Re: I want to Die.

[veronikasmith]

Hi, brother.
As a fellow dedicated SS, who is doing what they should-and from your posts, it appears you are putting forth effort- I care. So here's at least one person who does. We don't know each other, and don't have to. I know that much about you, and that is enough. You are a valuable person and I care about you. I don't believe that people come here by mistake-at least not the ones who dedicate, etc. I'm not talking about ones looking to sell their soul or something. I believe there is something unique about the soul of each one here dedicated and putting forth effort like yourself.
These things you strive for in life, keep going after them. Work towards them daily, even if it isn't a whole lot. A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. We will help you along the way. I too have had posts with very few or no replies, and have found that making myself more specific usually helps.
I also recommend studying astrology. Really look at your own natal chart. Look at some others, too. You mentioned how you witness people with good lives who do not deserve them. Look at their chart, you may be surprised why their lives are the way they are and you will also discover that everyone has a Saturn, misfortune, no exceptions. Looking at other's charts brought me a lot of peace. There was a popular girl at my school who seemed to have everything. Wealth, beauty, friends, male admirers, nice clothes because of the wealth and even a big boob job because of it too. And at a young age. She reminded me of Regina George from Mean Girls. Her mom reminded me of Mrs George, too in looks and in letting her daughter get a boob job so young which is something I could see her doing. "I'm not like a regular mom, I'm a cool mom!"
Anyways, I looked at her chart. It was flooded with aspects for beauty and love and some for wealth too. I remember saying, "it's just HER." And it helped me not be so jaded and jealous that I wasn't popular and covered in Gucci. It wasn't that I'm an undesirable person, but fate gave her a boost. But you know what? That has been just about the extent of her life. Nothing BUT shopping at the mall, getting fucked and being something to look at. Her life is shallow. Her chart was covered in things most covet, but was so sided towards that, that she has nothing else in life. And some day she will get old too and her looks will fade. Her life will start to really seem empty.
Speaking of astrology, you know what's good about being SS and having knowledge? You can correct what you don't like in your chart. Make fate your bitch.
Another thing. There are planetary aspects such as the house and sign of your Saturn which can bring loneliness. Also if you have any planets in your twelfth house, it can bring it on too. Find out so you can 1.get some peace and /or understanding of why things are how they are and 2. Make whatever it is your bitch and fix it.
One more thing! It sounds like much of how you feel could be from and enemy attack, or bad planetary transits(check). Both have much of the same protocol. Cleaning, protecting, banishing, keeping your energies up, etc.
Please keep in mind the importance of regular ritual to feel closer to Satan.

 

[Ron Brown]

The thing is brother,no true Satanist is ever alone.Satan is right there with you.He says in the Al Jilwah that He is omnipresent.You may suffer today.Yes,it happens.But unlike other people,you are a Satanist.You do have power over fate.Whenever you call out to Satan,he always answers.its just in most cases people dont listen hard enough.

On Aug 11, 2017 1:02 AM, "veronikasmith@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Hi, brother.
As a fellow dedicated SS, who is doing what they should-and from your posts, it appears you are putting forth effort- I care. So here's at least one person who does. We don't know each other, and don't have to. I know that much about you, and that is enough. You are a valuable person and I care about you. I don't believe that people come here by mistake-at least not the ones who dedicate, etc. I'm not talking about ones looking to sell their soul or something. I believe there is something unique about the soul of each one here dedicated and putting forth effort like yourself.
These things you strive for in life, keep going after them. Work towards them daily, even if it isn't a whole lot. A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. We will help you along the way. I too have had posts with very few or no replies, and have found that making myself more specific usually helps.
I also recommend studying astrology. Really look at your own natal chart. Look at some others, too. You mentioned how you witness people with good lives who do not deserve them. Look at their chart, you may be surprised why their lives are the way they are and you will also discover that everyone has a Saturn, misfortune, no exceptions. Looking at other's charts brought me a lot of peace. There was a popular girl at my school who seemed to have everything. Wealth, beauty, friends, male admirers, nice clothes because of the wealth and even a big boob job because of it too. And at a young age. She reminded me of Regina George from Mean Girls. Her mom reminded me of Mrs George, too in looks and in letting her daughter get a boob job so young which is something I could see her doing. "I'm not like a regular mom, I'm a cool mom!"
Anyways, I looked at her chart. It was flooded with aspects for beauty and love and some for wealth too. I remember saying, "it's just HER." And it helped me not be so jaded and jealous that I wasn't popular and covered in Gucci. It wasn't that I'm an undesirable person, but fate gave her a boost. But you know what? That has been just about the extent of her life. Nothing BUT shopping at the mall, getting fucked and being something to look at. Her life is shallow. Her chart was covered in things most covet, but was so sided towards that, that she has nothing else in life. And some day she will get old too and her looks will fade. Her life will start to really seem empty.
Speaking of astrology, you know what's good about being SS and having knowledge? You can correct what you don't like in your chart. Make fate your bitch.
Another thing. There are planetary aspects such as the house and sign of your Saturn which can bring loneliness. Also if you have any planets in your twelfth house, it can bring it on too. Find out so you can 1.get some peace and /or understanding of why things are how they are and 2. Make whatever it is your bitch and fix it.
One more thing! It sounds like much of how you feel could be from and enemy attack, or bad planetary transits(check). Both have much of the same protocol. Cleaning, protecting, banishing, keeping your energies up, etc.
Please keep in mind the importance of regular ritual to feel closer to Satan.

