Schizophrenia

[unnamed satanist]

I was just wondering what the general opinion here is of schizophrenia? Is it real or a lie designed to institutionalise the psychically gifted?

Things like numerology and synchronicities for example are textbook signs of schizophrenia and I feel like if most of us here were analysed by a psychiatrist many of us would immediately be diagnosed. So is it real or fake? If real, surely it is overdiagnosed and used as a tool to suppress occult studies? Are ALL cases of so-called "schizophrenia" just individuals sensitive to the astral despite suffering greatly and requiring medication to function?

Thanks

 

[Gearshift]

I still don't even know what schizophrenia is and I was diagnosed back in 2012 with psychosis and schizophrenia. I recall it was either full on schizophrenia or psychosis inducing schizophrenia.

The sheer fact is I take pills cause if I don't I enter a fugue state and lose control of my body and do things like breaking things and going outside and running around etc.etc. in other words I black out and do things blacked out or even when regained consciousness. It might take anywhere from 6 months to a year before situation occurs but as long as I take my medication I haven't had a problem since 2014.

Think of it like dreaming sometimes you do weird shit in dreams cause you got no concept of what to do.

I don't know if labeling everyone with schizophrenia as "spiritual" is correct. Certainly some people are fucked up but it seems like "some" might have a gift or something.

Either way our position on schizophrenia is it's "real" in the sense people experience something, we don't deny reality, that is stupid. But do believe a minority may experience some form of spiritual phenomena not understood by them or requiring an explanation or delving into occult studies for it.

Either way it exists, it's booked up, it's treatable or even curable to a scant few. But do believe there might be a lack of spiritual phenomena in reality to help these people.

Either way when the Gods arrive I do have my hopes they bring cures for these mental illnesses IF they can even be cured physically. We can treat them with medication but a cure would be interesting. As some have stated it's possible these things are spiritual phenomenas and might be over active chakras or overactive development of spirituality in past or present lives(think entering meditation or doing hallucinogenic drugs) another possibility is lack of spirituality and a falling down the tree of life type of scenario.

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

I was just wondering what the general opinion here is of schizophrenia? Is it real or a lie designed to institutionalise the psychically gifted?

Things like numerology and synchronicities for example are textbook signs of schizophrenia and I feel like if most of us here were analysed by a psychiatrist many of us would immediately be diagnosed. So is it real or fake? If real, surely it is overdiagnosed and used as a tool to suppress occult studies? Are ALL cases of so-called "schizophrenia" just individuals sensitive to the astral despite suffering greatly and requiring medication to function?

Thanks

Read this thread on schizophrenia. TL;DR is that it is uncontrolled astral hearing.

 

[Sundara]

Schizophrenia is definitely a disorder and an extreme imbalance of the subconscious or psychic mind. I had a schizophrenic friend who was insanely psychic, he could read completely random thoughts that I’d be having but they were always misinterpreted and out of line with anything important. Some things he read properly. Past life information, energies and such. Sometimes it was pretty advanced. He also really was out of touch with reality most of the time. Hard to hold a conversation and couldn’t take care of himself as it progressed. Really bad childhood. Most of the hallucinations were just part of the imagination and it was really awful to watch. The gods did have contact with him on numerous occasions though and he was really an awesome person who was taken advantage of spiritually. There’s definitely nothing magical or high about it an out of control mind though. It’s easy for someone without one of these issues to be mindlessly labeled as insane too.

Back when I saw a therapist for ptsd, he said that a song simply sounding slower or faster depending on whether or not you’re tired was a form of psychosis. At that rate, everyone has some kind of psychosis. All that did was make me afraid of myself in some way and pushed me further away from any abilities.

 

[Sundara]

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Schizophrenia is the result of an out of control psychic mind and psychic abilities such as astral sight, astral hearing and even astral touch as well as other matters of psychic ability such as astral reading of minds and energies around you. In my advancement of psychic endeavors over the years, I experienced precisely what any psychologist would've diagnosed as 'schizophrenic', but through meditation in grounding and closing off these chakras and abilities, it can be disabled and I can control it and even utilize it in communicating with the gods among many other psychic matters on the astral.

