Really Sick of Jehovian Entities Screwing With Me

[kevin_burkhard]

I don't share much, but lately Jehovian entities have really been screwing with me. Not with threats, which they probably know I would just cackle off and would make them suffer in do time for (I'm not super great at the occult yet, getting there though). No instead they've chosen to mess with my subconscious like the weak losers they are.
At first it was doubt they tried creeping in, but my mind is logical so doubt was easily defeated, but it wouldn't go away and that's what raised an eye brow. Disclosure I'm a high functioning autistic so yeah things will get stuck in my mind and cycle for a bit if for anything else to make me miserable, but this felt more deliberate, but ultimately it stopped.
Now a new misery has taken it's place. Nihilism or a severe version of it where I can't stop focusing on the inevitable end of existence (can some clarify if that's a thing, cause I suspect it isn't, but would love input on this) and how ultimately everything is pointless and this has gotten to the point where it's making me depressed and interrupting my sleep.
Yet here's the kicker, if I convert back to a Judaic religion then everything will be fine. This pisses me off, they think that I'm that stupid and weak that a little depression and misery is going to make me break my oath to Satan. As if! These fucks have no honor and it sickens me. Satan and the Gods of hell have been there for me, helped me several times, they didn't intimidate me, threaten me, make me miserable, but these fucks pull these sneaky bullshit.
No worries. I'm gearing up for a counter, exorcism, cleansing (a lot of it), Aura of protection, smugging, barriers, ritual for protection, and definitely some self hypnotism to undo their damage. Just thought I'd share though. If anyone has any advise or can comment on the nature of existence ending (If it does) I'd appreciate that greatly. 

Hail Satan

 

[dark_pagan_666]

If I remember correctly, Maxine once asked Father Satan how big the universe is, and he replied with "It is infinite". That means a never ending existence, the universe is big enough for all of us, were we can live, create and destruct.

The universe is made this way, so we can always expand our knowlegde, always get enlightned, always explore. There are no limits. With Satan, satanism, we have no limitations to ourselves. When we reach godhead, immortality. There are endless of experiences waiting for each and one of us.

 

[babyb00m]

There is a sermon written on the afterlife.

The Afterlife
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic4876.html 
The following working was originally posted by High Priestess Maxine Dietrich here: https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... pics/91036

FULL WORKING:

When you have an energy buzz, such as after a yoga session, do the following:

1. Visualize yourself engulfed in powerful white-gold light.

2. Affirm:
'My aura is constantly deflecting and repelling any and all negative energy, spite, ill will and curses directed at me and is always returning it right back to those who send it.' 'I am aligning these protective energies with those of my Brothers and Sisters in Satan.'

3. Recite a full Satanic rosary 'SURYAE' [the mantra for the sun, which is very effective in cleaning the aura and in deflecting negative energies]
SUUU-RR-YAH-YAY

!! ENGULF YOURSELF IN WHITE-GOLD LIGHT, LIKE THAT OF THE SUN AND VIBRATE 'SURYAE' INTO THIS LIGHT 108 TIMES USING THE ROSARY. IF YOU DO NOT HAVE A SATANIC ROSARY, THEN COUNT THE 108 VIBRATIONS ANY WAY THAT YOU ARE ABLE TO.

4. Vibrate AUM 9 times, AH at your solar chakra, UU at your throat chakra and MM at your 6th chakra/pineal gland.

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PARTIAL WORKING:

Just do steps 1 and 2.

You can begin this at any time. All of our energies will link up and deflect the curses and related and send the ugly energies right back to them.

FOR BOTH THE FULL AND PARTIAL WORKINGS, REPEAT STEPS ONE AND TWO SEVERAL TIMES A DAY, EVERY DAY, TO REINFORCE THE AURA AND WORKING. FEEL THE ENERGY, WHICH WILL GROW AND GROW.  

 

[kevin_burkhard]

Thanks. I've done that 40 days before, but it seems it's a good time to do them again. 

