Hello comrades and friends of JOS! My name is Court and I performed the dedication ritual about 3 weeks ago and since then I have been doing the RTR and actively researching and listening to various mp3s/sermonson the Joy Of Satan website. My question is in regard to the section "Death, the Afterlife and Hell" (The Truth About Hell). My older brother Nick died in a terrible accident about 9 months ago. I do not wish to go into detail about the specific causes of his death right now, but it was sudden, extremely shocking and traumatic for me and my family. He was the golden child, extremely intelligent, ivy league honors graduate, athletically gifted, and an all around iron clad guy. I understand that Satan's Hell is a safe haven for souls who are of Satan. In contrast to souls who go to the light when leaving their physical bodies through death; Satan is responsible and protective. "He sends Demons to escort Satanic souls to Hell. This is to ensure these souls will be protected from the light, which is of the enemy". The Christian "Hell" is a deceitful and terrorizing place...where the "horror stories come from ...and angels have taken some unfortunate individuals on a personal tour of this, as they are human hating." My brother in NO WAY bought into any of the Judeo/Christian garbage that is so forcefully prevelent in this world like a disease. But i read that these "angels" are evil and manipulative, and will even use an individual's past lives if they were christian to exploit them and misguide them toward the light. Nick was not a satanist either (as he never performed any dedication that i am aware of) so i am constantly stricke with paranoid and destructive thoughts that he is in a BAD place right now. I love my brother very much. Although he was not a satanist, he embodied so many virtues that i see are common among spiritual satanists. A driven individual, a rebel, a warrior with an undoubtedly loving and strong soul. He was my rock, my inspiration and I miss him dearly every day. Can you please help me understand on a deeper level what might be the reality of my brother's situation? I am in a very dark and depressing place right now, worrying a lot about my brother. As a result my mind has wandered off the rails a bit. I am a very new member of JOS afterall and I understand i know very little. I listened to one of High Priest Hooded Cobra's sermons regarding the Aryan race and the interconnectedness in spiritual family trees and possibility of reconnecting with ancestors. (My family is of 100% Aryan heritage by the way). This was very comforting, thank you very much. I do still feel his presence quite strongly still as we are brothers and i refuse to let go of him, buy is there a way i can reconnect/communicate with my brother on a deeper level and help him? I am very grateful I found Joy Of Satan in this dark time of my life, but as I research and dig deeper spiritually i have found that i am overwhelmed with more worry and fear. Please help and thank you so much for your time and consideration. Hail Satan! -court g