luftursols
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I have been having bad dreams lately. I believe it is because I lulled in my meditations. I took it as a reminder and positive in reinforcement to get back on track with meditations, basically where the beginner program ends and adding new ones. These dreams are vivid and nasty. They feel like trials. I don't get upset about dreams, except if it I could done more. I can remember them when I wake and analyze them so I guess in a way I make progress. The last one, really motivated me to fight. I'm new so I felt like I should be on the sidelines until I'm ready to jump in. This is not the case, we are at TOTAL WAR. There will be no safe quarter no prisoners, and no mercy. The evil is unhuman and alien. No one can afford to sit one sidelines. I realized I have to balance meditations. Just doing it, and putting forth some effort I'm finding is the key. I am improving the next time and again.
I did the Reverse Torah Ritual for October. I sit in the easy pose, which does become painful after a while, a burning stretching pain. It became almost unbearable during the Ritual, but something told me this would elevate my energy, which I am sure it did. During the last part after the 9 repetitions, a ~1 lb change jar fell off the windowsill as if an attempt to distract me. Needless to say I finished off with a loud HAIL SATAN FOREVER!
I did the Reverse Torah Ritual for October. I sit in the easy pose, which does become painful after a while, a burning stretching pain. It became almost unbearable during the Ritual, but something told me this would elevate my energy, which I am sure it did. During the last part after the 9 repetitions, a ~1 lb change jar fell off the windowsill as if an attempt to distract me. Needless to say I finished off with a loud HAIL SATAN FOREVER!