 

[adept mage]

Death is NOT the solution these problems.The only way out is through life.Learn how to transform pain into power like I have.
www joyofsatan.org  
In the name of Satan!!

On 10 Aug 2017 03:26, "thesatanictruth666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:

  I feel like nobody cares. Satan doesn't care, the Gods don't even care.I feel so alone and ignored and I cant take the desolation anyone. I got mad about  2 years ago and asked Satan to either destroy me or help me. I'm still here, but nothing has changed. Nobody cares about the person who has feelings and cares about other Satanists. If another Satanist is going through hard times, I would try my best to help them. But when I'm having bad things happen, I get nothing. Why is that? Why was I born into this world to become a SS and try my best at it, only to get shut down. Why whenever I ask for a sign from Satan bad things happen? I'm not jewish. I sit and daydream sometimes about having a home of my own, my own wife and children, seeing the smiles on their faces, but then reality slaps me awake. I'm so poor and broken, an ugly wreck. There are people in life that do horrible things and they seem to be the happiest people. Why? Why was I meant to become a Satanist and why was I drawn to Satanism so much? Did Father Satan see something good in me? Why was I chosen to be a Satanist?I just want a normal life and be happy like everyone else.I admit that I'm not happy with the life ive been given, and the body I have.but I'm still alive to try and empower myself so I don't fade away into nothing. The sad part is: I feel like I'm doing it alone. I have not had any contact wth demons. I have not had any contact, or heard Satan's voice before. I want everything to end.I'm sick of living without life. I had told Father Satan that if someone, or some demon could tell me that I'm doing fine, that's all I need. I would become powerful and I wouldn't have worry anymore. I would know that I'm not alone anymore. but as always, Nothing Happens. Just like this topic, it'll probably get ignored again and fade into nothing.

 

[devilsAdvocate Nic]

Here's a word of advice from a person who is from the exact place that you are in right one. Am a very kind, giving and caring soul,  so I always expected that much, or even less... But at least some from the people around me. I imagine you rr not going to like what I tell you...

If people around you do not love you,  then love your self. I dnt know how that sounds....hopefully not rude, but just take it for what it is... I tried so hard, I pushed so much for people to like me by doing so much good... Some times absurd en ridiculous things and other times I turned into a clown just to entertain them, but...
It was always a but... Until father told me to stop.
Stop seeking for there love and attention... He told me if I had not realized it by then,  then he would lay it down straight for me. He told that am better off on my own, that I should embrace the loneliness and wear it as shield. It wasnt easy, but I did just that en trust me I have never been happier my entire life. Am not telling you to I isolate your self from the world, thats not exactly what I did. I just stopped investing my time in figuring out how to make people happy, to knowing how to make myself a happy and better person. Instead of waiting for people's help,  and care.... I cared for myself. If people around you dnt like you, trust me, and face it,  there's something about you that tunes that attitude from them towards you. Am not saying there's something awful about you, cause it might even be something good that tunes them off... If you know how gud can easily turn or seem bad.
In my case it was some type of desperation for love,  attention and approval.  Whenever I got a friend I wrapped myself upon the person like a leach and I would suffocate the person.... With my kindness, and care and I would give my all until it would seem wiered. And some where along those lines I expected that much in return... Which was never the case. The person instead too my kindness for weaknesses,  until my devotion as a friend seemed pathetic. I have just graduated from college as a fine art teacher,  so we have a staff room,  but I don't remember ever trying to make friends, I mind my business all day,  I smile from a distance, and I never ever go to start a pointless conversation with anyone. I dnt seek attention,  love or approval, but believe me when I tell you am the centre of attention. Am the golden girl everyone wants to talk to, but I dnt have much to say and it makes them curious,  both men and women. NB
If you want the people around you to love you then... Definitely start by loving yourself. And by loving yourself I mean take care of yourself. If you dnt like your body the freaking do something about it...
Dnt force yourself on them, you will only get hurt. I cud write about this all day,  but I hope from my few lines you pick something useful. Just love yourself and care for yourself... One last thing,  very very important - clean and empower your aura. That's very important right there...for a lot of reasons,  but we'll,  one thing at a time. Hail Satan
Hail all hell Devils advocate nic Dark blessings 



