Regarding Elements ( questioning my experience)

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

This reminded me of: "The beasts of the earth, the birds of heaven and the fish of the sea are all under the control of my hands." The Al Jilwah
The Black Book of Satan Chapter III

Now, is it to be taken literally? It's fascinating anyway.

Personally, as someone who doesn't have a good enough grip on his astral senses, I rely on things like these, observation of the world and universe, to determine some things, almost divinating using the world I guess.
Your observation makes a lot of sense to me though.

 

[Apprentice]

Now, is it to be taken literally? It's fascinating anyway.

I took it literally. I asked Him for help in keeping all wild beasts away from the road whenever I'm driving. So far it works wonders. Before coming to Zevism, I had several accidents involving wild beasts.

 

[Apprentice]

I enjoyed your reply, Brother. Now I can get back to you.

for example, the breathing. Say you have one free hand (I DON'T suggest you do this while driving)

I actually have no problem doing it while driving. You see, I have to take quite long drives and as the truck has auto trans, I have no problem doing this. I mean, c'mon, I've done AC+AoP for my girls behind the wheel, with visualisation. I didn't know that it is called splitting your conscious, it was Brother GiTM who informed me.

I hope you're not ONLY doing very physically demanding work.

No, luckily not. It can be demanding sometimes but about 70% of the time it's only mentally stressful (doing things with time constraints, driving included).

Then think of all the exercises that you could squeeze here and there.

You know, the other day I started vibrating Munka into my throat chakra. This was first time ever for me. I did it while driving. I was doing it and saw a loaded log trailer coming in the opposite lane and a passenger car in my lane, trying to take over the log trailer. Before the situation could escalate into a head-on collision, the passenger car returned to its lane. It felt like the enemy was trying to throw a spanner into my working. 10 minutes later I saw a car with a '666' license plate in the opposing lane, still vibrating my Munka. Quite clear, isn't it?

This is also excellent to remind one NOT to bend forward too much while at the computer (it's much harder when you're typing so I'm not doing it now).

I'm actually the one who has leaned back my whole life. This is equally bad as it deforms the lower back and whatnot.

You fear not having enough time in this life to 'make it' and do all the marvelous things we know we can do and learn. I know this because it's been haunting me for long enough too, and it's not like this will simply 'go away' unless we make serious progress, isn't it?

Dear Brother, you hit the nail on the head with this one. For some reason, I always could, within present moment, feel and even see what it would be like 10 or 30 years from now if I didn't change anything, if I keep running the same rat race or wheel, chasing money, trying to get shit done in the material world.
Now, one thing is feeling it, the other thing is, what am I gonna do about it? What must I do to turn the things in my favour. But the problem is that this anxiety, this fear becomes my worst enemy. Which brings us exactly to your next paragraph quoted below.

You may have thought, like I did, that some basic meditations were not as good or rewarding as the more advanced ones where you were new, so you only used little time to experiment with them, and literally didn't give yourself the chance to learn from them, even if the lesson to learn was easy, because you didn't trust them to hold much knowledge or experience anyway... isn't it?

I made that mistake, yes. For months I've had the feeling that I really should take the basic warfare training and follow it to the T. I feel that I would gain greatly from it.

Don't know if you know from other posts, but I like to draw.

Yup, I've noticed. The horse image rocks. The last image you had was cool, too. I mentioned equine behavior to you right after you drew one. BTW, I have some horses in my household. Lovely creatures.
I totally get what you're trying to say about picking something back up and trying again. I actually did it this last weekend and I felt great afterwards. It involved an excercise, hiking in the woods with our team carrying a heavy backpack, full military gear and an assault rifle. This went 180° against one of my biggest flaws: to be lazy and cozy because it's muh day off, sitting in a comfortable recliner actually wasting valuable time. Needless to say, in addition to getting away from your routines and chores, such activities help me grow a warrior mindset. I want to be willing to get the nastiest jobs quickly done no matter how long it takes. In other words, embrace the suck. When it comes to some of my negative personal traits, I still have a lot of work to do.

Try not to stress yourself so much with everyday life, take a few breaths and focus back on what you need to do.

Sometimes it's hard to do when you see your wife struggling and you're an empath sucking it all in...
And then there are days when it seems like the chores never end (I mean things you MUST do today) but you also have to do your rituals and warfare but your sleep is shitty so the next day you feel even worse.
I wonder, maybe I've created a nasty program of sorts that actually CREATES it based on my very own expectations? But OTOH, where did those expectations come from? They were based on some reoccurring experiences. Nasty shit.

Yes, when I say in the beginning I'll try to be concise or short.. don't believe me, it's utter bullshit.

I love your posts. There's nothing long about them.

Wish you all the best, take care.

 

[Apprentice]

I'm not very orderly on present astrological matters at large, you'd have to ask someone more skilled in astrology.

Well, thanks to you pointing me in the right direction, I did my homework. I found that the best time to start a working to abolish negative planetary influences in my life is 14th November. The Moon will be in Scorpio (permanent results), waning and as close to new Moon as it can get (best possible scenario) and no VoC. Also, the Mars goes back to being direct on that day. I think I will start it during the hour of Moon to give it an extra kick. I'm guessing this will be a 90-day Munka working with ×111 reps plus ×9 for the affirmation, with each affirmation sandwitched between AUM vibes.
Affirmation would be like: In a positive and healthy way, I am now totally and eternally free from any negative planetary influences... or something along those lines.
If I may ask, what do you think, does it seem okay? Maybe the affirmation is too broad?

Take care!

Dear Brother GiTM, I'm cautiously asking your opinion on this working I came up with. Would it be feasible to tackle all of it in one working?

 

[Henu the Great]

I took it literally. I asked Him for help in keeping all wild beasts away from the road whenever I'm driving. So far it works wonders. Before coming to Zevism, I had several accidents involving wild beasts.

Yeah. That's awesome btw. Hail Satan!

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

Something for you, Apprentice, more specifically taken from Brother GitM's post.

"In a dream if you believe you can set something on fire with pyrokinesis and actually intend the action to do so, you set it on fire. PHYSICALLY on the material plane if you're strong enough like one of the gods, if you do the exact same thing as if you were dreaming, you set something on fire on the physical plane. Because it's the same matter of directing an intent that the astral energies then very quickly manifest materially on the mirroring plane, merging the two realms very fast. So you're not wrong in that the gods can essentially live life in a way that for us we would deem very similar to a lucid dream. But this means the utmost control over your real intents and learning to turn this connection off and on."

I believe this a very important piece of information. Invaluable, I might add, especially for those like you and I who struggle with realizing how to 'feel' the astral and piecing things together in a logical way doesn't seem to help much.

Consider this possibly reality: "we are always dreaming, and our wake state is just a continuation of the dream in which we do NOT understand and realize we still have power over it."

I believe there's a reason why I got suddenly so interested in Telekinesis again, also maybe why you Brother Ghost in the Machine have decided to suddenly go back to experimenting with Elements.
While I was re-reading your post (from which this quote was taken) I realized something, perhaps elementary but who knows.

We Zevism do Power Meditations. We may feel nothing, other feel something, but in the end these meditations MAKE US MORE POWERFUL.
These powers/abilities of the Soul, like TK or Cryo... maybe it would help NOT to think of them as powers. Maybe it would help more to think of them as 'tests to see how much we have managed to connect the two realms'.

Not for nothing HPS Pythia suggests to attempt TK and other skills, like Pyrokinesis, after Power Meditation when one's aura is most radiant. The first time in forever since I have take up TK and tried it on some paper wheel, it worked BECAUSE I had just gone on a frenzy after learning of my dominant Element and increased my resistance to it (it was when Air started suggesting me all kinds of ideas on how to use it, including Polarity manipulation.. i.e. Telekinesis).

I want this brief post to be just a reminder that we should periodically check our skill growth/proficiency with powers in order to check our progress with Power Meditations, especially for those that feel less energy and have a harder time determining whether an effect is manifesting or not.

Hail Satan!

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

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More so these powers I have, as you mentioned, tested on the occasion just to see if I can do it and to figure out how the two realms worked in manifesting such things.

I know what I'm capable of mostly by accident and it is rather intense as I have 'unintentionally' sapped all heat from my body in mere seconds with cryokinesis, ending up in violent shivering so rapidly that I recall bolting for my covers to legit try and escape it as though it were a direct assault, hell it was so powerful I initially believed I was being attacked by some entity more powerful than me but I was later 'told' it was all in my own head with my own abilities. This was when I had practically no control over emotions and beliefs + fears and ended up making me lose control, so it got worse (Mind you I didn't mean to do cryokinesis on myself, I was far out of balance back when this occurred). I considered running to take a scalding hot shower even to warm up but I couldn't for the life of me bring myself to escape even what little warmth my covers provided. I ended up calling out to my guardian for help, and moments later it felt like a huge comforting inferno was switched on in the core of my body and I began warming up again and ceased shivering in seconds, managing to calm down.

