditation e.t.c.

 

[timm phillips]

<td val[/IMG]How do you know if your doing all the meditations right ? I don't wanna waste months of my life doing something wrong 

From:"j.l3mm0n@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected]
Date:Sun, Jul 12, 2015 at 10:39 PM
Subject:Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Share your demon summoning expierience

  @Sohail: If you are interested in Spiritual Satanism because of doing spells for materialistic purposes only then you have the wrong idea and probably it isn't for you. SS isn't about materialism, but transforming our souls with power meditation and reaching Godhood. It's true spirituality. That's why the most important practice here is power meditation every day .No spell will work if you aren't spiritually advanced anyway. So yeah if you are interested in SS mainly for gaining knowledge and spiritual transformation then it's for you. I clarified this before:
[url=https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/JoyofSatan666/conversations/messages/138776]https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... ges/138776  Especially if you are new and seriously interested you should be focused on power meditations first and foremost. Things like opening your chakras, void meditation e.t.c.
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[the_fire_starter666]

@timm phillips:If you view it as a time race thing then you have the wrong mindset like I said. The entire point with power meditations is to experiment and see for yourself. It's something you'd do as a hobby, without attachment to any outcomes. Not as a race to reach something. If you view it as something to get something of it then better not do power meditation at all. It's all about focusing on the present not wondering if you're doing it right or wrong for a future purpose. You're missing the entire meditation if you do that.
I myself think it's better for a new person to spend some of his time to try to get a feel for his chakras, how they feel to him, which one is strong as well his aura and body. It's all about awareness. If you are aware and pay attention to how chakras and energy e.t.c. feel you can see what is weak and empower it.

 

[fake name]

read this. all the main meditations are hereSatanic Meditation



On Monday, July 13, 2015 4:09 AM, "Sohail Mir sohailmir189@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Thanks for your valuable suggestion.Could you please help me with what time is the best to start with the meditation and how i'll have to follow with on daily basis as i am new to SS & 1 more favor i need to ask what is void meditation and how is it done and what are the basic things need to follow while doing power meditations and what are the techniques.
Hail Father! Hail Satan!


On Monday, July 13, 2015 11:09 AM, "j.l3mm0n@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  @Sohail: If you are interested in Spiritual Satanism because of doing spells for materialistic purposes only then you have the wrong idea and probably it isn't for you. SS isn't about materialism, but transforming our souls with power meditation and reaching Godhood. It's true spirituality. That's why the most important practice here is power meditation every day .No spell will work if you aren't spiritually advanced anyway. So yeah if you are interested in SS mainly for gaining knowledge and spiritual transformation then it's for you. I clarified this before:
https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... ges/138776  Especially if you are new and seriously interested you should be focused on power meditations first and foremost. Things like opening your chakras, void meditation e.t.c.

 

[Yog Sothoth]

<td val[/IMG]@Sohail There are no medeator or anything like that in Satanism. Our teachers are the Gods themselves. Read and study ALL of www.joyofsatan.org if you have any questions after reading all of the site then just ask them on this group.


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On Jul 12, 2015, 3:54:38 PM, Sohail Mir sohailmir189@... [JoyofSatan666] wrote: I am looking for some advice in regards to spells and rituals. I do not have a group of friends or a mentor I can turn to in this arena as I am the only one in my social circle that to my knowledge has any interest in Satanism and the Occult.

I know Satanism, especially to me, is about action, doing instead of talking, living it as opposed to just wishing it. I am intersted in spells or rituals that may be performed when looking to increase influence over people, and bring forth good fortune and wealth.

Noth[/IMG]that[/B] just isn't enough and I believe we can all use a little "leg-up". I would choose being "lucky" over being "good" at something any day of the week.

So my question to anyone out there who may be experienced in this arena is; Where is a good starting point when looking to begin learning rituals and spells, especially of this particular nature.

Thank you in advance to any and all who take time out to help out a fellow traveler on the Path.__________________


On Sunday, July 12, 2015 5:24 AM, "Magus Immortalis magus.immortalis@... [JoyofSatan666]" wrote:


Hey Yog. I really enjoyed reading about your experience with Ares. Thanks for confirming that it was Andras. I suspected it was Him but wasn't sure until now. I know that Marchosias' husband is Ares, as She once came to tell me this, out of the blue. She seemed happy to tell me this.

