Re: Killing myself

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People who just start in Satanism then choose to lose by wanting to commit suicide will not have any success with a Succubus, nor do they deserve one. You said you're 15 years old, so you are ignorant of virtually everything.

If you doubt things will change, then they won't. You create your reality, and suicide is losing.

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No my mom caught me practicing which craft broke all my stuff and put a hole in my door and I cant stand her I've had a really long people I'm not gonna do anything I'm just struggling

 

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I'm so sorry I had people not exactly helping I've been real depressed recently I've lost all motivation to the point the enemy is through boulders at me and there all hitting me

 

[thisisafalsealias]

Please hang in there man I believe you & Satan cares

 

[dypetrod]

It's been 6 days, but I hope you see this. 
It sucks that your mom did that to you. But she's not the only one. Most parents are intolerant of their children practicing other religions, especially if they're Christian, which I believe is the case. But you will eventually break free from this.
But for now, just know that what you just described she did is not really the end for you, even if it may feel like it is. The good news is you don't need any material stuff to practice Satanism/Satanic Witchcraft. In Satanism, all you need is literally inside you. You can meditate silently without your mom noticing. If you fear she may be watching you through the hole in your door, you can lie down and meditate with your eyes closed while she will probably think you are just sleeping. This is something no one can ever take away from you.
It's a difficult time for you, but Satanism is a path for the strong. And if you posted this here, this probably means you still have interest in this path. Hope you get up and remain strong. At least try it. Rely on what you can do discreetly. All you need is some way to access the Joy of Satan website, which you have. I mean...if you see this message, it means you still have a way to access the website. All you need to know is there. Take your time to study it, and practice the meditations to advance steadily. 
Good luck.

 

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Please don't kill yourself. We're here for you. Satan is here for you. Satan would never want you to kill yourself. We need you. I need you, sibling in Satan. We're all a big family here. There is nothing more devastating than a gentile killing him or herself. Hang in there. Be strong.

Hail Satan!

 

[sahasrara bliss]

 
All you need is to stand before the mirror and have pity on yourself and forgive yourself. Then self love and self care may follow. 

You need to be your own friend. Nobody can understand anyone. One can only understands himself inside out. 

On Sun, Sep 23, 2018 at 6:54 AM, hunterharris903@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   I'm so done with this life I came home no will to live if there is a god he fuvking hates me I've gone to every religion even this and now I'm losing all faith I just want to be happy and not miserable I tried summoning a succubus meditation I just want someone who cares about me and noone gives a fuck if I die if something doesnt change bye tommorow I'm gonna slit my wrist I tried today but my knife was dull and it didnt work I mine as well say goodbye now because I doubt anything's gonna change

 

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I'm just struggling like fuck and I constantly feel the need to go back to christianity my father explained everything I had wrong about Christian's I want to stay the only things that christianity did was get my mom sober yet every stupid fuvking fiber in my body wants to leave the one thing I've been welcomed to

 

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Christian's are natural born liars and con artists. Best not to pay attention to what they say.

 

[Anti GoatFuckerV2]

Warning: Read before you think it's time you pull you AK-verbal47's at me, I do not state doing anything radical but on how to save someone's life from worse cases becoming radical. There is Terrorism and violence in the side of the KIKE RELIGIONS and seeing hunter's situation, I do not want to drive him to paranoia, I just want to tell him that it's time he takes action by binding his parents with ISA, Giba and Fehu(check that rune out in the runes section of the jos and tell me if that can do) rune binding combination. Isa and giba are powerful, plus fehu....
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Odin.html



Hunter, if you think your dad is right. Remember this to yourself, the Jewish talmud which has connections to the bible and xtianity has peedophilia and murder in it, and you're going to believe it or forget all that he said while pretending to comply?
It was once stated that you have to bind your parents if they treat you that way. ISA or Fehu(Incites fear making them pussies) can do the job.
Seeing and having to read your posts on that same concerning matter, give it right back at them but try not to go too far to killing them physically! You'll get yourself in trouble. Just bind them or if worse comes to WORST and that there REALLY is a need, reason and no gigantic consequence after killing them(if they will, please defend yourself or go to some kid welfare center or something, let the gov't take action but if they can't, try moving in with any family relative who is tolerant. Plan with them to move with you by checking for example if your cousins if they are the right people are available without having your parents know, if there is a way you'll survive, do it), do it with the deathspell curse if you have to like they're going to lunge at you with a knife:
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/DEATH.html