I realize nowadays though that even taking a scalding hot shower back then would not have warmed me up, the freezing cold was very deeply internal at the soul affecting the body and such exterior temperatures would not have reached there without having to essentially cook me. Today I did work with the water element, actually just moments before typing this, and it is a bit more difficult to get such cold results when attempting to do so deliberately because the mind can sometimes get 'stuck' between attempts and belief, but I've been taught lately more in regards to centreing my perception on the self in that these are just natural abilities one can do like breathing or blinking, and I found viewing magic like this as just a natural 'do' ability gave far more effective results.

I was able to better actually manifest the element far more effectively with more centred realness, albeit my directing of such needs some more practice as when I try to mean 'whole body', sometimes it only focuses on just the legs, or my chest or my arms (Balance with green energy, the heart chakra and such harmonized stability of the mind and material realm is what prevents this 'scattering' of intent from happening). Not that I'm trying to freeze myself to those lengths as what happened accidentally, but simply being able to instigate the cold sensation to begin with. I managed a lot better today than I did yesterday, the coldness is very comforting in quelling my fire that has been rather out of line lately. That accidental scenario though of absolute sub-zero in seconds made me aware though of what I am fully capable of doing not just to myself but other things like items, the only matter is in doing it deliberately. I've been hoping to get my hands on a live thermometer for some time now to further experiment with but haven't yet gotten around to it.

Another power though that I actually did attempt deliberately which worked was electrokinesis. This was around the time I was working on my hand chakras and empowering them. I wanted to experiment in how to siphon energy from an electronic device, so I had my phone on the desk and charging. Normally in this state even with the screen left on, it just keeps charging and increasing in battery power. It wasn't anything special, it was at only 2% anyways and was steadily rising, but I managed to drain it like this while it was charging. It took me a while to get it right but the fact that I did it at all was intriguing. As if I needed more proof to the realness of magic though but it was just another confirmation. I hadn't been able to actually manipulate anything physical like that before.

Most of my abilities or 'powers' though are psychic. Reading people's thoughts (People tend to be surprised if I call them out for them), knowing when something is about to happen, predictions, etc. My more favoured psychic ability though is retrieving astral knowledge, knowing what time it is without a watch/phone or clock, knowing when the city bus is about to come around the corner to the near precise second (Also if I missed it or made it on time), finding out people's pincodes to their phones (I have high morality, I never do anything malicious, the gods show great disapproval in using abilities for petty and sadistic behaviour and I also find it absolutely disgusting, I have respect and only ever try such things to see if I can do it, I've never sifted through people's things), but of course the best and more meaningful bit of this is in acquiring knowledge to share here with others. Spiritual sciences, health, how things work, why and what they can do to benefit the individual, also what their issues likely are and how to solve them so they can overcome obstacles.

A reminder that I usually never touch 'powers', these abilities were casual trials of random interest, I did not train any of these abilities even in suddenly being able to enter a good trance in seconds where as when I was new I couldn't figure it out after weeks of attempts. I simply understood the foundations, basics and complexities of how energy and the mind works as I grew and developed with energies overtime. So it just goes to show the most important things you can do is focus and build the foundations of your soul and spiritual powers and develop in general skills, opening all the chakras, empowering and cleaning the chakras, soul and aura, etc. That is what gives you the 'fuel' to do these things when you're readily able to do them. You don't try to practice driving a car when it can't even go 0.5 miles per hour.

You also need to learn how to control it first before you try, what the shift does, how the pedals work, the steering wheel, etc, and a rickety broken down and weak car can hardly go anywhere, hell with such a weakened and brittle exterior, too much 'power' could have it crumbling around you. Everything slow, steady and attained in time.

It's what I've learned a lot lately, "Master yourself above all before you work to master everything else.". I know what too much power and little control over the self with it does... balance and stability is key.

 

[Apprentice]

but then your words in your own affirmation drew me to the perfect and most effective phrasings

This right there is another splendid example of how we can 'coincidentally' help each other through communication. I just love it.

Your affirmation though is very good and is just fine, I see no other issues.

I actually asked for your advice because I was a bit doubtful. In the Obliterate your Saturn thread Lydia suggested to work individually on each bad aspect but with my affirmation, I would try to banish 'em all in one working. This is what made me a bit unsure.
When reading about creating rituals I learned that an affirmation has to be unequivocal and to the point, without any excess or lenghty fluff. Just like you, I learned from the affirmations of others. With my previous workings, I used to meditate on the affirmation, selection of words and their order while composing it, trying to feel the vibe of how it would start to affect me.
One more observation. When I was done working on the date, the reps and the initial affirmation, I felt sort of a warm glow manifest around me that isolated me from what was going on outside of me. It instantly made me feel better.
This is gonna be a numbers game: 90 days, 99 reps and 9 affirmations. I'm also familiar with the alternate nostril breathing, will make it a daily habit now.
So, my final wording, translated from my native language is like this: I am in a positive, safe and healthy way totally free from any negative planetary influence, now and forever.

I appreciate your advice. The mere possibility of discussing these things here with fellow Zevism is in my opinion just priceless. Thank you so much.

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

From what you described, other than the obvious "you need to raise your Water Element in order to stand it better even in such an extreme case", this once again confirms my theory about our weak Element being the one we lack the most, NOT the one we have too much of, like the JoS suggests. I think this is the only thing with which I don't agree that the JoS website describes, can't remember where that was now, but according to the website we are the weakest against the Element that is dominant in us, having too much of it (so a further imbalance can give serious problems).

In my experience with the Elements, we are the weakest against the one we have the least of, in your case (if I recall correctly from your months old posts) it's Water, hence you have observed such a strong effect. In my case, I can easily tell it's Earth.

Air, on the other hand, is always the one I can seemingly absorb in vast quantities without the slightest discomfort (I have yet to measure this to learn my limit, I think I will do that soon enough as I'm working with Elements in good measure again).

"the mind can sometimes get 'stuck' between attempts and belief, but I've been taught lately more in regards to centreing my perception on the self in that these are just natural abilities one can do like breathing or blinking, and I found viewing magic like this as just a natural 'do' ability gave far more effective results."

I've been reading again your reply from sometime ago where you mention how everything is simpler and natural in dreams. It made me think.
To the risk of repeating my words again, I have been really noticing this.... 'far increased effect' of our magick when we don't pay much attention to the effort and the 'how' and all that. If we 'just do it' (like Satan once suggested to me) there's possibly no better way to perform magick.
After all, 'magick' and 'powers' are only things that may look extraordinary in our everyday reality because they are not normally seen, encountered, performed. If we were to see warehouse workers load entire trucks with telekinesis, or farmers grow fruits seconds since planting the seeds, we would nor think of such things as unusual or strange or even impossible.

This, as you yourself have determined, is surely why you seemed to be much more proficient with your cryokinesis when you were not trying to accomplish it, not while 'attempting' or 'training'. You

just did it.

However, as you have also stated, this is nonetheless proof of one of the things that you're capable of. If you can cause that effect to yourself, you can definitely cause it to someone else, an attacker for instance, who has no Demon to ask for help.

Another thing, and this may be just my assumption, you don't have to take it as an important observation or anything like it.
Do you not think that this occurrence with your weakest Element could be also proof that you're potentially much more proficient with another Element, one that you feel more familiar with? If you could do THIS with the weakest, imagine what you can do with the strongest one... Don't really know if that helps you in your self discovery and advancement, but if you find it to be a useful note I'm glad.

The electrokinesis experience sounds very promising indeed. Being batteries what keep a lot of wireless technology running, imagine what if you could just take the charge out of it at will, anytime you need to. I'm thinking 'rendering a drone attack completely useless' to give you just one example. The bad thing about some 'powers' is that we're so not used to them being normal to us that we can fail to see their many and various applications.
Speaking of which, have you tried to charge up your cellphone battery without the charger plugged in? I don't mean "give the cellphone YOUR bioelectricity and deprive yourself of it" of course, but you could try to gather external electricity like you would any other Element and fill the battery with it.

You could also get one of those 'potato batteries for children' and see how much you can charge the clock.. potatoes are said to have like 1.1 Volts, we can have a lot more than that.

Your honorable psychic skills seem very sharp. This is great when getting information as you can easily figure out your own mistakes and correct them right away. I'm pretty sure you'll be amazed as you use this ability and see it grow into something more capable before you can even notice it. (Yes, I did think "lottery numbers" here for a sec lol... if you did win like that you could enjoy a lot more time to just work on your advancement, that'd be great.. sometimes I think of all those idiots who have millions and waste their lives doing idiotic stuff, not a single day meditating.)