Mind you I have never been 'schizophrenic', such were occurrences that only developed when I worked on my psychic centres and abilities and am able to turn off when I need to via meditation methods. It's all just psychic ability and if you're naturally like this then you become labelled as one of two things in society: A medium like the ones you see on tv or in stories, or a schizophrenic, the less glamorous and more infamous label, but BOTH are from the same source of simply psychic capability, the only difference is that one knows what it is and has control over it and the other one has no idea what it is and doesn't have control over it.

Schizophrenia is a diagnosis label given by people who don't understand the existence of spirituality, psychic abilities and the astral realm, blaming it on the physical brain or some strange 'sensory occurrence' in the nerves. The 'mental illness' is not real, it's just psychic ability, nothing is wrong with your brain, just your psychic spiritual stability and grounding.

Performing meditations to ground yourself to the physical plane and to close your psychic chakras and centres will disable the visuals, hallucinations and astral senses so that you're 'no longer "schizophrenic"', at least until you open them again to try communication with the gods, see/here spirits, etc. This requires discipline and control, if experiencing the astral like this is detrimental then you should close your psychic centres until it all stops, and then gradually work to develop the grounding and discipline to properly control it and gain confidence with it.

Most of what schizophrenics see on the astral plane is a result of their imagination and beliefs, in that they're dreaming while awake (dreams are the astral plane, when we sleep our psychic conscious wanders about the astral plane and this is what we know as dreaming and why the gods and astral events can manipulate or influence them). However schizophrenics can certainly be able to see real human spirits on the astral and entities, I knew a schizophrenic where he told me about a ghost who would talk to him at his old residence, she would tell him about things actually physically happening or about to happen to prove her existence to him and she would converse with him from to time. He told me she was friendly.

Being able to see real happenings on the astral though requires a specific tuning and grounded sense of logic to filter out your imagination so that you experience the real astral and not just what you're dreaming on it while awake.

This method for closing chakras can be used for all of your psychic chakras and centres to close out astral experiences, astral hearing, astral touch and astral sight when it grows to become too much or you need a break or want it to stop; Mind you this will take training and above all confidence and belief in your intent, never doubt it and know completely that it is working as you do it, don't expect results so soon but work towards it every day until the astral experiences stop. An adept can learn to turn this so-called 'schizophrenia' off and on at will essentially being able to open and close a door to the astral as they see fit.

Chakras to be closed to 'turn off' 'schizophrenia'/astral tuning:

Psychic hearing 1 (points are the same on both sides of the head):

Psychic hearing 2:

Psychic sight (Or just the third-eye):

The 6th Chakra:

BE AWARE that closing the third eye and sixth chakra has the potential of disabling their other functions such as imagination and intent with the 6th chakra which is necessary for meditating and the ability to sense, read and 'see' things with the third-eye, so make sure when closing these chakras you specify your intent to simply 'turn off' the hallucinations, and things you don't want to experience on the astral such as hearing voices and what not, direct your intention specifically. You can add an affirmation of your choosing with "In a safe, healthy and positive way for me".

Should you ever want to enable astral experiences as such again, just do the opposite of the closing method and open the doors with intent to see and experience the astral plane as before, but apply logic and grounding to stifle the imagination to stable levels so you see and experience actual truths in the here and now. You can practice opening and closing these experiences. With such methods and training, this natural psychic capability is an avid tool to having access to the astral plane where the majority of members have to make effort to advance to be able to do even the most vague of such things, all you need to do is learn to turn it off and on and to practice grounding and discipline so you can have full control of your natural psychic abilities.

Hope this helps.

