leogwilson
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Ill start this off by saying that I come from an extremely saturated background of Xianism, to the point of hourly battles trying to fend off unwanted Xian filth influence on the physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual level.
Between a year or two ago I attempted to dedicate my soul to Satan, although at the time my idea of Satanism was warped, twisted, and completely false. Although my actions were steering me in the right direction my ideals were not, in other words I was trying to find any possible way to fulfill my lustful greed of worldly satisfaction. Through losing my children, my wife, becoming homeless and almost losing my sanity, Father Satan has guided me back to the light. Although I never fully renounced my previous dedication, I thoroughly believe that it is Father Satan's wishes for me to begin anew, a Satanist reborn through my tribulations. For all the pain, the suffering, and horrendously bad luck I have experienced in the past two years, I believe it was the enemies goal to convince me that it was all Satan's fault due to my not so recent dedication. Needless to say, the jewish scum failed.
I have begun meditating regularly each night and am taking steps to improve my health in all aspects. My questions are, would it be acceptable for me to perform the ritual again, this time with my heart and mind in the right place? Am I even worthy of Father's time and attention? Will he be angry with me if I am forced to fake a christian appearance to uphold my own safety within my Xian infested family? And last but not least, will I be accepted in the community despite my previous transgressions?
Any and all feedback will be greatly appreciated and taken to heart. Thank you all for your time.
Heil Hitler!
Hail Satan!!
Between a year or two ago I attempted to dedicate my soul to Satan, although at the time my idea of Satanism was warped, twisted, and completely false. Although my actions were steering me in the right direction my ideals were not, in other words I was trying to find any possible way to fulfill my lustful greed of worldly satisfaction. Through losing my children, my wife, becoming homeless and almost losing my sanity, Father Satan has guided me back to the light. Although I never fully renounced my previous dedication, I thoroughly believe that it is Father Satan's wishes for me to begin anew, a Satanist reborn through my tribulations. For all the pain, the suffering, and horrendously bad luck I have experienced in the past two years, I believe it was the enemies goal to convince me that it was all Satan's fault due to my not so recent dedication. Needless to say, the jewish scum failed.
I have begun meditating regularly each night and am taking steps to improve my health in all aspects. My questions are, would it be acceptable for me to perform the ritual again, this time with my heart and mind in the right place? Am I even worthy of Father's time and attention? Will he be angry with me if I am forced to fake a christian appearance to uphold my own safety within my Xian infested family? And last but not least, will I be accepted in the community despite my previous transgressions?
Any and all feedback will be greatly appreciated and taken to heart. Thank you all for your time.
Heil Hitler!
Hail Satan!!