Funny how you mentioned getting back to the basics and learning them before proceeding to more advanced things. I am just now starting to learn that the hard way (the hard way being probably 'having wasted so long before realizing how to do some easy enough things' I guess). Exactly like Brother Apprentice here, I have tried the first basic meditations and things, did them for a few times, decided they weren't going to let me feel a thing and moved on to harder and more advanced stuff I wasn't ready for. To this day I probably can only say the Elements were a rewarding exercise, as there's probably no sweetening the pill while training with them unless one does only like one breath and then sits around for a week doing nothing I guess... I couldn't notice it before, but now that I have developed a certain resistance to some I understand a little more what they mean and how they act on the Soul and the body.
Nevertheless... basics. I'm heeding my own advice from that post many appreciated on how to unblock oneself. Mixing exercises seems to work faster, but I have to say it's still not a walk in the park... some exercises, like the Kundalini Yoga Spinal Series can actually end up hurting. This signifies stubborn blockage.. meaning more work is necessary.

Today, just for example, I was doing the first 3 Kundalini Yoga Basic exercises and even if the air in the room was cold I almost immediately felt so hot I had to take off some clothing (just to remain in the 'sudden temperature change' topic). This was quick and unexpected. I'm doing it again as soon as I'm done writing this, before bed. I feel Kundalini Yoga is a very effective 'dislodger', capable of unleash serious potential, but perhaps not just by itself. I have to pair it with something else. I tried with the Ritual earlier but couldn't feel much of a change, possibly because one has to match the breath with the movement perfectly and I didn't.

"It's what I've learned a lot lately, "Master yourself above all before you work to master everything else.". I know what too much power and little control over the self with it does... balance and stability is key."

Forgive the perhaps cheesy quote but... "Do or Do Not. There is no try."
I feel this strongly links to that... 'Just do it' advice. Magick done without trying to do magick is magick that comes most natural. Less mind, more feel.

Hail Satan!

 

[Apprentice]

the oxygen can get to your head too heavy sometimes and your vision will become blurry/'lightheaded'/whitish.

I've felt that several times, especially after a lousy sleep: I feel like I need more air, start inhaling it behind the wheel and then all of a sudden feel like I need to stop the vehicle because my head is on a rollercoaster. But I still feel like I need more air.

I'm not aware of what Brother GitM told you about splitting the conscious, I'll see if I can find it.. can you post that link for me please?

This is the exact quote from our thread here.

the aura cleansing meditation we do on ourselves can be done on loved ones, it might help her alleviate some issues. These kinds of meditations can be done at any time anywhere, all you require is a bit of focus and intent, you can do it while showering, doing chores, laundry, the psychic conscious 'splits', remember that. Though of course semi-focus in multitasking isn't as effective as full and total focus but whenever such time for full focus is available then you can take those moments as they come, no pressure.

Have you noticed anything else from Furfur?

Actually not. I haven't been actively trying to contact Her either. I vibrated Her name some times cautiously, asking Her to give me some sign if She's the One but that's it. I must ditch my fears and modesty and start working on it more seriously.
Your vision of this country girl and drawing horses doesn't ring a bell ATM. Maybe I can't see the connection?

What bothers you, same as I, is how you are constantly observing the effects on your daily life of your severed connection with our Gods and Father. Not being able to see and hear hurts you.

You are painfully right again. Coming out of this slumber of your material life in the middle of a war can sometimes be quite hard. I do hope that my capacity for self sabotage is about to be depleted. I do appreciate your positive words and support. Indeed, we often dismiss strong facts and signs already present. Like I've said previously, you are deep in your life with your nose in it, sometimes unable to notice the obvious. This is where the help from Brothers and Sisters can become priceless.

Know what I'm thinking, Brother? That once you and I reach that point, we'll see our lives changing drastically, making progress at a rate so faster we'll have to jog to keep up with it. I'm pretty sure now.

I've anticipated this change for a long time now. Patience and doing what needs to be done is the key here... and you know wery well who is big on patience, right?
I feel those seals you speak about and I can't help but wonder, why are we sealed so thoroughly? Was it done by the enemy? Sometimes I'm sad that I didn't find JoS way earlier. I know I wasn't ready, living my almost normie life working, drinking and doing basically nothing.

no matter how one VIP or model or sport celebrity or actor may 'look' cool or hot or strong, that they are just ...little eggs, nowhere near close to hatching into something that will grow into a godlike creature.

Mostly they are normies after all, I guess. Materially/financially blessed but still normies. Because they don't have to worry about money and making ends meet, many of them get hooked on bad habits (alcohol, drugs, enemy teachings) and away they go. I also feel they are not free in their will. There is always someone above them that they need to please in order to maintain their lifestyle/income.

You know, in my opinion 90% of our work only fails because we do not give it the proper belief and don't 'allow' it to manifest.

You are right again, Brother.
In my post, I was talking about my physical reality and how I sense it. There are mental blockages/thought patterns that make any change basically impossible. Your life moves like a train on tracks. You want change? Demolish those tracks and be free.

I feel we're about to win this war, Brother. Fuck, I can't wait.

My sentiments exactly. There's still a lot of daily grinding and warfare to be done so let's carry on.

I loved reading your post, it reminded me some important, positive details that I tend to forget and made me feel optimistic again. Thank You. I wish you all the best, Brother.

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

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Your regards to the weakest element and what I can do with it, in all honesty water is also strong with psychic matters, I could potentially find it so easy not because I'm naturally tied to the element, but naturally tied to a rulership of it which is psychic regards. But I've taken this as a note for other factors. If I find it easy to do one thing, there are so many other factors I could apply the same means of focus and directive too with similar effectiveness.

I never considered testing voltage, it would have to be some sort of meter giving live results and very sensitive, sounds interesting though and on par with the thermometer idea.

Your heated result from yoga had also been the case with me the other day. Trying to figure out my new routine I focused on Satan's energy to consult any available demon that might be able to assist or guide me in the right direction in regards to the frustration and how to go forward with it because I didn't know what specifically was causing it. I heard someone say "Water" so I used it on myself. The water element was definitely needed because in trying to do yoga for my heart chakra as of late I too experienced the molten heat that would cause frustration and a 'stuck' feeling of anger, it was just shy of unbearable, using water and blue energy all over myself and with focus to the lower half of my soul to quell the fire from rising really helped immensely and I've been able to go forward with no such issues at all with this.

This only happens when working with the lower body and the spine, what I'm perceiving is that this is honestly what I for some reason didn't remember to take into account. Yoga stimulates the kundalini serpent, the fiery serpent that resides in the lower base, it's energies are very hot and heated, when it's stimulated the fire rises and circulates throughout the body. Using water before doing yoga if this happens for you in stimulating it creates an internal 'shield' enveloping your soul to protect you from this because it can become a bit intense.

"Do or Do Not. There is no try." I like this a lot too.

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

but then your words in your own affirmation drew me to the perfect and most effective phrasings

This right there is another splendid example of how we can 'coincidentally' help each other through communication. I just love it.

Your affirmation though is very good and is just fine, I see no other issues.

I actually asked for your advice because I was a bit doubtful. In the Obliterate your Saturn thread Lydia suggested to work individually on each bad aspect but with my affirmation, I would try to banish 'em all in one working. This is what made me a bit unsure.
When reading about creating rituals I learned that an affirmation has to be unequivocal and to the point, without any excess or lenghty fluff. Just like you, I learned from the affirmations of others. With my previous workings, I used to meditate on the affirmation, selection of words and their order while composing it, trying to feel the vibe of how it would start to affect me.
One more observation. When I was done working on the date, the reps and the initial affirmation, I felt sort of a warm glow manifest around me that isolated me from what was going on outside of me. It instantly made me feel better.
This is gonna be a numbers game: 90 days, 99 reps and 9 affirmations. I'm also familiar with the alternate nostril breathing, will make it a daily habit now.
So, my final wording, translated from my native language is like this: I am in a positive, safe and healthy way totally free from any negative planetary influence, now and forever.

I appreciate your advice. The mere possibility of discussing these things here with fellow Zevism is in my opinion just priceless. Thank you so much.

Your affirmation is perfectly fine and looks effective. An affirmation guides our intent and desire, the more simply constructed it is, the less scattered our mind and directing of the energy is in the intent of it. If you write a paragraph for an affirmation one may stress subconsciously all the details without being aware, complexity is synonymous with difficulty and this goes for the coursed path of the energy's intent as well with affirmations that will respond to the emotional reactions of your mind. Looking at a single sentence makes you read and perceive it far more easily with complete focus as opposed to your eyes befalling upon an overwhelming wall of test; It's in the mind and the mind is where power is directed.

