robb said:
And i have stopped watching porn but still have the content on drive do i have to delete that too? i don't watch them its there because i don't wanna delete them i don't know why.
that's all for now rest is another issue will discuss in a new topic.
Eliminating it is like eliminating your rotten past.
After all, they are of no use to you.
And just like when you go to the bathroom, once you are done you flush and make everything disappear, it would be useless to keep shit, in the same way it is useless to keep pornographic material.
Speaking instead of emotional relationships, eliminate ties with that xian and try to attract the perfect partner, or find a girl who is sweet and positive about your life.
Be careful, andrapods are deceptive beings, mainly because of their physical appearance, they are empty, weak and helpless and will not understand your feelings.
I remember a girl who owed me something and rather than say anything or complain, she preferred to be drained. She felt it, but did not fully understand it. With me she was always totally expressionless, she didn't show she was alive, I would have been fine with a punch or an insult, but she rather than interact with me, she preferred to run away or look away.
Every now and then I think back, making love with that person would be the equivalent of making love with a still warm corpse, zero passion. Apart from these points about andrapods, you might consider a relationship with a Demon/Demoness, this is not for everyone, but if you are worthy and apply yourself to it, then you will find the joys of life in their full potential.