I guess it depends on the Spiritual Satanist if they want to tell about their experiences with the Gods; I did it every time because I was asked to. I actually tried resisting and found myself then plopped in front of the computer, typing away. But it was the God/dess' desire that I write about Them to give Them more exposure.Again, it's different with each Satanist. Some don't speak or write about Them, but I was encouraged to write about Them, with experiences and with the summonings (not all, but some.) I left out some personal things pertaining to me, though.
Hail Satan! Hail Marchosias! Hail Flauros! Hail Horus!




On Saturday, July 11, 2015 4:04 AM, "chayce.martin@... [JoyofSatan666]" wrote:


When I was 15 I first encountered satanism. We were visiting Salem, Massachusettes at the time (my brother, mother and i). I was not dedicated, only interested and I did the demon summoning listed on the website. I recited the prayer, felt the good energy, and summoned Andromalious. I didn't see anything or hear anything, but I did feel something. When I asked for a sign he made this toy my brother bought being to operate. In my experience it's ok to do the ritual for "proof" and related purposes, but ONLY if you get the positive energy feeling you should get after reciting the prayer to Satan. I hope this helps. I know (and knew then) that the Gods are extremely busy, which is why I didn't take up much of their time, picked a demon I was drawn to, and only proceeded when I got the positive energy from Satan. He understands our reasoning, there is no reason for this hostility.

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[timm phillips]

<td val[/IMG]Oh okay for sure its not for anything but self bettering and thank you !

From:"j.l3mm0n@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected]
Date:Tue, Jul 14, 2015 at 1:53 AM
Subject:Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Share your demon summoning expierience

  @timm phillips:If you view it as a time race thing then you have the wrong mindset like I said. The entire point with power meditations is to experiment and see for yourself. It's something you'd do as a hobby, without attachment to any outcomes. Not as a race to reach something. If you view it as something to get something of it then better not do power meditation at all. It's all about focusing on the present not wondering if you're doing it right or wrong for a future purpose. You're missing the entire meditation if you do that.
I myself think it's better for a new person to spend some of his time to try to get a feel for his chakras, how they feel to him, which one is strong as well his aura and body. It's all about awareness. If you are aware and pay attention to how chakras and energy e.t.c. feel you can see what is weak and empower it. [/TD]

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[rpaspausk]

Hei. Well I'm kinda diffrent than you think. I cant avoid skepticism anymore. 
my story is kinda diffrent, I used to avod telling about myself but now... .So, since I was kid I prayed the christian god evryday, I was walking into chruch, not every sunday but you know. I defended him , if someone tried to deny it, I always tried imagining him  always behind my back defending me too.I always thought he will lead me. With christian god i felt only downs, there were no ups ( I'm not sure if it is becasue of the christian god tho). q

Seven years ago I started to loose touch with evrything , My enthusiasm in all things started to fade away , I started to loose evrything. Dont get me wrong i still had a place to live, money to survive. I started to feel theese energies floating into me, in my mind i could control them and change the picture i see , I always asked myself am I going mad? But the idea that I understood smth wrong was with me, made me feel *normal*. It always got worse. I started to expierience personality changes, i stopped seeing future ahead of me, when i tried to imagine myself happy ,I never seen the way it happens. After that, slowly I started  *realising* my purpose in this life given by *somekind* god is nothing but death. I denied it, but that idea that i was going to die soon always visited me. First it was once in month , now I expierience it evryday. I used to be afraid of anything releated to me with dying, I no longer feel anything like that, I accepted it as my fait , I no longer run from it. I lost all my fealings for fear. I always feel someones pushing me towards sucide. I used to ask myself , Maibie I'm just in need for attention like those other cases I was told about when i was younger. Still i felt nothing like it , I stopped carying about friends, family members. I no longer fight it, I know now, it's only matter of time it is going to happen. My life turned into lving hell that i got used to.

Before I die , I decided to look for smth I missed, satanism one of those things. I'm just looking for smth that can cure me or just finish me...

---In [email protected], <silas.westen@... wrote :