So for affirmations, simple is better, but if I need too much or too many details to simplify into an affirmation then I split my affirmations and will have two separate sets for the same singular working simplified for their designated focus towards my ultimate goal. Both utilize the same risen and directed energy and both program it, the whole of the input programming of the affirmations is kept into the whole working and energies by the fact that I will it as not actually complete or done until I say "So mote it be" and then vibrate AUM. I do all of my reps for the first affirmation and then all of my reps for the second affirmation. The second affirmation acts like a 'follow-up' that flows with the first one.

It's a bit messy to explain. I wish you the best of luck and you're welcome.

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

"I've felt that several times, especially after a lousy sleep: I feel like I need more air, start inhaling it behind the wheel and then all of a sudden feel like I need to stop the vehicle because my head is on a rollercoaster. But I still feel like I need more air."

Exactly what I meant when I suggested not to pair breathing techniques and driving, even more because you're more Air, like me. To tell you the truth, I don't like the idea of 'holding back' an Element just because I have already much of it. I also don't see too much of a problem with knowing I and others have got a completely lacking Element in our chart, like this is supposed to mean we're somehow disabled or something. Call it an immature thought perhaps, but I feel if we are more capable than others to stand an Element, dominant one or not, it's only a success and we can use that ability to stand more of it as an advantage. We obviously HAVE to work on the missing/lacking Element as well, the Soul NEEDS to be balanced... but I don't think the dominant/"best" one should be avoided not to create over imbalance.
Besides, I think what I've done (if you've read my other post to Brother GitM) finding the cardinal North by listening to energy alone, North being Earth, somehow proves I'm not a complete inept at working with this Element and Elemental energies in general. If I could do my natal chart again, considering this life's current developments, I think I'd find at least SOME Earth in there now.

Got the part about the splitting conscious. Forgot I had read it.
It actually reminded me of this latest observation between me and Ghost in the Machine, on how magick apparently works best when you're doing it "casually", not focusing on it like something you HAVE to cause to happen through a precise set of rules and happenings, but as something that 'just happens naturally', that you shouldn't stress yourself about, just use it instead, as naturally as one possibly can.
When you drive, I'm not referring to completely doing this in an absent minded manner.. by keep driving and doing these simple energy works and affirmations like their any less important, but just more relaxed, always knowing your magick is definitely always going to work, even on your worst day.

Just want to share this right away...
This... observation, knowledge, understanding, along with a couple other thoughts, has finally made me realize I need to practice and learn Telekinesis everyday. I have just started, but I can see my energy causes some effect on the lightest things, like paper, just to get started again after I haven't done this in forever. I have seen effects even the same day I felt finally confident about my Element, knowing my Element, wanting it more, wanting to learn more about it. It was ultimately our dear Brother GitM to allow me to understand something very important to me about Air, how it 'creates' telekinetic effects, which later made me realize polarity was the key to accomplishing it.
I've very recently had VERY strong signs from the Universe saying I am on the right track. Stronger than this, I can only pretend Satan Himself teleports here and tells me "Yes, this is it, now keep it up until you master it, there's no going back", this is how confident I am about this 'power'. I think I never was ready for TK before... I've seen so many idiots who can 'make objects fall' or 'move' and they don't even know what they're doing, proof enough the fact that they can't seem to move larger or heavier objects, completely lacking knowledge on how to increase one's own bioelectricity and potential. They'll be stuck doing the same shit over and over again, exposing themselves in videos until some of them go 'mysteriously' missing.
I intend to master this in every aspect. I've always known this was 'my favorite ability' for a reason... now that reason is becoming more obvious than ever to me. This world will change drastically.. we need to 'grind level', as you'd probably put it, as much as we can.

I can feel your distress for now being yet able to perform some things and inability to determine some knowledge for yourself.. and I do understand how your hectic lifestyle is indeed the cause of this for starters. Not going to lie, I think you need more time for yourself before anything, off work, off things that stress you so much and disrupt your sleep patterns. When it comes to stronger energies, especially those that you didn't use much in forever perhaps, like when you did use Fire months ago for the first time, you can feel them. You're strong, active, physically fit and capable, so I don't think at all that this is a problem you have at an energetic level. You've got the brawns for sure. The problem, mostly I think, derives from stress, making you more tired than you should normally be daily, making you 'lose hope' quicker by having to lead a seemingly NPC life for many hours of the day before you can get back to your true Satanic life. This is why I suggested you try merging meditation and exercises while you're working in a relaxed enough way that you can actually focus on both. I think you just need to incorporate this routine in your day for a period of time and see if you don't notice any slight change.
If you don't, as it's more probable than not that changes WILL occur and you will not see them, change your routine a bit, focus less on the grinding your way up and test yourself through 'powers'. Try them all, cryo, pyro, TK, whatever you can. Record your results in a journal, any effect, whatever you notice of sudden thought you might have. Use your own experience and power training as a divination tool. ADAPT. I feel you need to change the way you do things, you're probably being too much of a Fire type of person.. Earth too. Try using Water element. GitM rightfully suggested to me that Air Element 'unbinds' chakras, so focus on Air spiralling up from your base to crown chakras, feel your third eye tingling at this as a sign it's working. THEN use Water to break barricades and establish a flow of energy.

I don't particularly suggest you use Fire on this, but IF you feel comfortable with it, IF Fire sounds to you like a good call, by all means, go for it.

As for my 'country girl' vision, don't think about it too much, it doesn't necessarily mean much and I didn't know you back then so it's probably something I have to figure out in the future. I'm not even sure who She was.. only know She felt like a Demoness.

"I feel those seals you speak about and I can't help but wonder, why are we sealed so thoroughly? Was it done by the enemy? Sometimes I'm sad that I didn't find JoS way earlier. I know I wasn't ready, living my almost normie life working, drinking and doing basically nothing."

I have a feeling some people are being more 'bound' than others, possibly an effect of being noticed by the enemy in our previous life, being put on the 'high priority list', so to speak. So they attack in a stronger way. You can probably easily see this by how much your otherwise normal life may seem suddenly much harder in the first years, especially when after you learn about the existence of magick as a child and feel inevitably and strongly attracted to that path. That's when shit starts hitting the fan, parents split, abusive people, and so on and on, just as a way to make it slower and harder for you to get back to Father Satan.
This, in my opinion, also has a lot to do with energy binding. They know you're a dangerous one, know you're not going to be on their side, so they use your temporary ignorance and blindness to the Gods against you, trying to stop you in your tracks.
Honestly, I think this is the HARDEST phase to go through, the unbinding phase. Doubt, confusion, and later depression and all sorts of psychic attacks (especially through NPCs that weigh you down emotionally) become your everyday normal life with the sole purpose of binding your more, of 'keeping you in check'.
From what you told me, Brother, you've got nothing less of a deadly aura, and this is obviously not liked by the enemy.
Hence, all the attacks and your current 'feeling bound off the astral' condition.

My suggestion is probably stupid, but I feel it necessary: go over all the Meditations and Sorcery JoS pages and see what you missed, something that you may not have done enough, entirely skipped, try it all again if you must, but BELIEVE in yourself.

Like I said, and I know this from personal experience, 90% of the time we are the only obstacle to our own growth. So remove the obstacle and grow freely.

"The worst foe lies within the self."

People occasionally keep telling me not to be hard on myself. Now I repeat this to you, Brother. You have the knowledge. Now persevere. Don't hold back.

Ave Zeus!

Hail Father Satan Forever!

 

[Apprentice]

Your affirmation is perfectly fine and looks effective.

Thank you for brotherly confirmation. I do appreciate our conversation.

It's a bit messy to explain.

It's easy to comprehend, one Air person to another. You basically program and nudge the energy through multiple affirmations and finally seal it with the AUM. This is exactly like printing: to get a clear image, colors (CMYK) are not applied simultaneously but in a certain order.

Take care, Brother.

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

When thinking Elements one usually has a pretty clear idea of the main/basic feature of each Element. As for Water, I do tend to think 'cooling down', 'cryokinesis' and 'emotions' but there's the psychic aspect as well, psychic openness and all that which you know very well. Same as with Fire, for instance, and how I initially thought of it 'just burning/scorching' before I would be prompted to use it on myself for healing. To me, the 'serpent of Fire' is among the main things a symbol of utmost Health and wellbeing (maybe this is another aspect that ties me to Leraje, who has lots of healing features in her description).

About the cooling down the heated up sensation through Yoga... I'd say this is also useful to actually feel your progress while it happens. The more you get heated up (let's ignore the possible discomfort I've read about from people who raised their Kundalini and report it burning hot and painful) the more you notice this 'something' happening. In this case, if it feels hot as fuck, using Water to cool it down will probably have a stronger effect (be more noticeable) than if you just used Water on yourself another time when you're not feeling that warmth.

