Ritual giving me anxiety

[The Phantom Stranger]

Hi is this normal?

I don't feel sleepy after Ritual, unlike others, but it is still working right?
I do full 9 times.

My anxiety increases while doing Ritual. Maybe its the a counter reaction idk.

 

[Aquarius]

You do it 9 times.
Try doing it 6 times. You most likely feel anxiety at the fact of doing it so much.

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

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It is most likely a reaction from the enemy, as they do whatever to make you stop. As always, make sure your AOP is strong and you are clean. Clean after the Ritual.

In regards to sleepiness, this has to do with people exhausting themselves. Exertion increases as we put more effort into generation of energy for rituals, but some people have a stronger innate vitality than others.

 

[The Phantom Stranger]

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It is most likely a reaction from the enemy, as they do whatever to make you stop. As always, make sure your AOP is strong and you are clean. Clean after the Ritual.

In regards to sleepiness, this has to do with people exhausting themselves. Exertion increases as we put more effort into generation of energy for rituals, but some people have a stronger innate vitality than others.

Oh I never built an AoP lmao. Yea I am an air user and talkative, doing Ritual feels very easy for me.

 

[The Phantom Stranger]

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It is most likely a reaction from the enemy, as they do whatever to make you stop. As always, make sure your AOP is strong and you are clean. Clean after the Ritual.

In regards to sleepiness, this has to do with people exhausting themselves. Exertion increases as we put more effort into generation of energy for rituals, but some people have a stronger innate vitality than others.

I didn't do AoP till now because I had fears and intrusive thoughts surrounding it. However I think I'll do it now with AUM SURYAE

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

I didn't do AoP till now because I had fears and intrusive thoughts surrounding it. However I think I'll do it now with AUM SURYAE

This is a dangerous mentality to have because it leaves you wide open for attack, especially if you are doing spiritual warfare. Always do the AOP. It is your primary defense against everything, when programmed accordingly.

If you don't mind me asking, what sorts of fears or concerns did you have about it?

Oh I never built an AoP lmao. Yea I am an air user and talkative, doing Ritual feels very easy for me.

If you are more airy in nature, then make sure you are working on your yin side. This means taking time to feel and sense energy and the changes your magic has made.

Both yin and yang are required for powerful realizations to happen, as shown by Eihwaz. Without the yin side, our energies are unfocused and dispersed.

People with higher degrees of water strongly sense energy, and therefore have a better opportunity to control and apply it, given that they also possess the necessary willpower (yang energy) to do so. Both are necessary.

 

[The Phantom Stranger]

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I didn't do AoP till now because I had fears and intrusive thoughts surrounding it. However I think I'll do it now with AUM SURYAE

This is a dangerous mentality to have because it leaves you wide open for attack, especially if you are doing spiritual warfare. Always do the AOP. It is your primary defense against everything, when programmed accordingly.

If you don't mind me asking, what sorts of fears or concerns did you have about it?

I have a little bit of trouble visualizing, where if I do, I'm afraid of visualizing grey or black energy and hurting myself. Its ridiculous but controlling my visualization is a bit hard at times due to OCD

 

[The Phantom Stranger]

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Oh I never built an AoP lmao. Yea I am an air user and talkative, doing Ritual feels very easy for me.

If you are more airy in nature, then make sure you are working on your yin side. This means taking time to feel and sense energy and the changes your magic has made.

Both yin and yang are required for powerful realizations to happen, as shown by Eihwaz. Without the yin side, our energies are unfocused and dispersed.

People with higher degrees of water strongly sense energy, and therefore have a better opportunity to control and apply it, given that they also possess the necessary willpower (yang energy) to do so. Both are necessary.

You mean focusing on the energy buzz? The tingles right? Wim hof gives a strong one. I plan to reach 3hours wim hof as a long term goal.