I am saying this incase your Xtian parents could be the same xtian mom who killed her son like in this article, right now, I worry a lot about you. I don't want you to become this statistic. And I am not relaying that your parents ARE like that(Are they?) but it will come to a point that this can happen if one cannot spiritually defend himself:
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Xtians/muslims can be killers even if parents like their kike masters, binding them will prevent them from doing so, if they REALLY plan to kill you and that you heard that they will TOTALLY meaning that there is a need, make sure you can still fend for yourself or live with cousins, uncle or aunt who you REALLY know are VERY tolerant about your faith. The goal is that you must try to live peacefully and peace has to be fought for, harsher ways must happen if things like in the article will happen to you. Brutality AGAIN is not what I am stating here, Adolf Hitler fought wars without having to be brutal like the ussr and allies because the kike slaves were the ones that believed the Jews to try killing all NS, that way Hitler had no choice. He even had peace treaties trying to stop wars. 
Plan your fights like Hitler did. If a war is necessary, do it. If there is no need, then try whatever means to prevent it. Hitler was trying to fight for peace wasn't he?
I hope this source is correct:
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Satan stands for justice. I feel like I've had it with Satanists dying or being in risk of their lives, the inquisition is over and we are no longer going to tolerate seeing a brother in pain. We're not sikhs!
We are not the aggressors, the kikes are. We are defending ourselves. Don't die, seeing your life right now, start binding them even if this means 40, 80, 120 or more days until they can't hurt you anymore. Please live, you will be saving lives one day considering that you are in this path right? Don't give up is cliche, how about saying that conflicts do happen in any degree so you yourself will face them and learn from them then applying on how to avoid these conflicts from arising again, even on others. The goal is to survive and advance.
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 Hope I helped, just tell me if there is something I got wrong. Whatever ignorace displayed, I hold responsibility over it, I still have a lot to learn.
 I hope this helped you, Hunter. If you want to save yourself, don't also forget the final rtr and Happy binding your xtian parents who treated you like that they are no parents, I subscribe to binding them, that is what I do if people want to put me to unpleasant places in life. Sometimes, you might want to consider referring yourself, your problems with your parents to Satan and the gods. You can try asking Satan in your mind to send someone to try getting your parents to the right mind. They'll listen and literally make great changes happen.
Note: coercion is the first step, the next steps will just get worse but not stop from there from my experience. I said parents incase your dad becomes another problem like your mom. I just worry about you and it's not bad for me to hand you the tools to stop your problems right? I thought we shouldn't be treating free knowledge of Satanism and the occult like macdonalds free meal tasters. We must not take Satanism and what it has given us for granted.
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On Thu, Oct 4, 2018 at 9:36 AM, hunterharris903@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   I'm just struggling like fuck and I constantly feel the need to go back to christianity my father explained everything I had wrong about Christian's I want to stay the only things that christianity did was get my mom sober yet every stupid fuvking fiber in my body wants to leave the one thing I've been welcomed to

 

[Taol]

Hunterharris, even if you have to play a christian just to be safe, father Satan will understand.
There is nothing wrong with saving your own skin. If you stay SS at heart and keep on meditating you will be fine.

Just remember to do aura cleaning every time after you went to church (other than what you do stansard daily) or when you had to listen to dumb religious people and to make sure to reinforce your aop and maybe add a second one to repel xian energies.

Also, bind those people. It doesnt harm them just prevents them from harming you or standing in your way. Even parents and siblings.
By the way you can turn the binding spell into a 40 day working..
And you can also make use of the astral temple you make.

 

[dypetrod]

This is a trick. Whenever a new person comes to Satan, the enemy will try what they can to bring this person back to Christianity and remain imprisoned by it. Christianity basically needs to forcefully keep people in it, as opposed to Satanism which no one forces you in. Satan does not push himself to anyone like the Christian enemy does all the time. If they didn't constantly tell people all their lies about their jewsus, probably no one would be willing to join their filthy program by themselves.
Now I'm not saying your father is your enemy. He just probably doesn't know that Christianity is a fake program created by jews to enslave gentiles. He blindly believes it is a good program. And you, being 15 years old, probably won't really be able to convince him of the opposite, because he likely won't take you seriously even though you have good intentions to enlighten him.