I'm thinking this is very analogous to my experience with Earth and Air and how they react to each other. When getting a lot of Air (or I guess 'too much and too sudden' of any Element), after a day or two I just want to dwell and bathe in its complete opposite, to sooth myself with what opposes that imbalance.
I've always believed this to be merely because Air is balanced with Earth, as it's its opposite, but last week I thought differently: what if what I seek is simply the missing.. well, the other 'aspect'? Let me clarify this: talking about cardinal directions and Elements you said (if I'm not mistaken) there are two directions that are magnetic (West and North, Water and Earth) and two that are electric (South and East, Fire and Air).

So.....

What if I look for Earth after I dwell in Air because my 'electric' needs some 'magnetic' instead?

Unless I said something very, very obvious here, this is what I assume happens when you use the opposite Element after getting too much of one: in other words, you have a natural need to achieve 'electromagnetism'. Makes sense?

In my case, I came to this conclusion while studying Telekinesis. Electromagnetism is probably something heard very often when speaking of this ability, even NPCs read this in WikiBullshit on some videogame that makes these Soul powers look merely virtual and impossible... but I'm thinking, even if TK has become pretty clear to me only when I thought of it in terms of Air and Polarity (and ionization I suppose), what if TK needs both Elements to properly function? Air AND Earth?

Also..

Doesn't that suggest it's possible that Cryokinesis, or Pyro, work the same way? With both Fire and Water each?

Here I'm not too sure about how I would explain this, other than assume that electromagnetism (from Fire + Water) is a necessity in making the whole phenomenon occur, but I guess you catch my meaning by now.
This is very theoretic, though, so don't give me too much credit if you think it makes sense... I'm still experimenting with Air and Earth and TK and it's going to take me a while before I am absolutely sure of something. I can only imagine you will notice this effect in action when you dwell more into extremes of temperature related skills.

Personally, I did try either Pyro and Cryo before and somehow ended up quitting before I'd get too hot or too cold... I always thought that these skills would naturally belong to Elemental beings, but then again.. the JoS speaks of Elementals and how they only have one Element of two.. meaning they don't have 4 (excluding their Akashic matrix for a moment)... meaning, then, that they probably don't have the ability to counter that stronger/singular Element that confers their related abilities, while WE do and must use both to achieve a 'power'.

...Does any of that make sense?

Regarding the lower half of the Soul, and assuming you mean the spine between the 1st and 3rd or 4th chakra (including the heart), I'd just advice to exercise caution.
I'm not particularly sure of how an Element behaves when limited to an area of the Soul and Body. I do suppose that it would make it easier to feel that area and compare it to the rest, learning more about the effects of the Element.. yes, but just be careful. I've only absorbed Elements 'like a sponge' so far, involving all the body and Soul, so I wouldn't know specifically how that manifests.

As a random note: lately I felt how natural stones/crystals are alive. I don't know how 'alive' is a word that fits what I'm trying to describe, but let's just say that I'm feeling natural stones/crystals (those with a bright, vibrant, young color at least) are definitely not dead matter.
I guess my TK training is responsible for making me perceive that much. It would be pretty cool if I could freely move stones because I feel them as living 'things' lol... just to put some enthusiastic/immature tone to this scientific and blocky response.

No, but seriously.. this reminds me of how as a child I was freakishly obsessed with finding natural stones/crystals/quartz on the ground. Even now I pick up every quartz I see, it's one of the reasons I believed I was dominant in Earth at some point.

Hail Father Satan Forever!

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

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I can't say much of magnetism and electricity yet in my knowledge or experience, but I'm intrigued by your idea once again with the fire element for healing.

My theory is that perhaps with directing fiery kundalini energies to the heart chakra specifically either via yoga or otherwise, this could promote the healing aspect of the heart chakra which is tied to Venus (I believe the website says Mercury which may also be true but Venus is a definitive through experience and understanding on my end, the heart chakra is in fact ruling of the inner state of love and connections and bonds too which is ruled by Venus).

The fiery energies are power and healing via lifeforce and the Sun, so it can also be important in regards to the solar chakra which also promotes healing from the sun, both the Sun and Venus are vital for healing. What's got me confused though is one would think this would promote inflammation or a rise in the fire element of the soul, but my focus is on the heart chakra here. In regards before to a situation of healing something from myself, at the time I was told to direct orgasmic energy to my heart chakra instead of just releasing it or sending it to Satan as per usual. I'm thinking that perhaps the heart chakra which rules over balance and it's green energies and of Venus what with their anti-inflammatory properties might be able to counter such negative aspects and stabilizing the element in the soul.

But this doesn't exactly explain how it precisely would prevent the fire element from being risen in the soul creating an elemental imbalance. Just because the heart chakra rules balance I don't know how it would facilitate this with an increased element? Perhaps venting off excess somewhere? This also isn't the first time I've suspected that the heart chakra could be the key to having high bio-electricity without it messing up your physical body or it's nerves. It seems the heart chakra has some kind of greater significance in some area here in stability of energies.

I still don't know yet if fire is good at all for the heart chakra, it doesn't sound good at all, but in regards to circulating related energies as such, it might not be a bad idea when it comes to healing, coupled with the heart chakra mudra that is to stabilize the circulation of energy in balance, but I don't have much knowledge on such at the moment yet.

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

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Coming back to this as I came around to (conveniently enough) the whole electric and magnetic polarity you mentioned. Perhaps it was just on my mind and popped up in the moment in remembrance as I was trying to centre my stability in focus today and with elements. It got me to recalling what you said and I kind of discovered some kind of clarity that seems to make sense.

Our perception, our actual personalized perception in the angles and sides that we view and even do things seems to be influenced by these polarities in our soul regarding balance. If you recall, at least I think it was you I said this to, I mentioned how with pronounced fire (this actually could've been the air element as the air is the right side but one of the 3 main nadi channels on the right side is of sun/fire too so both could've contributed) in my soul all of my visualizations in my mind kept catering off to the right hand side, a few inches from the center of my 'view' or perception or the centre of my forehead or third-eye even, it did this by default. How I came to know the cause was actually from scrutinizing something I kept doing while jogging on the treadmill or even powerwalking for my exercising and was trying to figure out how to stop it.

I would naturally and without deliberation keep putting emphasis on my right leg or the right side of my body, like my body weight in my gait and stride would keep being more pronounced on the right than to the left, putting more strain on my right leg and hip which would keep being sore and in pain after because of this. I couldn't figure out why I kept doing this and I tried so many physical things to stop this realizing I wasn't centreing myself properly, and it drove me nuts because it was something I had kept on doing for years when exercising or jogging, since I was a kid even.

I've always had a pronounced air element (along with fire) which is on the right side throughout my life and by experimenting with this stability I finally found out the answer when I decided mid-jog to focus on the moon and water element. Almost immediately my perception was correcting itself and I felt a counterweight on the left side of my soul balancing my stride, everything seemed to just straighten out and so long as I kept it properly I was actually able to run in proper gait synchronization instead of over emphasizing on the one side, my perception was no longer being pulled towards it. But this balance needed to be worked at, nurtured and empowered properly in stabilization, which meant I needed to figure out why it worked. Lo and behold of course I was guided to multiple things that explained it and answered all of my questions. It had to do with the elemental sides of the soul... and possibly the ida and pingala as whichever the heck the one of the sun/fire is is on the right and of course that is one of my prominent elements, in that was overpowered. Doing the moon nostril breath (doing the moon portion only of the sun and moon nostril breathing for 3 or 4 rounds) stabilized this.

The right side polarity was over powered and emphasized, pulling my perception to that side while the left side polarity was weakened. Now the funny thing is, I had no idea this was the explanation for my strange habits of the left side. All my life I just called myself 'left minded' in that I kept doing things 'left'. I would place things on the left side of my desk, I would sit on the left side of a couch, I would grab, hold and handle things with my left hand even though I'm right handed, in video games or detours during a walk with the options of going either left or right for anything I would always pick left first, no exceptions. I didn't realize that what I was doing was compensating in my perception for the overpowered right polarity of my soul. By having objects, performing motions, perceptions and actions teetered to the left side I was unknowingly subconsciously trying to balance out that polarity. I always thought it was the weirdest thing but it took me becoming a decently advanced Satanist to finally figure out something so trivial.

I've found the proper balance and centralization of all these polarities gives a pinpointed focus in our mental coordination like an arrow, everything balanced and then facilitated further in detail by things like yoga, green energy, sun and moon nostril breathing and the heart chakra is what helps bring total focused harmony in the soul to exact the highest potential of control and discipline of the mind that is several times easier to train. I've never had such ease in performing meditations and cleanings, etc than when this centralization of balance is on point and this has to include the front and back polarities of the soul of fire and earth as well.