 

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

Welcome to my life bro. I've been going through these attacks myself for the past years... and if all you listed above is all you go through, I go through more than that. These jehovahs make my life a living pain in  the ass almost everyday. Some days worst than others. I'm actually surprised I've lasted this long without breaking, then again... it just leads me to believe that the Gods and Goddesses of Hell are looking after me... I don't believe in coincidences because far too many has happened in my life for me to not believe this is the case. Just got to hang in there dude, as far as I'm concerned there's a war going on, there is no "honor" in war. You play every card you can, so you can win whether it be dirty or not. These jehovahs (angels) have threatened to kill my loved ones, they threatened to chop me up in little pieces and even devour me, they physically attacked more more than a few times... not to mention, they telepathically talk shit to me calling me every name in the book, and that's an everyday thing. They control my mind at times, making me insult Satan and his Demons and Demonesses (which I hate the most), and they do a few more things that totally fuck with me, but hey... most I can do is meditate, meditate, meditate. The more I do that, the more I noticed I can deal with their BULLSHIT. Anyways bro, good luck to you, and keep your faith strong in Satan and the Gods and Goddesses of Hell/Duat, and just know you're not alone, I struggle with ya.
Last but not least, I notice a lot of SS are autistic including myself to a small extent, weird... I wonder why that is?

 

[frizzard56]

richardlesterhailsatan11. You described what I have been going through for the past six months. With the exception of insulting Father Satan, and the daemons. They really did give me a good run for my money though, they almost managed to convince me, that the insults were my own thoughts. Father Satan, and I rarely expose my feelings, but for the sake of this, I will. I was very distraught one day, and I cried, mourning to Father Satan to take away all of the tormenting bullshit they were putting me through. In less than a day, they were fully exposed. Almost every thought I had at the time, roughly 2 1/2 months ago, were not my own from what I learned. It still happens, but due to void meditation, I am far better able to clear my mind of unwanted thoughts. They still insult the shit outta Father Satan, and the like, but it's usually when I am doing something to break their bullshit


I've actually been posssessed by those angelic human hating odious filthy disgusting asshole bastards many times. But, that has passed. I'm gonna tell you now, even what you are going through pales in comparison to what I have been through. 20 years without even knowing they were there, and a fuckton of delusion, and confusion along the way, chalked full of half sane psychological state of mind from 8yrs, to 28. But, the time when it was at its entire worst, was from 19 to 28. I went completely insane, and looking back now, I seemed totally beyond repair. All kinds of sociopathic, and psychotic tendencies, along with hatred towards my family for bothering me while doing 'anything', And, that's just the tip of the iceberg. Almost ten years of( imagine the total mania form of pisstian nueroticism)  Because I listened to two I just recently banished, which came at my birth. Now, almost 29, I'm a lot more psychologically sound that I have ever been. Those things tried to kill me on many accounts, even recently, almost up till the time I banished(although I would like to say annihilated because I HATED THEM THAT MUCH, them.) The most skilled psychological interrogator for any government wouldn't be able to pull off shit like this. I also understand your situation, and worse(that having been[past tense] my own.) Before I came to Father Satan I was better off dead. He saved me...

 

[richardlesterhailsatan11]

Gosh dang dude, I hear ya... hard to imagine all of the shit you had to go through, although I have an idea... The delusions they (angels) put me through everyday is intense... they make me believe that I'm a 'sacrifice' and I'm to be devoured and eaten. They also make me believe that my whole family (brother, sister, mom, dad, grandmother) are telepathic and can see right through me. They also make me believe that they are not human, and that this whole world revolves and was set up for me. Have you ever seen the movie Truman Show with Jim Carey? They make me believe my life is like that, but very negative version of the Trueman Show. Everyday is a struggle, and I'm currently trying to beat a meth addiction as well. Which also plays a role in my torment by these beings.

 

[frizzard56]

It's that damn meth they're playin' on, Imma tell you that right now! It's what they tried to kill you with.

I mean not to seem forceful in my words above though. I am decently concerned... This is something I think might help, or at least, I hope it does!

This is an excerpt from the Al-Jiwah:

I was, am now, and shall have no end. I exercise dominion over all creatures and over the affairs of all who are under the protection of my image. I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need. There is no place in the universe that knows not my presence.

Call to Father Satan.