Hello Brothers and Sisters
I made my dedication about a year ago and in my regard and ignorant youth it took me about a years time to get my life together, get away from drugs, and the negative influences certain people had in my life.
I am now down to one person(he is an addict and is one who is without) living with me that I have already given them a deadline to get out of me and my fathers house.
We live in the country of Kansas, so it is away from a lot of negative influences and people poking there noses where it shouldnt be. but that's off topic of what I am posting.
I was wondering, since I am not very psychically aware or strong, and I am not sure if it has to do with past life/lives of spiritual degradation, or what. But I am pretty lonely. I have made a few rituals to our Father Satan, in Thanksgiving to all he has provided to my life, and to our Kind and to such a great biological father he has given me.
I have postponed rituals because I can feel that the house i live in *over a hundred years old* isn't quite in the purified state i want it to be, and I havent yet built and altar to which I can have a sanctified place of my own to which I can slowly build up this positive energy. I know there are posers here that are of the enemy so I wont post to much personal information,
But this post is in regards to having a physical friend that is of Satan.
I had one friend, she was a female, and was the one who showed me JoS originally. this was back when I just turned 18, and she was 16, she had to get away from her xianist parents, more in particular her mother, she was an ex cop and was an alcoholic. I helped her with this until the time came to were the legal system forced us to separate so that i would not be sentenced. I have been fighting inside to stay strong and to mature myself and my mind in preperation of working on the foundations of Power meditation such as Visualization, Trancing, and Void meditation. I was lost for a long time without any idea were to began and it took a lot of research and reading and a slap in my own face by me (metaphorically) to stop with the bullshit that my life was heading down.
I am the type of person that is greatly influenced by others, and even through this i have dedicated myself and broke most of all of my past bad habits, I have never believed in that filth of nazarene but when she showed me that it took me a year or so to break away from any of the accumulated affects of what my habits have caused to me. about a month ago i really hit the wall and started reading and meditating daily with very very slow progress, but I know this is to be expected with one such as I, and I am dedicated and patient and persistent.
I know I went off topic a little here, I guess what I am trying to get at is. there really isnt any way else to put this but, I am lonely and it will take years to get spiritually aware enough to have Daemons as friends. And I truly believe I would progress faster, be happier, have more ability in myself if I was with my fellow Brothers and Sisters
After this man is kicked out. I do have a home for anyone that needs one. I also am a very kind hearted good friend. I am not even asking of that. but Anything really. Someone to talk to occasionally even if its video chatting.
I dont know and I hope what I posted doesnt seem ridiculous
TY all for understanding and to any replies you give
Hail Satan!!!!!!
Hail Beezlebub!!!!!!
Hail Astaroth!!!!!!
Hail Azazel!!!!!!
Hail all the Powers of Hell!!!!!!
Glory and Protection be to all Dedicated Warriors of our True Creator and Father Satan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I made my dedication about a year ago and in my regard and ignorant youth it took me about a years time to get my life together, get away from drugs, and the negative influences certain people had in my life.
I am now down to one person(he is an addict and is one who is without) living with me that I have already given them a deadline to get out of me and my fathers house.
We live in the country of Kansas, so it is away from a lot of negative influences and people poking there noses where it shouldnt be. but that's off topic of what I am posting.
I was wondering, since I am not very psychically aware or strong, and I am not sure if it has to do with past life/lives of spiritual degradation, or what. But I am pretty lonely. I have made a few rituals to our Father Satan, in Thanksgiving to all he has provided to my life, and to our Kind and to such a great biological father he has given me.
I have postponed rituals because I can feel that the house i live in *over a hundred years old* isn't quite in the purified state i want it to be, and I havent yet built and altar to which I can have a sanctified place of my own to which I can slowly build up this positive energy. I know there are posers here that are of the enemy so I wont post to much personal information,
But this post is in regards to having a physical friend that is of Satan.
I had one friend, she was a female, and was the one who showed me JoS originally. this was back when I just turned 18, and she was 16, she had to get away from her xianist parents, more in particular her mother, she was an ex cop and was an alcoholic. I helped her with this until the time came to were the legal system forced us to separate so that i would not be sentenced. I have been fighting inside to stay strong and to mature myself and my mind in preperation of working on the foundations of Power meditation such as Visualization, Trancing, and Void meditation. I was lost for a long time without any idea were to began and it took a lot of research and reading and a slap in my own face by me (metaphorically) to stop with the bullshit that my life was heading down.
I am the type of person that is greatly influenced by others, and even through this i have dedicated myself and broke most of all of my past bad habits, I have never believed in that filth of nazarene but when she showed me that it took me a year or so to break away from any of the accumulated affects of what my habits have caused to me. about a month ago i really hit the wall and started reading and meditating daily with very very slow progress, but I know this is to be expected with one such as I, and I am dedicated and patient and persistent.
I know I went off topic a little here, I guess what I am trying to get at is. there really isnt any way else to put this but, I am lonely and it will take years to get spiritually aware enough to have Daemons as friends. And I truly believe I would progress faster, be happier, have more ability in myself if I was with my fellow Brothers and Sisters
After this man is kicked out. I do have a home for anyone that needs one. I also am a very kind hearted good friend. I am not even asking of that. but Anything really. Someone to talk to occasionally even if its video chatting.
I dont know and I hope what I posted doesnt seem ridiculous
TY all for understanding and to any replies you give
Hail Satan!!!!!!
Hail Beezlebub!!!!!!
Hail Astaroth!!!!!!
Hail Azazel!!!!!!
Hail all the Powers of Hell!!!!!!
Glory and Protection be to all Dedicated Warriors of our True Creator and Father Satan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
