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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "firebird894" <firebird894@... wrote:
The most intense time for me was the year leading up to me finding the Truth and dedicating to Satan. I was getting close and someone was trying very hard to stop me, confuse me and scare me away. I was getting hurt a lot, my animals were getting sick, I felt constantly like something was watching me many nights I was scared to be alone and go to bed. I was having nightmares about greys and giant black shadow things with glowing eyes, waking up couldnt move or breathe and seeing the thing still in the room. I felt very threatened outside at night I had growling in my ear.
I had a bonfire burning off rubbish before summer came and it was a really cold night. I walked off into the dark to get some more wood and I was alone in the bush about 100m from the fire and all the hair on my neck stood up and then a growl right in my ear, I just bolted for my life back to the fire. Certainly wasnt any animal.
One night I was in the garage and felt a very bad energy around me like any minute something was going to grab me or appear and then it happened, I got pushed by something I couldnt see back first into a brick pillar smacked my spine right into the corners of the bricks and dropped to the floor I just burst into tears and had this sense someone was standing over me laughing like it was the funniest thing ever. Constant thoughts and fears I was pathetic, ugly, stupid and so on, suicidal thoughts.
I was seeing black things flying past my window, the door at night. I think I already was being protected to a point by Demons or it would have been worse. Stuff like this happened for years and years far more than anyone I know. Most people dont have anything like that.
But once I did the Dedication it really changed. The mental attacks stepped up but the physical got less. When you have the powers of Hell watching your back there is only so much this enemy shit can do. Very rarely now does anything come into my home if it does it dosnt last long. I do not have the feeling of being 'watched' when alone anymore that feeling of menace around you building if you know what I mean that stopped. It is now occasional shit but not all the time. My depression has become just an occasional day now and then not all the time, suicidal thoughts stopped.
Once when I didn't know what all this was I felt under threat when I went to sleep I was so scared I was sleeping with a 21 inch machete a hunting knife I had like 4 knives under my pillow I didnt even know why its not like it was a solid thing I could attack I just felt better.
My mother told me one morning I had been yelling and screaming in my sleep. It was something that really was hard and I couldnt talk about it with anyone I thought I was nuts! Anyone would have thought I was crazy. I carried this for a long time and to finally discover what it was all about and I wasn't the only one was such a relief in itself.
People would ask me why are you so tired? I would just say, oh insomia. The hardest part was keeping this to myself for so long.
Now to finally be able to fight back and not have that fear in my life it is a beautifull thing.
Hail Satan
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], David Gannon <teammgannon@ wrote:
Thank you Serpentfire666 for the Battle tactics. I am still doing studies and have a great (imo) defense, but not yet strong enough for offense.Soon.Real soon. I want to take the fight to these gutless fuckers sooner than later. I read what our brothers and sisters post about being attacked and my chest swells with anger and my gut tightens. I want my day and the only one holding me back is myself and how fast I can study. Soon tho.
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HAIL FATHER SATAN
HAIL ALL OUR GODDESSES AND GODS OF HELL
HAIL DUKE UVALL
HAIL ALL OUR DEMONS
HIEL HITLER
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From: Serpentfire666 <firebird894@
To:
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, September 14, 2012 11:52 PM
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] Re: Serious problem...
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Ok here is another one. Can you vibrate words and visualise at the same time? If you can mentally vibrate more than one thing at a time even better but dont worry if you can't.
Now if this bitch attacks you again. Remember the greatest poison to the enemy is Satan. And the vibration of words of power is potent.
Now visualise a great big drill or jackhammer and the peircing breaking tip on it actually shaped as Satans Sigil spinning like the end of a drill about to rip through concrete. And drilling this right into her head or her heart whatever you think maybe heart is better. As you do this and see a massive hole being ripped open in her vibrate SA TA NA MA every letter every vowl with as much power and passion as you can send the vibration right into her. I have personally found this the best. It is beautifull and healing to Us and poison to the enemy. You could also Vibrate Enochian Keys, I say Vibrate not just chant the ones that are most attacking of the enemy.
You can't give up, get creative and fight back. Every bit of hurt, sadness, anger and insult you have ever suffered, think of all the horrendous things Our people have suffered and let it all out right into this enemy bitch. Fill her with it like a balloon being blown up to breaking point. Get vicious.
If you are worried do a full Ritual and full protection but never let these bastards get to you. They get to me once in a while a little bit but not for long and nowhere near as much as they used to. I am so dangerous now because of how much they have hurt me and hurt those I care about, how much they have hurt Satan and my Gods, this makes me very much more dangerous I think than they bargained for. You have to see yourself as powerfull and deadly nothing less. Don't get too cocky that you fuck up and under estimate the enemy but do not see yourself as weak!
You are a Powerfull amazing Creation of SATAN his blood and power is within you and every day it is growing stronger and stronger.
Hail Satan!
--- In mailto:Advanced_Meditation%40yahoogroups.com, "tigers_matter" <swastikaking11@ wrote:
Recently, I wrote a topic saying that there is an enemy pretending to be Agares and that bitch is constantly fucking me up. A person said that there is no enemy and that I should remove that idea. Who ever you were, I forget but what you said helped rid of half the problem. The image of the ugly and disgusting Agares is no longer there. Now the problem is this; I am still constantly seeing Agares but with different kind of hair. Like I see Her with brown hair, mostly black. Obviously that is not the real Agares. This "Agares" has been fucking me up very seriously with errors in knowledge. Nothing seriously messed up, just a few faulty things. I have wasted tons of time due to that bitch. My biggest problem is getting rid of "Agares". Today I did chakra breathing into my 6th chakra. I suddenly felt very happy and I felt the real Agares' energy and I saw like for a split second the real Agares then... as usual... the "Agares" with brown or black hair
(black hair is most common). As soon as I saw that bitch, I felt really sad and like all the happiness in the world is gone. I have a seriously powerful enemy attacking me. Might even be a coven of enemy Nordics. I have created thoughtforms to protect me, did a banishing ritual last Saturday (the moon is waning which is perfect) and do aura or protection every day. That entity still manages to get through. I have even asked Andras (he is a VERY big destroyer of enemies) and the real Agares to get rid of this bitch. Nothing seems to work... That is why I assume that it is a coven of enemy Nordics because there is no way that a Grey for example could still be alive after all of the times I asked Andras and Agares and even Satan himself to kill that bitch. I am sure that the enemy is blocking my communications. Strangely that enemy is only blocking all prayers that I asked that are involved with it's death. I also feel extremely that the real Agares is
desperately trying to communicate with me.
If any can suggest something, that would be great. B.t.w, all of this is happening because of who I am. Obviously, I would not reveal it.
HAIL EA AND PRAISES TO THE TRUE GODS OF GENTILES.
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