This is incredibly helpful. As my “bindings” were initially removed I had urges to put them back on, which was confusing. I knew it would disable some experiences and the Gods at one point, when I asked since I did not want to put them back on but what I was experiencing was too much, I heard that they’d be temporarily placed back on with help and that they’d be removed later that night. I immediately couldn’t feel a thing astrally, got centered, and right at 3 am it was lifted where the experiences came back in full and intense. That’s when my crown was flashing with lightening and when I felt the serpent in the head. I think closing off causes a suppression of energy if a persons energy levels are very high and this should be done with great care and guidance. Like HP Zevios Metathronos said in the balancing article, using isa or bindings is a last resort and imo sort of an advanced method but still very important to know. The best way out of this has been primarily to gain balance and release energy and get things flowing properly. In general though, the plane our current world is on is very binding and set up this way. It has to be worked with and things aren’t like they use to be. I think in many ways the restrictions that we are presented with due to the enemy is in a sense binding and we’re sort of bound to the way things currently are. The entire energy of the world as is is just going to change over time, but we do have to be grounded in this world as is. Back in Sumeria, when the entire consciousness of the world was different, the energy flowed through the entire cities and was very beautiful and high. I’ve only been able to exist like that temporarily so far. It’s more of a memory, but I can compare the way the world feels now versus then and it is colder now, more dense, and not so beautiful.

 

[Gearshift]

Schizophrenia is the result of an out of control psychic mind and psychic abilities such as astral sight, astral hearing and even astral touch as well as other matters of psychic ability such as astral reading of minds and energies around you. In my advancement of psychic endeavors over the years, I experienced precisely what any psychologist would've diagnosed as 'schizophrenic', but through meditation in grounding and closing off these chakras and abilities, it can be disabled and I can control it and even utilize it in communicating with the gods among many other psychic matters on the astral.

It's funny you state this as part of meditation. Because the meditations I was doing should not have induced said situation. Mind you I didn't have much of a schedule but did things. I even recall doing veil of Isis mantra in 2013 before yet again I was hospitalized 3rd time on that same day before things went awry.

For example I did MerKaBa a lot from around 2010ish maybe 2011 into 2012 I think I stopped meditating after my second hospital stay for a few months or so.

I can't say whether my mental illness is a result of psychic en-devours run amuck or an actual mental health crisis.

I really don't understand why I went over the edge especially losing conscious control of my body.

If my body and senses weren't out of control, dream like like a blacking out fugue state I would have been like okay maybe there is meditation or work I can do to treat it or cure it. But in my personal opinion it's not a psychic phenomena but rather a real serious issue. In my case of course.

 

[Gearshift]

Earth or possibly in your case depending on your chart the Saturn working (be careful though) can ground people and get them out of this state.

You can advance and ground yourself. It seems like you think you can't thats bullshit. I mean even if you are on medication for now you can heal yourself and be fine.

Good luck

I've already done a Saturn square and it does nothing just like other squares I've done. Either way I'm already Saturn enough with Saturn in 1st house usually the most prominent house affecting everything. Hell even if you look at me you can tell I'm a Saturnian individual.

No if I can't that isn't bullshit, it just shows me that meditation doesn't solve anything. I don't know if it's a lack of trance and void being in altered states or what but I've never done a meditation that's "solved my problems".

 

[Gearshift]

I think your mind has seriously closed off the occult from you. It is usually very blatant to Satanists.

What are you talking about? Those who join the JoS and don't apply the knowledge given will not go anywhere. I remember healing an eye infection/disease that had come up in January this year in just two days, for example.

How often do you meditate and which meditations do you do?

I can give you this simple advice; do Kundalini yoga everyday. Unless you don't have a soul or something, there is no way you can fail to get results from Kundalini yoga.

I have no idea what "closed off from the occult means". If anything my mind is so deep in the occult it's crazy why do you think I know so much stuff and talk occultically. I have no idea on how to apply knowledge, whatever that means, the occult has not helped me out in any way, shape, or form. If anything all it did was make me more socially isolated and more in my own head even though since elementary school I never payed attention and just was in my head fantasizing the whole time. I don't know what apply knowledge because it just seems like I'm playing around with my imagination. I only learn this stuff just to know like a mental curiosity it doesn't interest me in applying it. Healing I've done healing nothing happens not even kabalistic scenarios whereby a doctor or some medicine comes in. What's the point of playing with your imagination if nothing occurs.

I stopped meditating doing the normal stuff a while back. I perform clean Aura/Chakra, AoP, Chakra spinning to the speed of light on all 29 major chakras(25 internal, 4 above the head), Alternative nostril, complete yogic, and finally 15 breaths of foundation. About 15-20 minutes and that is it. At least I'm doing something.

