I destroyed everything I built over the year.

[Sacred Zucchini]

Hello everyone! I'm not sure I've chosen the right forum topic to post this, but still... I meditated every day after the initiation ritual according to Cobra's programs and continued meditating afterwards. My life has improved tenfold. I became less anxious, felt more in touch with the Gods, paid off all my debts, felt better overall, overcame my addictions, got my teeth fixed, and so on (in terms of the material world). About two months ago, I stopped. My life began to fall apart and return to its previous terrible state when I had suicidal thoughts, debts, and addictions. My anxiety and addictions have returned. I lost the money I saved for about two years, and now I have nothing but debt. I have to borrow again. I suffer from a gambling addiction, and it has ruined my life now.
So my questions are:
1. Can I return to the state when everything was fine?
2. If I meditate and stop, my progress and my life rolls back? Is this considered normal?
3. Why do I feel like there's no turning back?
Thank you

 

[WrathOfKouros]

You have to keep riding the horse, to sustain your progress you have to keep meditating. You saw how much progress you made before, now you can do it again and go even further because you know now not to resort back to your old bad habits. It is not too late, but you have to start meditating again and get your act together and this time keep on going.

 

[Acolyte Of Pan 666]

1) Yes
2) Not necessarily but not meditating means a lot of negative energy built back up which didn't help, what else were you doing/not doing after you stopped meditating?
3) Enemy attacks/negative energy from charts/low self-esteem, likely a mix of all 3, you can definetly turn back, don't dwell on that energy and try to erase it. Cleaning aura and chakras, AOP, you can do an obliterating Saturn working as the moon is still waning. Try to do a FRTR and see if you feel more positve after. If you do that's a sign it's an enemy attack.

 

[Tethys333]

Hello brother, I am sorry for what happened to you. Of course, you can put an end to all this.
First of all, it goes without saying that spiritual progress is something that requires a lot of patience and perseverance. Some tasks require 40 days, others 50, others 100, and so on.
I suppose that in recent months you have underestimated and not practiced meditation for the purification of the aura and have not worked on your chakras at all. The programs you have done previously have helped you to awaken what you were unaware of and made you aware of who you really are. But now it is up to you to strengthen your aura, your soul, and your chakras. By strengthening yourself, you will also be able to put an end to your suffering and NEVER FORGET THE GODS.

1. Can I return to the state when everything was fine?

of course, meditating.

2. If I meditate and stop, my progress and my life rolls back? Is this considered normal?

You must never stop, that's the point. Progress, as I said before, requires patience and perseverance; it's HARD WORK. You can't expect to evolve if you meditate one day and then don't for two months.

3. Why do I feel like there's no turning back?

It is a thought from an impure mind. When you drive away these negative energies, you will see that everything will pass.

I leave you with some meditations for a new beginning. If you have any doubts, ask.

How to Clean Your Aura

Aura Of Protection

Void Meditation

You must never stop the first three.

https://templeofzeus.org/OpeningChakras.php (Even the chakras need purification. I recommend x7 SURYA for each chakra.)

Returning Curses Part 1

Returning Curses Part 2

good luck, HAIL ZEUS!