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RYAN1

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so my life has gotten out of hand and right now im am literlly within the reaching distant of the enimie jokeova
im currently living in spokane at the union gospil mission
which is SURVEY SAYS run by Xians and every night we are FORCED to go to CHAPEL and PRAY obviously i pretend to pray to the god of lies but in my minds eye and my astral temple with in me (which is getting harder for me to reach) i tell Enki all the things im going to do once im out of the arms of the enimie. every mourning i get out around seven and clean my aura and banish the Xian spirit out of me but it keeps coming back and i feel my self slipping away from Enki and its drivig me insane, i need the shelter right now to live untill i find a job and such,

so is there anything more i can do to keep this Xian beast out of me?
 
I feel your pain. I think you are a legitimate person. Meaning you really mean what you say.

Are you blood dedicated? If you are, hold tight and don't let yourself feel THAT YOU CAN BE DEFEATED.
DON'T ACCEPT THE THOUGHT THAT IT COULD EVEN HAPPEN.

If not dedicated, do so. It will protect you even further.

Do your best to get out of there as soon as possible.
Sometimes we are put into positions, where we need assistance.
I am in that position today.
UNFORTUNATELY ASSWIPE XTIANS ARE the only ones doing so today.

Just know you are not one of them, and that you are not taken by them, you can only deflect their sickness and harrassment.

You got to draw the STRENGTH from within you. If you can't be strong enough to survive now, you won't be later on.
Do you accept defeat??

AVE SATANAS

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "RYAN" <gaydragonrider3@... wrote:

so my life has gotten out of hand and right now im am literlly within the reaching distant of the enimie jokeova
im currently living in spokane at the union gospil mission
which is SURVEY SAYS run by Xians and every night we are FORCED to go to CHAPEL and PRAY obviously i pretend to pray to the god of lies but in my minds eye and my astral temple with in me (which is getting harder for me to reach) i tell Enki all the things im going to do once im out of the arms of the enimie. every mourning i get out around seven and clean my aura and banish the Xian spirit out of me but it keeps coming back and i feel my self slipping away from Enki and its drivig me insane, i need the shelter right now to live untill i find a job and such,

so is there anything more i can do to keep this Xian beast out of me?
 
Thank you i havnt been able to do a blood dedication
cuase as it says it only respectful when you bathe and after bathing at the union its off to bed and oviously with 10 people each of the rooms, it would be hard to do so and recently im been attempting to open my thrid eye so i can do better workings for lord Enki
though as bad as it sounds being at this mission has given me an idea
a shelter for homeless satanists and that night that i thought of this i swear i saw Enki in the shower curtins, so this might be a good idea


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:


I feel your pain. I think you are a legitimate person. Meaning you really mean what you say.

Are you blood dedicated? If you are, hold tight and don't let yourself feel THAT YOU CAN BE DEFEATED.
DON'T ACCEPT THE THOUGHT THAT IT COULD EVEN HAPPEN.

If not dedicated, do so. It will protect you even further.

Do your best to get out of there as soon as possible.
Sometimes we are put into positions, where we need assistance.
I am in that position today.
UNFORTUNATELY ASSWIPE XTIANS ARE the only ones doing so today.

Just know you are not one of them, and that you are not taken by them, you can only deflect their sickness and harrassment.

You got to draw the STRENGTH from within you. If you can't be strong enough to survive now, you won't be later on.
Do you accept defeat??

AVE SATANAS

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "RYAN" <gaydragonrider3@ wrote:

so my life has gotten out of hand and right now im am literlly within the reaching distant of the enimie jokeova
im currently living in spokane at the union gospil mission
which is SURVEY SAYS run by Xians and every night we are FORCED to go to CHAPEL and PRAY obviously i pretend to pray to the god of lies but in my minds eye and my astral temple with in me (which is getting harder for me to reach) i tell Enki all the things im going to do once im out of the arms of the enimie. every mourning i get out around seven and clean my aura and banish the Xian spirit out of me but it keeps coming back and i feel my self slipping away from Enki and its drivig me insane, i need the shelter right now to live untill i find a job and such,

so is there anything more i can do to keep this Xian beast out of me?
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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