So Fire and Air are electric, Water and Earth are magnetic, this is in regards to the 'pull' of gravitation in the soul relatively, I used Water to balance out the opposite polarity of my right side Air element even though it's Earth that is the opposite of Air... so this doesn't exactly seem to cater to the specific elements themselves in regards to this but actually in regards to the 'pull' of their gravitation in the soul. In this sense Water and Air are also in fact opposites of each other, not just Earth and Air which is interesting to think about. They're like a specified pole but I can't think of a physical analogy for this, it's a little unorthodox. So essentially Fire can oppose Earth then... I wonder how this works and can be explained better on the deeper scientific level, I'm always exploring how energy and magic works scientifically but all I have is my intuition and psychic/astral reading siddhis, it's not like I have any equipment like an aura camera to work with, hell even a damn kinect could have a lot of potential, I've seen youtubers use that gaming tool to capture full ghost figures as it's meant to pick up on the electrical signatures of the human body(actually soul) with infrared lights (electromagnetism, which is what the soul is made of).


As a side note on the polarity thing... I wonder if the elements of the cardinal directions has some effect on the soul. Like if you face your back (Fire) to the West (Water) in that you're looking to the East (Air), would the water element of the West counter that fire polarity of your back that is facing it in actually quelling the element in your soul if it's too high?

Anyways, thought you'd find all this interesting.

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

I have to admit it took me forever to read your post today lol.. I just couldn't focus. I'm going to shamelessly blame the whole "I had just woke up" as I really have no other excuse.

Back to topic..

Not sure if you suddenly just became aware of the electric/magnetic features I mentioned because I mentioned them or not. Chances are, the information I spoke of made it to the back of your mind and when you found yourself in a similar situation your brain was readier to recognize this occurrence because you had read about it and thought about it, giving it some weight and importance. I noticed myself how, some rare times I guess, I would be simply better at something because I would remember what a Brother or Sister had done and chose to follow the advice/emulate what they did.

Like I said, my theory was just a theory, and (like "conspiracy" theory) it's only a theory until someone can prove it as real for themselves and/or others. Which means, I'm glad you found this hunch I had made sense at last.

As for the whole... visualizing something "on the right", jogging "on the right" and so on (yes, I was the one you told this to, regarding how you managed to center the image by using the Element that fixed this imbalance), these ways to notice things are always important, and in my opinion too often overlooked and underestimated.
If I think now, in hindsight, about how Leraje had tried to make me notice, attracting me in various ways, the signs She left for me to find... I feel like an idiot for not seeing. Same with the Air Element and how it was CLEARLY my dominant one.. the literally only reason for which I haven't known/understood/accepted this and other realities that belonged in my existence is that I just kept looking for different solutions, even after I had found the solution.

As Air people, you know how often we may lose ourselves in thought and rethink things that we have already declared "to be so, and that's it" just to see if we missed something the last time we checked. This is being Air. If you're noticing these changes, if you're becoming aware of these things your did or used to do as a child and so on, and are managing to fix them because you understand, through observation and insight, what they mean and how you're getting them sorted.. this is called Evolution in my book, mate.

Last thing for now..

I decided I'll spare you from reading today's entry on my black journal, I'll just quickly (enough) report what happened.

I had a little time to dedicate to something I want to learn so I decided 'Telekinesis it is'. I prepared my little psi-wheel (I know some call it a bullshit method but it was all I had on me, a screw and a piece of paper, that I could use without anyone noticing and annoying me) and waited a bit to see how it reacted to whatever air currents and present energy. When it finally stopped, I aimed with my hand and started to focus.
Initially, nothing. I looked for some contact without realizing I was just thinking about ways to do it, not doing it.

After that, I decided to - I just felt like doing this - use my heart chakra. The moment I did, I felt the 'heart fluttering' like when you feel some unexpected pleasurable emotion and I felt this was the way. I focused on the paper and it moved exactly the direction I wanted it to.

Air-headed that I am, I decided it was either 1) the wind and 2) worth putting this down in my journal, so I made a note on using the heart chakra (as the one that extends more directly to the hand chakras, from what I seem to understand from the JoS) as a way to use TK.
I immediately remembered of how HPS Pythia said that she found it easier to heal animals by holding them against her chest, rather than simply using her hands, and thought this was a similar case. (I do know that the Telekinesis page suggests to use hands OR the third eye, but I never noticed success with the third eye, yet at least, so this technique felt ..more suitable).

Second round after I wrote that down..

I did the same thing, this time trying to feel my heart chakra and commanding it to cause the thing to move the direction I wanted. Nothing at first, so I added the famous "emerald vibrant green" I mentioned a few times before, as not only I sense it as a strong and powerful color, but it's also the color of the heart chakra, so it was a perfect call in my opinion.

And it was.. I managed to push the paper thing again when I did this, with a little more force. So (as you imagine) I blamed the wind again and told myself "fuck pessimism, if it's not the wind then I want to make this paper thing FALL off the screw"... I gave it more force, focused (this time I also imagined my serpent being green and vibrant and exiting the third eye - like the Single Serpent Meditation.. I love that one as it reminds me of Asclepius' Staff) and the paper turned with more force and fell off the screw.

I was almost unable to believe it lol.

Oh, the last part, when I prepared myself to make it fall off... I had my legs raised, and I felt I should have put my feet on the ground, to ground myself, to use the Earth as well and add force to my willpower. I do understand now how Air is great for understanding TK, but I also always thought Earth was a very linked Element to this skill. This very probably refers to this all... electric/magnetic polarity and directions being balanced.
I'm really positive about it (no pun lol).

I'm going to practice more with this. But I'm going to also give serious training to my hands chakras, as I never really did much with them in training. Think I'm getting to something.

"As a side note on the polarity thing... I wonder if the elements of the cardinal directions has some effect on the soul. Like if you face your back (Fire) to the West (Water) in that you're looking to the East (Air), would the water element of the West counter that fire polarity of your back that is facing it in actually quelling the element in your soul if it's too high?"

And about this...
I don't really know if the Element and the directions would react the way you're suggesting... I believe it's possible... or maybe when I found the correct North it was right because of this reason, because the Elements counter themselves and each other.

Shit.. Animals truly are evolved.

Hail Satan!

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

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The reason your telekinesis worked more affectively by utilizing the heart chakra is you emphasized the connecting energies of all your soul's chakras with it as it is the connector that makes the upper and lower chakras work together. Remember the upper chakras are the creative director of our intents that shape our desires and goals, the lower chakras are the material manifestors that make those same desire's and goals actually happen. By using the heart chakra you better emphasized and amplified this 'working together' factor to tie the upper and lower chakras together with these aspects to make your desire and intents manifest better in actuality, because that is one of the heart chakras functions as the bridge between these two sides.

I remember playing around with this with the electrokinesis and it was only with that combined grounding and merging of the upper and lower chakras with the heart chakra combining both their powers together that my desire and intents more groundedly manifested for real. Remember how I said perhaps in some other post or even to someone else that when I balanced myself with better stability and yoga, utilizing the heart chakra and harmony with green energy that my meditations were more immediate, exact and powerfully real? My shielding's, my cleanings, my directive of energy, my objectivity in being able to evoke, move and work with astral materials and more realness and truth with psychic matters.

Combined in balance, your desires manifest with realness and solidity, the heart chakra is what facilitates this as the merging connector of these two sides that work together to shape our goals and intentions and then actually manifest them.

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

The reason your telekinesis worked more affectively by utilizing the heart chakra is you emphasized the connecting energies of all your soul's chakras with it as it is the connector that makes the upper and lower chakras work together.

:O ...mindblown here.
I did not think of this at all to be honest, even if I used the green instinctively as I felt it was going to help a bunch. I guess in the end 'connection with everything in the Soul' is the thing that makes it all possible. That is priceless advice, Brother.

Beautiful explanation. I think it should belong in the JoS, at least as a reminder or among other helpful 'hints' at the end of the TK page. No doubt this works for all other abilities as well. I always wondered if there was even going to be a Cryokinesis page in the Satanic Sorcery list.. (there are still a few minor things to correct in the JoS, mostly regarding the Gods' identities, like how it nowhere mentions Zeus and Bacchus as Father's other names/aspects.. I remember looking into this a while ago and finding very little.. but I suppose this isn't the best time to go fixing minor things in the middle of the ending part of a thousands of years old spiritual war).

Combined in balance, your desires manifest with realness and solidity, the heart chakra is what facilitates this as the merging connector of these two sides that work together to shape our goals and intentions and then actually manifest them.

To be honest, I almost can't believe that I never discovered this before. I'm sure glad that I did bump into this now, I feel this is very possibly one of the most important step stones in my development.