I know it's not much of a meditation schedule but I'm not trying to advance or anything just grounding and doing light meditation to ground myself as much as possible like GitM's reply from another thread a while back ground yourself to the point of overgrounding then return with some meditations to balance out.

And no I'm not gonna do K-Yoga it doesn't do anything for me I don't feel anything and after doing it for a few days it's like "What is the point of this". It gets old real fast, like H-yoga I do it first two or three days then it's like "Ugh another worthless piece of shit day and another time doing yoga it's getting old doing this".

 

[Gearshift]

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Even doing just 7 reps on 7 main, 3rd eye, and pineal gland. Is way too much, it's probably a 15-20 minute affair and I'll just half-ass it after a few days. It'll get old and I'll just stop doing it cause I don't feel like wasting any more time to the activity.

I have no personal vendetta with spirituality it's just it never worked for me I rarely if ever felt anything, hell I've done MerKaBa and supposedly this is a badass meditation that should not be messed with.

It's just spirituality and even the political side has not helped me out in any way, shape, or form. It doesn't make me feel better or buzz or do anything really. I do things normally I'm just a normal person there is nothing special about what I do.

Despite dedicating in 2003 at 12 years old before that dating to 1999 when I was 8 or 9 years old getting the internet I got into all these thins of lucid dreaming and astral projecting. Never had a single astral projection barring AP dreams. With lucid dreams some things, some control, some consciousness but never doing anything other people state like changing the dream or summoning a weapon or doing something lucid like. Nothing at all same with astral projection I've never been able to consciously do it. And then when people state you gotta enter a trance and come out and all that stuff never been able to do it nor prove it.

I know it's not fake millions of people AP or Lucid. But spirituality for me in my OWN personal world-view has never been proven. I'm only here cause I got a lot of information and while no practical experience at least I can help someone.

If other people experience spirituality great for them. If I can't then I can't I guess I'm not a spiritual person what can I say I'm just a regular boring person. Just like my shitty life it sucks and is shitty nothing special about never done anything special or anything for that matter.

I guess I'm just here cause I like to help but for my own sake nothing has occurred.

If I do have a vendetta it's is the JoS people just brainwashed into believing whatever or are there truths. Apparently HP.Cobra spends his time writing up huge sermons but even then there are other HPs or even regular members who've written stuff or have stuff or post stuff that makes me go WTF is the point of this organization if no one says anything rational or appropriate or whatever.

Sometimes I wonder if the anti-JoS main argument that we are an e-Cult is correct. Anyways I'm just full of doubts because spirituality never worked for me. Everything I've done or experienced is my own volition or own prospects.

Either way I guess maybe I do have a vendetta who knows if I do or don't. But if I had one it would be for proof not for lies.

I guess just to state some people make reasonable sense of the occult and make logical deductions and I'm like I agree with that.

The WW2 regime principle is in me. I mean hell I've been watching History channel and other WW2 stuff since 1997 when I got cable television. But when I got the internet in 1999 and by later 1999 early 2000 researching all this occult stuff.

Like I said I've never proven it. The only proven thing I've done is visited an occultist house back in 1995 when I hadn't relieved my bowls for days nearly a week. So I visited this occultist and he placed warmed suction cups on my back to suck in the back skin. And funny enough after 2-3 minutes I screamed to take it off cause I needed to use the bathroom. After that I relieved my bowls and despite the fact the guy died as his facebook mentioned his death. Funny enough he had a collection of occult books and occult stuff.

Hell even my father took me to Shorade(Japanese Reiki group) and Prem Rawat(Marahji) back in the early-mid 1990s. I've been in the occult and spirituality probably since I was 3 or 4 years old.

Hell I would even feel the metallic warble feeling coming from all the people meditating or group-led meditation as a kid. Could feel my stomach warble from this metallic feeling in my lower abdomen. And that was when I was a little kid.

So it's not that I hate the occult or have a vendetta it's that there are DECADES of information on my own part dating back to when I was a toddler dealing with spirituality and psychology.

My best guess is an over-saturation and overly hyped obsession with the occult. To do things the magickal way to do things the spiritual higher up way.

