Re: Killing myself

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No my mom caught me practicing which craft broke all my stuff and put a hole in my door and I cant stand her I've had a really long people I'm not gonna do anything I'm just struggling

 

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I'm so sorry I had people not exactly helping I've been real depressed recently I've lost all motivation to the point the enemy is through boulders at me and there all hitting me

 

[thisisafalsealias]

Please hang in there man I believe you & Satan cares

 

[dypetrod]

It's been 6 days, but I hope you see this. 
It sucks that your mom did that to you. But she's not the only one. Most parents are intolerant of their children practicing other religions, especially if they're Christian, which I believe is the case. But you will eventually break free from this.
But for now, just know that what you just described she did is not really the end for you, even if it may feel like it is. The good news is you don't need any material stuff to practice Zevism/Zevist Witchcraft. In Zevism, all you need is literally inside you. You can meditate silently without your mom noticing. If you fear she may be watching you through the hole in your door, you can lie down and meditate with your eyes closed while she will probably think you are just sleeping. This is something no one can ever take away from you.
It's a difficult time for you, but Zevism is a path for the strong. And if you posted this here, this probably means you still have interest in this path. Hope you get up and remain strong. At least try it. Rely on what you can do discreetly. All you need is some way to access the TEMPLE OF ZEUS website, which you have. I mean...if you see this message, it means you still have a way to access the website. All you need to know is there. Take your time to study it, and practice the meditations to advance steadily. 
Good luck.

 

[shade00013]

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Please don't kill yourself. We're here for you. Satan is here for you. Satan would never want you to kill yourself. We need you. I need you, sibling in Satan. We're all a big family here. There is nothing more devastating than a potential person of the Gods killing him or herself. Hang in there. Be strong.

Ave Zeus!

 

[sahasrara bliss]

 
All you need is to stand before the mirror and have pity on yourself and forgive yourself. Then self love and self care may follow. 

You need to be your own friend. Nobody can understand anyone. One can only understands himself inside out. 

On Sun, Sep 23, 2018 at 6:54 AM, hunterharris903@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   I'm so done with this life I came home no will to live if there is a god he fuvking hates me I've gone to every religion even this and now I'm losing all faith I just want to be happy and not miserable I tried summoning a succubus meditation I just want someone who cares about me and noone gives a fuck if I die if something doesnt change bye tommorow I'm gonna slit my wrist I tried today but my knife was dull and it didnt work I mine as well say goodbye now because I doubt anything's gonna change

 

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I'm just struggling like fuck and I constantly feel the need to go back to christianity my father explained everything I had wrong about Christian's I want to stay the only things that christianity did was get my mom sober yet every stupid fuvking fiber in my body wants to leave the one thing I've been welcomed to

 

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Christian's are natural born liars and con artists. Best not to pay attention to what they say.

 

[Taol]

Hunterharris, even if you have to play a christian just to be safe, father Satan will understand.
There is nothing wrong with saving your own skin. If you stay Zevism at heart and keep on meditating you will be fine.

Just remember to do aura cleaning every time after you went to church (other than what you do stansard daily) or when you had to listen to dumb religious people and to make sure to reinforce your aop and maybe add a second one to repel xian energies.

Also, bind those people. It doesnt harm them just prevents them from harming you or standing in your way. Even parents and siblings.
By the way you can turn the binding spell into a 40 day working..
And you can also make use of the astral temple you make.

 

[dypetrod]

This is a trick. Whenever a new person comes to Satan, the enemy will try what they can to bring this person back to Christianity and remain imprisoned by it. Christianity basically needs to forcefully keep people in it, as opposed to Zevism which no one forces you in. Satan does not push himself to anyone like the Christian enemy does all the time. If they didn't constantly tell people all their lies about their Yehubor's leader, probably no one would be willing to join their filthy program by themselves.
Now I'm not saying your father is your enemy. He just probably doesn't know that Christianity is a fake program created by yehuborim to enslave Potential people of the Gods. He blindly believes it is a good program. And you, being 15 years old, probably won't really be able to convince him of the opposite, because he likely won't take you seriously even though you have good intentions to enlighten him.

 

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Don't commit suicide. You lose everything when you do. Father showed me that if I want killed, more than once I committed suicide due to the situation I was in.

You can be stuck in your death state, worse..shatter your soul.

 

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Like I tell everyone that is faced with problems they cannot see their way out of. Pray! Remember this too...did you choose Satan? Or did Satan choose you? Ave Zeus!

 

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Please don't kill yourself, we love you and so does Father too! You are one of his beloved children and we and all Zevists and the demon are one big family! 

 

[mirela_14]

Suicide is not the answer.

The Clergy has said that things will only get worse before we finally win.

You have a healthy body now but things might be different if you decide to commit suicide.

You'll reincarnate. And you might have a weak or I'll body.

Things are temporary. You need to be strong and realize that you will leave your mother behind at do point. Focus on the things you can do or create an astral plane. It can be difficult, but I'm sure you're strong.

We all need to be strong for the Gods and for Father Satan.

Talk to Him at night. And focus on the things that are easy to do and don't raise any suspicion (void meditation, Aura of Protection, Aura cleaning, etc).

Father Satan understands what you must be going through.

But do *not* waste this life by committing suicide. That's exactly what the enemy wants.

I wish you good luck.

Hail Father Satan!