Brother, I've made so much progress this year, I hardly recognize myself as the old Satanist who couldn't feel anything at all and failed constantly... and I know I owe you a lot of this, as your support and continuous help have allowed me to learn faster and better and understand some of my mistakes that I've carried on for too many years.
Thank you, seriously.

Hail Father Satan Forever! Ave Zeus!

 

[Apprentice]

PING

This profile picture of yours, did you draw it?

Oh boy, big changes during these last 4 or some days. Thanks to You and Brother GiTM, I managed to release some serious internal garbage that was weighing me down. As a result, I feel more free than ever, more connected and at peace with myself.

Is there something that's stopping you in your track? Fear? Of failure?

Actually it was this pure resistance to a packed schedule plus my wife acting like I'm never good enough. I have a feeling that certain Powers intercepted because she had some tough hardships lately. As a result, she cooled off. She is much more mellow now because I was there for her when the shit in her department happened. At the same time I worked on our connection to be less susceptible to her emotions/reactions.
You know, for some reason, I prefer to meditate and do warfare after my daily tasks are completed. Then I can close the file for that day on my mental desktop so to speak and start doing really important work. One could say that this preference right there shows lack of flexibility. Maybe.
The thing is, if it's already 8 p.m. and I'm already tired but still got shit to do, I just get anxious. I want my time with Satan! I want my meditations, my warfare and some time to just chill and read the Forums. Hope you get what I'm sayin'.
For example, today I did the first day of our group offensive. It took me about 1 h 20 minutes to do just these, not including a personal working plus personal hygiene (AC+AoP). See where I'm getting at? I love to do these. I don't love mundane chores.

I don't have any phobias, at least nothing I'm aware of. However, some days ago a fear was brought into my attention. I dealt with it. Your suggestion about merging with this fear sounds reasonable. Confronting your fears can be scary as hell (depending on the psyche and the fear) but then again liberating.

PS.. lol this is something possibly idiotic but I feel like sharing it.

Now you have some explaining to do, Brother. How on Satans green Earth can this be idiotic what you shared?

I'm getting your enthusiasm backfiring on me now.. between this talk of Black Magick and Ghost explaining about Water I kinda feel against drawn to cryokinesis.

I wouldn't consider the things ending in kinesis black magick. I remember reading a warning that you shouldn't invoke Fire into your physical heart or how you could draw all Air out of someones lungs. I had that kind of Magick in mind. Are there certain defined techniques/methods or is it like Brother GiTM wrote: if you can imagine it in a dream, you can do it IRL, just need to be powerful and evolved/open enough.

Thank you for being there for me, Brother.

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

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Since this is a thread 'regarding Elements' I want to say something, I don't know how much this may be of importance or helpful, but as always, if there's a hint here and there that can help others, so be it.

Today, for some reason, I caught myself thinking of skills like pyro and cryo, rather than TK which just recently gave me some unexpected results.
I thought of my own personal imbalance, and how for the last few months I made these two Elements the centre of my attention, focusing much more on Air than I ever had. I learned how TK is caused (for the main part, speaking of Elemental features) by Air, possibly only needing Earth Element to add that magnetic nature to Air's electric one, and allowing electromagnetism to manifest and cause the telekinetic phenomenon.

While this is great and all, I strongly felt attracted (again) the the two Elements that I have always favored, the hot and cold duality that in my opinion always managed to describe Destruction best.

Fire, especially, has more than other Elements taught me of another duality, its destructive AND healing factors. I mentioned the healing part before as I used it to rid myself of a physical problem quickly.

Long story short, I remembered what was said in the JoS about not overdoing dominant Elements and being careful with the balance. This, somehow, led me to believe it would be safer and perhaps just more productive to use the Elements that are mostly balanced.
I have not much experience with these but perhaps it's time I trust my guts and my balanced Elements to unless Destruction in a world that seems very inclined to cause it.

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Can't wait for this war to be over, People.

HAIL FATHER SATAN FOREVER! Ave Zeus!

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

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First of all, Brother, let me reassure you. I am pretty confident I wouldn't abuse any power (had I any skill with this, be it Hypnosis or Evil Eye or other similar mind influencing abilities).
On animals I can guarantee I won't cause anything bad to happen, any negative thoughts or commands that go against the animal's free will. Actually, I mentioned animals in my last post (while talking about this skill) only because I saw that HPS Pythia suggested they are very susceptible, which I assumed would make them good candidates to test my level... thing is, I haven't even thought of any "order" to give them that I would be comfortable with. When it comes to animals I become overprotective to the extreme and the thought of giving them an "order" they may perceive as bad or negative in the slightest makes me stop in my tracks, nullifying this skill before I even try it out. (This I have observed every time I got curious about this particular page in the JoS website.) So I honestly have no idea yet of what I could try to 'suggest' my pets to do without feeling like I'm pushing them too hard and that I don't have a right to do so. My cats are the most adorable I've ever seen, we sleep together, do anything together and I pretty surely give them freedoms other 'cat owners' (I don't "own" them, they live with me, they own themselves) won't allow theirs. So that's something else that would make me feel very wrongly about. If you do have suggestions on what I could try, I'm all ears. For now I'm just trying to follow the Evil Eye's instructions by using willpower on myself, training my stare with a mirror. This also leads me to the idea of Self-Hypnosis, as I am pretty aware that often enough I am the one holding my abilities back, mostly for fear of using them in a dangerous way.

As for people... that's another story. I'm not saying I would be a freaking monster and bed every woman I like, obviously lol.. (I'm not saying I wouldn't bed one if I really liked her either.. we DO have pages about this Magick in the JoS after all) but I wouldn't feel bad about changing some thoughts in them. We both know how a lot of people are still too idiotic and close minded towards things we already have learned... the matter of vaccines for example is a very controversial topic. Some people (many, thankfully, that I've spoken with) are in the know and I've been surprised lately to have some of them talk to me in the same way I talk to those I try to figure out.
That is great, of course, but there's other things that many people still don't get. One of them, as a very obvious example, the fact that they don't understand and don't question anything regarding our Father. This is why sometimes I have been thinking whether or not it would be a good idea to refer to Father Satan by using another of his names, like Shiva (but Hindi people would assume they know best..) or Pan (Wiccan moron would probably think they know best themselves..) or some other less common name that would make him sound to the majority of people like a completely unknown deity.

This just because whenever I try to tell people about Father Satan and introduce this 'new image' that they have been ignoring, all I see in almost every case is disbelief, fear, anger and so on. At the moment, only one woman in UK seems very open to the idea of Satan being our True Creator and wants to give spiritual warfare a try... which in my list of people is under the voice "beyond surprising", but most of them just turn away.

My ex, as you know, has been another utter failure and after all this time has never managed to even begin getting close to Father. I should have known much earlier that I would have ditched her eventually. I guess "hope" never really dies, does it?

So, one of the things I would do with people and this thought-altering skill (if I had any control over it or managed to perfect it.. that'd be great) is to make them curious about Father Satan, making them open minded, making them question things they know nothing about, and so on. So, basically, you could say that I would perform the White/Black/Asian Awakening Ritual all in one, but in a comfortable instantaneous "thought tampering" version.

Then sure, I can also see this skill as something potentially even deadly and perhaps a great weapon to use against one's opponents, not denying that sounds like a super effective skill (especially since people rarely have a better control than we do over our minds).. stopping someone from arresting you, stopping an attacker, "force-befriending" an enemy..

I have to say though, Brother... I have been seeing reactions like this from others too. Thinking some work of Magick that alters someone else's willpower as "immoral" or "wrong". Don't get me wrong, I don't plan to let any power I will ever learn get the best of me and turn me into some ..lust driven monster or vengeful little prick or something like that, but I do trust HPS Pythia possibly more than any other Human, regardless of the fact that we barely ever even spoke. I understand the whole morality concept of not letting oneself be driven by the power, but I also don't believe we should limit ourselves while aiming to become Gods. There's either one way or another.. holding our horses because we're experimenting with too much power should, in my opinion, only be done when we feel we are not yet ready to deal with the power, lest we just end up cockblocking our already difficult spiritual evolution.

And this is a perfect point of this post to answer your question...

I have been thinking, right after I read your question, about what in Hell was that event that got me the experience the 'dross' or whatever it was raising up my spine. I assumed it was in one of these super long (but apparently so very useful) threads, but I didn't know where to begin and I forgot what keywords I could have looked for.
Then I clicked on a random page number and lo and behold, there it is:

https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=35374&p=187157#p185873

I remembered this was not so long after you mentioned you had seen a yellow lightning, and I begun to visualize my energy differently, not so much as a color but as pure electricity. Then I made it yellow (the color of the Solar chakra not for nothing). That's when I felt that stuff being detached and moving up to my heart, and that's shortly after I have started being fascinated with emerald green color again.
I wouldn't be too surprised if you felt attracted to vibrant blue color in the next few days. You said it "hit" the throat chakra, right? Knowing that region, I'd also advise you to be careful about your emotional state, not to forget that what could manifest as something like a violent lash or outburst MAY be caused by this 'dross' being storaged in your throat for the time being.

