Serious problem with Christianity, don't know what to do.

[gabri0197]

I'll be true to you. I already had very basic knowledge about SS and JoS, but I started to look at Satanism and did the dedication ritual moved by desperation at a point of my life where I had a serious trouble... (still carry it). I never liked Christianity as I have received Catholic education since I was a child and I was fed up.
Talking with a Christian witch (who I expected could help me with my problem, I didn't know she was Christian back then, I didn't expect that from a witch in the first place), I told her I was a Satanist and I told her what I thought about Christianity. She replied me something like "of course one can be a Christian and practice magic, and you should definitely ask to St. John because bla bla bla...". She proved to be educated and managed to gain my trust before I knew she was Christian, and I hadn't read much about Satanism back then so I was not very strong in Satan. Since then, I performed a 15 nights Christian ritual to St. John and a prayer to St. Patrick. Aside from giving me some useful psychic readings... This witch has done nothing except making me lose my time and my money and the Christian "Saints" given me no answers...
Since then I have been reading a lot about Satanism, and now I'm convinced of the true faith and the true gods.
But also about the enemy "religions" and I am concerned about what I did... If only I had that knowledge before I wouldn't have done what I did. But I did it and Satan has good reason to be ANGRY with me. (I don't know, I did the commitment some months ago already but I have only been reading and translating content from JoS*, not doing meditations, trying to strength my relation with Satan whatsoever, only learning, compiling and translating into Spanish -I thought this would greatly help spreading it, specially because the translation in the JoS site in Spanish is so poor, like copied and pasted into and online translator...)
The point is, Satan has good reason to be angry with me, but now I truly want to be by His side. I want to know what I can do for Him to forgive me.
Ave Satani!

 

[the_fire_starter666]

There's no xian-like guilt or forgiveness in Spiritual Satanism. Just accept that you made that mistake and don't do it again. Simply start doing power meditations every day because this is the most important thing, and don't ever have anything to do with xian nonsense and saints.

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

Its not a matter of whether he forgives you or not. You have already shown him that you have learned from your mistake(mistakes happen more so when we are new to the oath and trying to find ourselves) and that you want to learn and grow and develop a bond with him.
The most important thing you can do to establish a relationship with him and please him is to do the daily practice of power meditation. This is the basis of Spiritual Satanism. This is where we evolve, grow and become as the gods through discipline and hard work. It is very worth it and thousands of us here have seen the effects and are better all in through. Power meditation is essential. This is our Power.http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Aware.html

Don't forget to do Aura of protection daily. Satan and the gods protect us but we need to know how to protect ourselves. We must not rely on the gods for things that we can already do. Satan wants us to be strong and independent and have our own power especially to take care of things we can. It is very rewarding to know that you can take care of things spiritually for yourself.
He is a wonderful Father. 
Online and spiritual warfare is very important to Father Satan and the Gods because we need to wake up other lost gentiles and destroy the enemy. You can achieve online warfare through going on youtube and online forums to spread the truth.We are all taking  part and many have found Satan because of our efforts. Ask the gods also for ideas and to help you further spread the truth. They will guide you.
Now, HP Maxine has been working with the Gods in creating Reverse jewish torah rituals because this is to break the curse that The jews have put upon humanity. These rituals are VERY important to Satan. HP Maxine will be posting them on the groups so you'll see. As for now, you can do the one she posted last week. We are doing them as many times as we can. I do them 5 times out of a week. Its listed under September 26th. Do your best.
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... dates.html

Keep up your satanic study as well because when you have knowledge you are no longer are to be confused and this helps to know the truth and have the upperhand against those who do not and try to argue such enemy nonsense.
ABOVE ALL, be patient with yourself on this new path.
Hail Satan and Welcome. The groups are here for you additional questions and support. The groups are also here for your knowledge as we all post new things here. Hail our Creator God Satan.


On Sunday, October 4, 2015 9:34 AM, "gabri0197@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I'll be true to you. I already had very basic knowledge about SS and JoS, but I started to look at Satanism and did the dedication ritual moved by desperation at a point of my life where I had a serious trouble... (still carry it). I never liked Christianity as I have received Catholic education since I was a child and I was fed up.
Talking with a Christian witch (who I expected could help me with my problem, I didn't know she was Christian back then, I didn't expect that from a witch in the first place), I told her I was a Satanist and I told her what I thought about Christianity. She replied me something like "of course one can be a Christian and practice magic, and you should definitely ask to St. John because bla bla bla...". She proved to be educated and managed to gain my trust before I knew she was Christian, and I hadn't read much about Satanism back then so I was not very strong in Satan. Since then, I performed a 15 nights Christian ritual to St. John and a prayer to St. Patrick. Aside from giving me some useful psychic readings... This witch has done nothing except making me lose my time and my money and the Christian "Saints" given me no answers...
Since then I have been reading a lot about Satanism, and now I'm convinced of the true faith and the true gods.
But also about the enemy "religions" and I am concerned about what I did... If only I had that knowledge before I wouldn't have done what I did. But I did it and Satan has good reason to be ANGRY with me. (I don't know, I did the commitment some months ago already but I have only been reading and translating content from JoS*, not doing meditations, trying to strength my relation with Satan whatsoever, only learning, compiling and translating into Spanish -I thought this would greatly help spreading it, specially because the translation in the JoS site in Spanish is so poor, like copied and pasted into and online translator...)
The point is, Satan has good reason to be angry with me, but now I truly want to be by His side. I want to know what I can do for Him to forgive me.
Ave Satani!

 

[gabri0197]

Thanks, good to know as I was very worried.