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It has been a whileeeee since i have been on Joyofsatan, I have always remained meditating but not consistently somehow i have been called back to this and since i have been meditating consistently, something strange happened. One night I smoked some marijuana watched a movie then went to bed, in the middle of the night i woke up crying of pain in my right shoulder, i was in so much pain after putting icy hot and a heating pad on my shoulder i went back to bed and woke up without any pain, I meditated and when i was done meditating my boyfriend was freaked out by what he was seeing in the kitchen and had asked me if i had done this, he shows me on the floor in there was a hexagram, very small in size and in a dried up grease dot, i dont know how he even noticed it, but it did scare me a bit aswell, but i told him not to give it any attention and lets clean it up. I am trying to see if this hexagram is a good or bad symbol and find it ironic that we noticed it the morning after i experienced so much pain in the middle of the night, was i possibly attacked ?
prior to consistently meditating, i have been having alot of negative thoughts. I easily envision bad things happening to me or my loved ones and thats why i decided to meditate consistently again doing aura of protection and void. it does help but I easily get trigged, mainly when meeting and working with new people. I am a reiki healer and meditation coach, and this guy recently reached out to me, he wants me to cleanse his aura because he is an ex mason and said he didnt get a good vibe from the botherhood and wants to be completely energetically detached from it, while speaking to him over the phone i didnt get bad vibes from him but after hanging up i started getting scary thoughts. any opinions on what the hexagram symbolizes ? any suggestions on how to fully train my thoughts and stop with the negative thinking and full y strengthen my intuition, i feel as tho void and aura of protection isnt enough. shall i take on helping the ex mason ?please provide whatever feedback, i greatly appreciate this brothers and sisters. much love !
It has been a whileeeee since i have been on Joyofsatan, I have always remained meditating but not consistently somehow i have been called back to this and since i have been meditating consistently, something strange happened. One night I smoked some marijuana watched a movie then went to bed, in the middle of the night i woke up crying of pain in my right shoulder, i was in so much pain after putting icy hot and a heating pad on my shoulder i went back to bed and woke up without any pain, I meditated and when i was done meditating my boyfriend was freaked out by what he was seeing in the kitchen and had asked me if i had done this, he shows me on the floor in there was a hexagram, very small in size and in a dried up grease dot, i dont know how he even noticed it, but it did scare me a bit aswell, but i told him not to give it any attention and lets clean it up. I am trying to see if this hexagram is a good or bad symbol and find it ironic that we noticed it the morning after i experienced so much pain in the middle of the night, was i possibly attacked ?
prior to consistently meditating, i have been having alot of negative thoughts. I easily envision bad things happening to me or my loved ones and thats why i decided to meditate consistently again doing aura of protection and void. it does help but I easily get trigged, mainly when meeting and working with new people. I am a reiki healer and meditation coach, and this guy recently reached out to me, he wants me to cleanse his aura because he is an ex mason and said he didnt get a good vibe from the botherhood and wants to be completely energetically detached from it, while speaking to him over the phone i didnt get bad vibes from him but after hanging up i started getting scary thoughts. any opinions on what the hexagram symbolizes ? any suggestions on how to fully train my thoughts and stop with the negative thinking and full y strengthen my intuition, i feel as tho void and aura of protection isnt enough. shall i take on helping the ex mason ?please provide whatever feedback, i greatly appreciate this brothers and sisters. much love !