If anything I can see someone quoting me and going you need a lot of assistance and help just to clear the playing field and get you back on track as we are dealing with nearly 30 years of occult, spiritual foundation of learning things perhaps too young or took it oddly or whatever.

Maybe it's me the problem and I'm the one with issues dating back decades. So who knows how truly convoluted I am.

 

[Gearshift]

I have no qualms with the occult whether real or fake. Or whatever people believe in. I can't answer you questions as they are vague and don't make me think about it much.

But...I just don't feel like doing anything it doesn't interest me any more. For example how can people do yoga to the point of everyday activity. Don't you people get bored, don't you think there is other things to do.

I just feel bored, my mood changes. I live inconsistently and I don't have the feelings to do it. It's just like when I was a kid and would say I'm a robot I don't feel anything nor desire to do things as I don't feel it.

Despite not gaming or using a computer for gaming since 2012/2013. I'd probably be just a regular person playing games 12-15 hours a day and that is it.

I just don't desire anymore spiritual stuff. I still do it cause I got nothing better to do like cleaning, AoP, chakra spin, breathing exercises, and one or two rituals for some things.

I guess the weight loss ritual must have worked cause I'm down to 105lbs but that is doing it for like 6 months straight pretty much since last year.

Either way I shouldn't be posting on these threads. I told myself I wouldn't get involved in debates with people about my lack of existence in spirituality.

So I'm gonna end it here and state ask me questions that you want but don't turn it into a huge debate. If you want to know more.

 

[Ninja 666]

Maybe ask some Gods for help? Have you tried that?

I remember back in the day, I read something about "Satan meets you more than half way", and "the more you do for Satan, the more he does for you", or something along those lines.

So I just stuck to doing the Rituals and Online Warfare. Kept on meditating, doing yoga, studying, helping out in the forum when I got the chance, etc.

And things just work out for me, when spending time and energy working on it, spiritual and otherwise.

Sometimes I have to ask though.

 

[User47826193]

Would a video of people doing yoga help at all?

I doubt it. It would be like watching a video of someone building a house or preforming surgery.

Obviously these aren’t the same things but you get the idea.

I don’t doubt that I CAN do yoga and meditate but it’s mostly a mental thing for me.

 

[Wayofthegods]

Would a video of people doing yoga help at all?

I doubt it. It would be like watching a video of someone building a house or preforming surgery.

Obviously these aren’t the same things but you get the idea.

I don’t doubt that I CAN do yoga and meditate but it’s mostly a mental thing for me.

There are Yoga classes you could find, that either charge by the class or by the month.

 

[Henu the Great]

I doubt it. It would be like watching a video of someone building a house or preforming surgery.

Obviously these aren’t the same things but you get the idea.

I don’t doubt that I CAN do yoga and meditate but it’s mostly a mental thing for me.

Get up and start doing yoga. Look at the videos and pictures online and read descriptions carefully. Then try it out. You will most likely not do perfect form at the first try, but remember that no one does perfect or even good form at the beginning. Go to a class, look how the teacher does it. Ask some questions before and after the class. Be open minded and just do it and overcome your obstacles. That's how you learn.

 

[Gearshift]

Can I ask a question.

If schizophrenia is a heightened level of astral effects, albeit uncontrollable. The question is if there is a lot of clairaudience involved as mentioned by GitM.

Say for example a schizophrenic hears stuff but doesn't see stuff.

Can the stuff they hear be so loud it sounds audible to our ears like normal conversation or maybe far away hearing like someone using an audio of a smartphone being heard somewhat far away?

In other words does it sound like made up and you can tell it's made up. Or does it sound like genuine stuff. Like something like "Did you say something to someone else or can they hear it and know "Oh the sound is made up" I better not talk to the other person cause they didn't say anything."

 

[Gearshift]

To a good majority, this knowledge is hard to comprehend since we're taught all our lives that it's the physical brain that makes us feel and sense things when the truth is the brain is more a physical mediator

I can assure you, you made me smile reading your post. Wonderful enlightening mentioning of our system. I can assure you I don't box myself in with physical only rather I think outside the box.