And now the reason why I said this was a perfect point to answer this question:

I found the post I linked before doing the 72 names ritual and Ritual, but wanted to get the rituals done before I would reply to you and take my time with the answer. I think that decision REALLY paid off.

I was finishing the 72 names rituals. I can remember the exact moment, it was when I was vibrating SATANAS, I was at the -TAN- sounds.
Now I don't know how I will describe this to you, but I felt something strong in my head.
I have been feeling the sound of the names vibrate in my head and even in the nose since like the second line in the ritual. It surprised me as I don't feel sounds vibrate that strong and clear in me when I do.
When I vibrated that couple of sounds in SATANAS it was absurd... I guess I can compare the feeling to having a drill working its way from the top of my head to the pineal gland. I think nothing will describe the sensation better. It wasn't painful at all, or not even particularly pleasurable.. It just "was". I felt it so intense that for a moment I thought whether or not I should stop vibrating the sounds and return to it a minute later, but I decided to continue.

This reminded me of the 'dross moving up from my 2nd/3rd chakras and into the heart chakra', but it was different.. much more noticeable, impossible to deny.

And to tell you the truth, Brother, I never before felt how sounds could be truly strong, only today did I feel the obvious effect of a vibration.

Another note (as it may be important): as yesterday was the first time I did this 72 names ritual and I only did one repetition for each name, I decided today I was going to do the 3 recommended, but I didn't want to play the entire audio file again and again, so I vibrated each name three times and moved to the next, so 72, 72, 72, 71, 71, 71, and so on until I did 1, 1, 1.
Just so that if you want to do it exactly like I did and see if you get any effect like this you can do it too.

I hope this post answers your question (the main answer for feeling what I did up to the hearth chakra in the end was "yellow lightning" and "standing straight with my back", while sitting cross legged as I often do while meditating and doing rituals) and that this new experience with vibration that acts on the physical casts some more light on your understanding.

Oh, and thanks for the necklace/props advice. I normally clean all of my stuff with golden energy, including the whole house daily with my personal AoP.

Hail Father Satan!

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

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Have you ever considered trying to directly contact Lerajie in some way? If she seems so evidently to want to communicate with you I mean...

 

[Apprentice]

Things will keep happening one way or another, and if that bother you then it's probably going to be a rough ride, but if you can shut it off and leave your life more peacefully nothing has the potential to harm you.

Hello dear Brother. A lot has transpired since my last post. Well, the bad sleep quality I was experiencing got gradually worse. I was at my wits end. I had a feeling that the working I'm currently doing to obliterate bad planetary influences had something to do with it. So I thought to myself "Rather a painful end than an endless pain" and asked the Powers for guidance. A day or two later a chain of thoughts started to incubate in my head. I suddenly remembered that roughly two decades ago I was diagnosed with asthma. Back then I was prescribed a medication meant for sudden asthma attacks. I used the meds and all but quit after a year or two after losing some 60 pounds of body fat (I was fat as a fuck back then). Thinking back at it, I felt that the doc didn't dig deep enough. I learned that there are asthma medications with different effects. Some have prolonged effect while others are meant for attacks only. The thing is, I have never had asthma attacks. The symptom I was experiencing back then was laboured breathing.
During sleep the breathing gets shallow because the organism doesn't need that much oxygen. If the airways are constricted, this means you are not getting enough oxygen during sleep. Even now I felt that I'm making myself to breathe deeply after waking up but as soon as I turn my attention elsewhere, I'm back to shallow breathing and the body is again low on oxygen. Morning headaches were starting to be pretty regular because the brain is deprived of oxygen during sleep. I also learned that asthma and apnea are often complicated by shared comorbidities and potential for multidirectional casual pathways, i.e., obstruction, inflammation, obesity and rhinitis.

Recent studies have shown that there is a link between bronchial asthma and OSA and there is a bidirectional relationship where each disorder adversely influences the other one.
There are more than enough evidences that OSA is not uncommon among asthma patients; however, it is poorly investigated. OSA is largely overlooked in patients having uncontrolled asthma. Patients with poor asthma control despite optimal recommended management need to be screened for possible OSA so as to reduce treatment cost, morbidity, and improved quality of life in such patients.

I have been allergic to all sorts of pollen since early childhood and possibly mold and airborne fungi, too (this was tested and verified). If you grow up like this, you can't really tell that something is serioulsy wrong. So, considering all of the above I went and got myself new medications. I had an annoying headache that day because the day before was intense, stressful and long so I slept poorly.
After the first night on meds, fuck me, what a difference! My body is still recalibrating itself but the sleep is so much more restful. My breathing is free and I don't have to labor to inhale. I feel much more happy, content and eager to do things.
Imagine Air person without much needed Oxygen? Not really.
Wonder, why was I "blessed" with all this shit. Maybe too much potential in the eyes of the enemy. Vaccine-induced perhaps? My parents were ignorant so I was given everything a growing boy needs.
I also feel it is time to taper off on those nicotine pouches. They gave me some relief back then when my sleep was completely fucked after going cold turkey on vaping.

Anyway. Love the group offensive so far, haven't missed a day. Work schedule loosened up a bit so everything is smooth currently.
Much respect and love to you, dear Brother. Talk 2 U soon!

 

[Apprentice]

I'm surprised you don't see and hear more than you do with that skill.

Thank fuck I don't, Brother. I know I'm not yet ready for hearing and/or seeing the astral. It would be too much too soon.
Actually, I have come to enjoy the instrument flight. IMO it helps to build blind, unwavering faith and trust towards the Powers. It also helps to increase your own power and build strong confidence.
Why I quoted this from an old post, you might ask. Well, there is a new post that describes the shitshow that some more open members have to endure:
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=46066

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

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I'll answer here all in one as I need to make time for meditations and training, Brother.

Thanks for the link to that post. Sometimes I wonder how others seem to already have read something posted the same day, linked into their own post and have that post approved. It usually takes a day for mine to get through.
Much appreciated though. I have been having problems at work (very clearly from people that are mentally and spiritually very inferior and easily usable by the enemy) and for a couple of days I've been worried about my job, but I think it's safe to say it was a plain scare tactic with nothing to be used against me. Should have fucking known. All to distract me from my Rituals.

Speaking of Rituals, I just said this again in that post you linked to me from Sybellum, I have been trying something new: when I reach the affirmations in the Rituals (including the SATANAS and AUM) I visualize myself in the middle of the Quintessence, picturing the ginormous dimension made of blacklight color, and I speak the affirmations directly into the Quintessence. I feel this is brutally boosting the Ritual's power, especially as I am relatively new to these rituals and these older Rituals I had never done before. To actually feel results such as my base chakra vibrating and humming and something else in my head, connecting the crown to the pineal gland.. that was something, Brother. I was blown away by the effect. (This last one happened while vibrating SATANAS, FYI.)

Regarding your breathing, I think it's probable that the enemy has made this existing problem into something bigger as this period seems to have had an effect on everyone of us. They know they're losing. This scares them horribly and they try every little trick to postpone their INEVITABLE DEATH AND UTTER DESTRUCTION. I've been seeing this happening for a while. They use people that are easily manipulated into having a go at us, abusing their power, abusing people verbally and emotionally, threats and whatnot.
For over a day I almost believed I was going to lose my job because of a manager that abused his power against me and another guy. This isn't my manager so fuck him, the other guy.. don't know yet. Thing is, Brother, try not to let anything get a hold of you.

You have to be like an impenetrable fortress. If it's temporarily harder to reach our Gods without stumbling into some lowlife shit that poses as one of our Gods, make it a habit of always going through Father Satan and asking for confirmations, being very careful anyway. I found using mantras like SATANAS and Gods' names helps as a "private line" to our Gods rather than merely focusing on them. I understand HP Pythia's words on how it is that the dead don't seem to make any spiritual progress, and how this relates to them not being able to speak words of power. "Words of Power" is actually a very precise definition here. This reminds me, once again, of "Magick Spell". Speaking the Words. "In the beginning there was the Word"... right? The bastards stole everything from us, but they can never keep it as it doesn't belong to them. WE ARE TAKING IT ALL BACK NOW.

Be patient and strong, Brother, I have a lot of faith in you. I don't think it's a coincidence that some of us here seem to befriend each other. As Spiritual Satanists we are Family in every sense of the word.

Hail Father Satan Forever! Ave Zeus!