Sexual Hangup

[kyleshand]

I have a question, it is said never to deny or repress ones sexual desires and we should find release either alone or with a partner this is essential for the soul.

But my problem is, my sexual desires and fantasies are very masochistic. I would never actually want them to manifest for real. If I keep fantasizing about them involving sexual orgasm with a strong soul, is there a danger they will actually manifest? I don't actually want them to manifest because they are self depricating and masochistic and in real life would be extremely painful, humiliating and even dangerous. But if I don't fantisize then I am repressing myself.

What should I do?

Thanks.

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Yog Sothoth]

This type of thing comes from shit that happened to you in a past life. Work to change yourself, use the Munka meditation and runes to free yourself from these delusions. Also stop watching any porn  


On Wednesday, April 8, 2015 5:53 PM, "kyleshand@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I have a question, it is said never to deny or repress ones sexual desires and we should find release either alone or with a partner this is essential for the soul.

But my problem is, my sexual desires and fantasies are very masochistic. I would never actually want them to manifest for real. If I keep fantasizing about them involving sexual orgasm with a strong soul, is there a danger they will actually manifest? I don't actually want them to manifest because they are self depricating and masochistic and in real life would be extremely painful, humiliating and even dangerous. But if I don't fantisize then I am repressing myself.

What should I do?

Thanks.

HAIL SATAN!

 

[call_me_something_else]

Past or current life-source,, either way, during meditation, ask yourself why you crave this - and then, pay attention to the answers you find.

Understanding is freedom.

Hail Father Satan - the bearer of Truth and Knowledge!

 

[dalightskin]

Hmm... This is a tricky one.

Okay, it is probably best to keep on letting out that energy or else it could build up and come back even stronger. And if you REALLY don't want these urges to manifest then your mind won't make them manifest, simple as that.

 

[jamesmarshall237]

Then you are either into BDSM or something about it makes you enjoy it. It may be a power high for you, meaning that control or lack there of is a turn on for you. I do believe anything you orgasm to does manifest though it will most likely be the opportunity for you to be in that situation. Like lets say you are doing a money working. Well money just doesn't pop up outta no were events need to take place for it to come to fruition. Such as a job offer. So in this case maybe a lover who is into it or just a casual one night stand. 

 

[shaqmde32]

If these urges came from porn I first recommend you to stop watching.  Porn is not healthy at all, and VERY harmful.  It acclimates you to more fucked up urges, and pretty soon you find yourself watching something you are ashamed of.  I recommend you go cold turkey(that is if you are watching it).  I had fucked up fetishes in the past, but once I stopped viewing the material the thought bubbles were destroyed.

 

[Jonathan Solis]

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From:"no.state@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected]
Date:Thu, Apr 9, 2015 at 3:22 PM
Subject:Re: [JoyofSatan666] Sexual Hangup

  Past or current life-source,, either way, during meditation, ask yourself why you crave this - and then, pay attention to the answers you find.

Understanding is freedom.

Hail Father Satan - the bearer of Truth and Knowledge! [/TD]

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[dalightskin]

Just to be clear, porn incites nasty urges, but masturbation is perfectly healthy, as long as you don't let it get in the way of other things in life, if you REALLY REALLY need to channel the energy, that is just about the best natural way to do it on your own.

 

[descipleofthegods13]

Have you Dedicated yet, if not, I suggest you NOT meditate at all as it can be dangerous.

If you have then read and study this about meditation and Satanism in general.

Joy of Satan  Again, if you are Dedicated, then start this program. Ask any questions you may have here

http://satanism-nazism.webs.com/hp_hood ... rogram.pdf

 

[fake name]

Satanic Meditation
this should help.
void meditation, aura cleaning and meditation for protection should be done twice a day minimum. the rest is up to you.
using the algiz rune also helps for the protection mediation.
Information + Tips on Meditation

These help too



On Thursday, April 9, 2015 9:19 PM, "Jonathan Solis jonathan_shanky@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


 

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From:"no.state@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected]
Date:Thu, Apr 9, 2015 at 3:22 PM
Subject:Re: [JoyofSatan666] Sexual Hangup

  Past or current life-source,, either way, during meditation, ask yourself why you crave this - and then, pay attention to the answers you find.

Understanding is freedom.

Hail Father Satan - the bearer of Truth and Knowledge! [/TD] https://overv[/IMG

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[kyleshand]

Thank you for the help and advice everyone. Yeah I have heard a lot of nasty things about the porn industry too and as we know it's controlled by Jews. In my case it wasn't porn which did this to me though, I think it really may have been past lives like one person here said. And I know there are others who are like this too.

HAIL SATAN!

 

[stayhumble666]

you cant believe how much that video made my day. Thank you!!

Hail Satan!