i understand how you're interested in it yet still apprehensive, you probably prayed one too many times to a god that never answered, right? me too, and take it from me, being skeptical is only going to make it worse. Also, its apparently taboo to ask for others personal experiences with just about anything, i learned the hard way and got a lot of negative reactions. Although there is merit to the point they're trying to make, which is the importance of making your own experiences, even if several people are straight up snarky about it. Once in a while you can get some of your questions answered here, which is what i think one of the purposes of a fucking community is about, you'll understand the frustration soon enough.The dedication ritual is where it starts, do that and i guess you could call yourself a satanist, but you have to put your heart into it, really want it. I know, its a big life decision, well LIVES decision. Now, i cant force you to because thats not what we're about and i dont want to psychologically convince you into it, the concept of rewards here are quite the opposite of the christianity you're used to, im still getting the hang of it myself. Still, i highly recommend dedicating, and take it from one skeptical to another, even i felt something the next couple of days i dedicated, it was different, a good different though. Its something that im not able to put into words really, its something you have to feel out from your individual perspective. The feeling is sort of settled for the most part, but yeah, i think the best way to describe it is half of this has a system to it, in the loosest sesne and the other half is more of feeling it out. I mean, it is a way of life.Anyway, really think about if satanism is for you, i suggest meditating until you come to an answer. In the event that you decide not to, meditation is good for you in general and in the even that you do decide to, you've already spent a good deal of time centering yourself for your dedication ritual so that your mind is a little more opened. So i hope you make the right choice, or whatever you feel is good for you at least because in either case scenario im gonna see you on the other side of your journey, just depends on what side you choose to be one.WELCOME TO FUCKING SHOW
HAIL SATAN

 

[the_fire_starter666]

@rpaspausk: It's because there's no xian god. Your life became bad because you have karma accumulated over lifetimes and/or bad planetary alignments in your chart. There's no being that babysits you all the time and takes control of your life. We pretty much know that in Spiritual Satanism. Satan isn't a such being, but is more like a teacher who gives us knowledge for our spiritual transformation. We aren't supposed to depend in him but become independent.
Generally Spiritual Satanism doesn't follow the way of thinking of enemy religions where they have a being they are supposed to blindly worship and has total control over their life.

 

[call_me_something_else]

Yup, xianity iis a destructive pogrom, for sure.

Glad to hear you at least started looking for an answer.

Read all of the JoyofSatan.com.

You just might find what you're looking for.

 

[Sohail Mir]

As i have have already mentioned i know some of the basic things but as far as hattha yoga and kundallini yoga is concerned i want to know the techniques as the place i am putting up at there is no scope of learning whatever i have learned is of my own.I want a favor on hattha yoga & kundallini yoga part.That is all i want to learn rest i have gathered from JOS.Thanking you in advance.


On Tuesday, July 14, 2015 2:23 PM, "j.l3mm0n@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  @timm phillips:If you view it as a time race thing then you have the wrong mindset like I said. The entire point with power meditations is to experiment and see for yourself. It's something you'd do as a hobby, without attachment to any outcomes. Not as a race to reach something. If you view it as something to get something of it then better not do power meditation at all. It's all about focusing on the present not wondering if you're doing it right or wrong for a future purpose. You're missing the entire meditation if you do that.
I myself think it's better for a new person to spend some of his time to try to get a feel for his chakras, how they feel to him, which one is strong as well his aura and body. It's all about awareness. If you are aware and pay attention to how chakras and energy e.t.c. feel you can see what is weak and empower it.

 

[Yog Sothoth]

<td val[/IMG]Your depressed and want to kill yourself because you don't have a meaning or purpose for life, not the other way around. Satan has said that "The meaning of life is to better yourself and the universe" this is what Satanism is about, it is our core and guiding principle, bettering ourselves and bettering the universe. You can't do any of this if your dead. YOU are the one who is pushing YOURSELF toward death, not some "God" not some "flooting energy" it's YOU. Why is this? Because of enemy programming and because you have no direction or purpose or drive in your life. So you've created a mental idea that God or something like that created you so you could die, This is NOT the case. Satan created you (as he did all of humanity) for the purpose of reaching Godhood/Imortality, to become Gods in our own right. Wake the fuck up out of your mentally conditioned funk (because really that's what it is, you've thought yourself into a depression) and start preceding on the path you were meant to take: http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... TANIC.html http://webzoom.freewebs.com/satanismgr/ ... stries.pdf "We become what we think"
If your looking for something to "finish you" then you WONT find it here, xtianity, islam ect ect is where you'll find that, most people who commit suacide come from a background of one of this sick programs they call religions. Satanism on the otherhand is a life loving religion . So that's it man, maybe your too 'skeptical' or 'logical' to even understand what I've said so far, like I've said that's what you've done, you've *thinked* yourself into a depression. Or maybe for once you'll trust you gut.
In anycase, you won't find "smth" (whatever the fuck that means) or something that will "finish" you here.
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On Jul 14, 2015, 7:57:43 PM, rpaspausk@... [JoyofSatan666] wrote: Hei. Well I'm kinda diffrent than you think. I cant avoid skepticism anymore.
my story is kinda diffrent, I used to avod telling about myself but now... .So, since I was kid I prayed the christian god evryday, I was walking into chruch, not every sunday but you know. I defended him , if someone tried to deny it, I always tried imagining him always behind my back defending me too.I always thought he will lead me. With christian god i felt only downs, there were no ups ( I'm not sure if it is becasue of the christian god tho). q