 

[thisisafalsealias]

Anti GoatFuckerV2 just gave some great advice. Christians and just people in general can be seriously deranged and just attack or kill children for absolutely no reason. Just a month ago some lunatic in my small town murdered two infants. You need to do what you gotta do to survive and if your pain is coming directly from an individual you have no choice but to exist around then binding them out of your way is entirely fair.

 

[thisisafalsealias]

People never like to believe that so called simple innocents can be so filthy but let me tell you my dad has threatened to kill me and kill the whole family plenty enough and has put his hands around my neck and tried to choke me before I threw him off (his spine is broken anyways) and he's a "good Catholic" who everybody feels sorry for. My mother just tells everybody that I'm a sick fucked up child and openly blames Satan and basically tries to make it look like I'm the next Adam Lanza, its been that way forever, and she as well is pretty much just a stone cold waste of space. She says I'm spoiled which makes no sense because you can just say anybody who's suffered is spoiled since their suffering wasn't worse compared to another person who suffered more. It's like raping someone and then telling them to forgive you while you rape them because you believe they're spoiled not to be killed afterwards. It's insane, these people are fucking crazy... some people get abused by a Christian then become Christian and abuse others because the Christianity is their only justification and they openly admit it but just don't stop. I honestly think all Christians eventually get sexual pleasure from causing pain to children and I'm not even joking.

I'll tell you what it's that a lot of people don't deserve to live and people are starting to figure it out. So if you're suffering from some worthless worm of a person just deal with it any way you can because some day people will all want to just slaughter all the worst of all in droves and their souls will not be coming back to experience any pleasure or fairness ever again. Pedos and serial abusers and psychopaths and everyone like that clearly do not deserve to live or have money, the only reason we don't do justice as much now is because all of this crime and abuse just keeps getting worse because the root problem hasn't been dealt with... The Jews.

But parents who abuse their children (not discipline but abuse) should have all their money taken away at least, I do not care if they're a sad innocent old lady who's white, if someone is doing a bad thing they should just be punished and rarely they should be punished incredibly, but in such a case some truly deserve a magnitude of suffering that is far beyond what is sane to give to anyone. So a lot of them should just be shot in the head, like actual child rapists and such, and others should just be punched in the face with a big red glove and then made to pay a fine. I'm not saying I want this to happen but there's something called the law which is this thing that's a part of countries and it ensures that bad people get what's coming to them and the country doesn't fall apart. This something is slowly being forgotten about.

We cannot afford to torture, it's past the point of no return for justice and many people like Jehova's Witnesses who have been getting away with child abuse forever desperately need to be permanently banned as an organization forever and all the people who were abusing their kids should be punched directly in the face and forced to give money to the kids. Problem solved, no need for torture or killing. And some day I think we may actually see some public humiliation and reparations from those who have fucked us over.

 

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Don't commit suicide. You lose everything when you do. Father showed me that if I want killed, more than once I committed suicide due to the situation I was in.

You can be stuck in your death state, worse..shatter your soul.

 

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Like I tell everyone that is faced with problems they cannot see their way out of. Pray! Remember this too...did you choose Satan? Or did Satan choose you? Hail Satan!

 

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Please don't kill yourself, we love you and so does Father too! You are one of his beloved children and we and all satanists and the demon are one big family! 

 

[mirela_14]

Suicide is not the answer.

The Clergy has said that things will only get worse before we finally win.

You have a healthy body now but things might be different if you decide to commit suicide.

You'll reincarnate. And you might have a weak or I'll body.

Things are temporary. You need to be strong and realize that you will leave your mother behind at do point. Focus on the things you can do or create an astral plane. It can be difficult, but I'm sure you're strong.

We all need to be strong for the Gods and for Father Satan.

Talk to Him at night. And focus on the things that are easy to do and don't raise any suspicion (void meditation, Aura of Protection, Aura cleaning, etc).

Father Satan understands what you must be going through.

But do *not* waste this life by committing suicide. That's exactly what the enemy wants.

I wish you good luck.

Hail Father Satan!