Seven years ago I started to loose touch with evrything , My enthusiasm in all things started to fade away , I started to loose evrything. Dont get me wrong i still had a place to live, money to survive. I started to feel theese energies floating into me, in my mind i could control them and change the picture i see , I always asked myself am I going mad? But the idea that I understood smth wrong was with me, made me feel *normal*. It always got worse. I started to expierience personality changes, i stopped seeing future ahead of me, when i tried to imagine myself happy ,I never seen the way it happens. After that, slowly I started *realising* my purpose in this life given by *somekind* god is nothing but death. I denied it, but that idea that i was going to die soon always visited me. First it was once in month , now I expierience it evryday. I used to be afraid of anything releated to me with dying, I no longer feel anything like that, I accepted it as my fait , I no longer run from it. I lost all my fealings for fear. I always feel someones pushing me towards sucide. I used to ask myself , Maibie I'm just in need for attention like those other cases I was told about when i was younger. Still i felt nothing like it , I stopped carying about friends, family members. I no longer fight it, I know now, it's only matter of time it is going to happen. My life turned into lving hell that i got used to.

Before I die , I decided to look for smth I missed, satanism one of those things. I'm just looking for smth that can cure me or just finish me...

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i understand how you're interested in it yet still apprehensive, you probably prayed one too many times to a god that never answered, right? me too, and take it from me, being skeptical is only going to make it worse. Also, its apparently taboo to ask for others personal experiences with just about anything, i learned the hard way and got a lot of negative reactions. Although there is merit to the point they're trying to make, which is the importance of making your own experiences, even if several people are straight up snarky about it. Once in a while you can get some of your questions answered here, which is what i think one of the purposes of a fucking community is about, you'll understand the frustration soon enough.The dedication ritual is where it starts, do that and i guess you could call yourself a satanist, but you have to put your heart into it, really want it. I know, its a big life decision, well LIVES decision. Now, i cant force you to because thats not what we're about and i dont want to psychologically convince you into it, the concept of rewards here are quite the opposite of the christianity you're used to, im still getting the hang of it myself. Still, i highly recommend dedicating, and take it from one skeptical to another, even i felt something the next couple of days i dedicated, it was different, a good different though. Its something that im not able to put into words really, its something you have to feel out from your individual perspective. The feeling is sort of settled for the most part, but yeah, i think the best way to describe it is half of this has a system to it, in the loosest sesne and the other half is more of feeling it out. I mean, it is a way of life.Anyway, really think about if satanism is for you, i suggest meditating until you come to an answer. In the event that you decide not to, meditation is good for you in general and in the even that you do decide to, you've already spent a good deal of time centering yourself for your dedication ritual so that your mind is a little more opened. So i hope you make the right choice, or whatever you feel is good for you at least because in either case scenario im gonna see you on the other side of your journey, just depends on what side you choose to be one.WELCOME TO FUCKING SHOW
HAIL SATAN

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[Sohail Mir]

Thank you and oblidged


On Thursday, July 16, 2015 5:19 AM, "Sohail Mir sohailmir189@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  As i have have already mentioned i know some of the basic things but as far as hattha yoga and kundallini yoga is concerned i want to know the techniques as the place i am putting up at there is no scope of learning whatever i have learned is of my own.I want a favor on hattha yoga & kundallini yoga part.That is all i want to learn rest i have gathered from JOS.Thanking you in advance.


On Tuesday, July 14, 2015 2:23 PM, "j.l3mm0n@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  @timm phillips:If you view it as a time race thing then you have the wrong mindset like I said. The entire point with power meditations is to experiment and see for yourself. It's something you'd do as a hobby, without attachment to any outcomes. Not as a race to reach something. If you view it as something to get something of it then better not do power meditation at all. It's all about focusing on the present not wondering if you're doing it right or wrong for a future purpose. You're missing the entire meditation if you do that.
I myself think it's better for a new person to spend some of his time to try to get a feel for his chakras, how they feel to him, which one is strong as well his aura and body. It's all about awareness. If you are aware and pay attention to how chakras and energy e.t.c. feel you can see what is weak and empower it.