  Hi, brother.
As a fellow dedicated SS, who is doing what they should-and from your posts, it appears you are putting forth effort- I care. So here's at least one person who does. We don't know each other, and don't have to. I know that much about you, and that is enough. You are a valuable person and I care about you. I don't believe that people come here by mistake-at least not the ones who dedicate, etc. I'm not talking about ones looking to sell their soul or something. I believe there is something unique about the soul of each one here dedicated and putting forth effort like yourself.
These things you strive for in life, keep going after them. Work towards them daily, even if it isn't a whole lot. A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. We will help you along the way. I too have had posts with very few or no replies, and have found that making myself more specific usually helps.
I also recommend studying astrology. Really look at your own natal chart. Look at some others, too. You mentioned how you witness people with good lives who do not deserve them. Look at their chart, you may be surprised why their lives are the way they are and you will also discover that everyone has a Saturn, misfortune, no exceptions. Looking at other's charts brought me a lot of peace. There was a popular girl at my school who seemed to have everything. Wealth, beauty, friends, male admirers, nice clothes because of the wealth and even a big boob job because of it too. And at a young age. She reminded me of Regina George from Mean Girls. Her mom reminded me of Mrs George, too in looks and in letting her daughter get a boob job so young which is something I could see her doing. "I'm not like a regular mom, I'm a cool mom!"
Anyways, I looked at her chart. It was flooded with aspects for beauty and love and some for wealth too. I remember saying, "it's just HER." And it helped me not be so jaded and jealous that I wasn't popular and covered in Gucci. It wasn't that I'm an undesirable person, but fate gave her a boost. But you know what? That has been just about the extent of her life. Nothing BUT shopping at the mall, getting fucked and being something to look at. Her life is shallow. Her chart was covered in things most covet, but was so sided towards that, that she has nothing else in life. And some day she will get old too and her looks will fade. Her life will start to really seem empty.
Speaking of astrology, you know what's good about being SS and having knowledge? You can correct what you don't like in your chart. Make fate your bitch.
Another thing. There are planetary aspects such as the house and sign of your Saturn which can bring loneliness. Also if you have any planets in your twelfth house, it can bring it on too. Find out so you can 1.get some peace and /or understanding of why things are how they are and 2. Make whatever it is your bitch and fix it.
One more thing! It sounds like much of how you feel could be from and enemy attack, or bad planetary transits(check). Both have much of the same protocol. Cleaning, protecting, banishing, keeping your energies up, etc.
Please keep in mind the importance of regular ritual to feel closer to Satan.

 

[Andrienne Ng]

"I am ever present to help all who trust in Me, and call upon Me in time of need" 
"When temptation comes, I give My Covenant to him that trusts in Me"
"Those who suffer for My sake, I will surely reward in one of the worlds" - So saith Shaitan
From the Al-Jilwah, the Black Book of Satan
Just because you do not see, hear or feel Him, it does not mean He is not there. You have no idea how many times Father Satan has tried to reach you.
Stay strong Brother, for you are a Warrior of Satan. 
Remember this“Fate whispers to the warrior, you cannot withstand the storm,the warrior whispers back,I AM the storm”

Be the storm for Satan, and wipe out the joos forever.
My Utmost for Satan's Highest,Anya


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On Thu, Aug 10, 2017 at 9:48 AM, thesatanictruth666@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   I feel like nobody cares. Satan doesn't care, the Gods don't even care.I feel so alone and ignored and I cant take the desolation anyone. I got mad about  2 years ago and asked Satan to either destroy me or help me. I'm still here, but nothing has changed. Nobody cares about the person who has feelings and cares about other Satanists. If another Satanist is going through hard times, I would try my best to help them. But when I'm having bad things happen, I get nothing. Why is that? Why was I born into this world to become a SS and try my best at it, only to get shut down. Why whenever I ask for a sign from Satan bad things happen? I'm not jewish. I sit and daydream sometimes about having a home of my own, my own wife and children, seeing the smiles on their faces, but then reality slaps me awake. I'm so poor and broken, an ugly wreck. There are people in life that do horrible things and they seem to be the happiest people. Why? Why was I meant to become a Satanist and why was I drawn to Satanism so much? Did Father Satan see something good in me? Why was I chosen to be a Satanist?I just want a normal life and be happy like everyone else.I admit that I'm not happy with the life ive been given, and the body I have.but I'm still alive to try and empower myself so I don't fade away into nothing. The sad part is: I feel like I'm doing it alone. I have not had any contact wth demons. I have not had any contact, or heard Satan's voice before. I want everything to end.I'm sick of living without life. I had told Father Satan that if someone, or some demon could tell me that I'm doing fine, that's all I need. I would become powerful and I wouldn't have worry anymore. I would know that I'm not alone anymore. but as always, Nothing Happens. Just like this topic, it'll probably get ignored again and fade into nothing.

 

[sable.wolf616]

Yoda's advice you heed. Out of hatred, a deadly weapon forge. Your enemy find, and SUFFER MAKE him / her.   Oh, but always keep in mind that we are all the victims of the jew.   I always hated this quote being misinterpreted - renounce emotions, attachment, pain / joy = renounce your HUMANITY.    Turns out the Dark Side is more humane. But it's usually like that - the 'bad' guys have good motivations, yet alas, are portrayed by kikes. Racial separation, the drive to power, defiance against tyranny, etc.
  HS! 88!  

---In [email protected], <adept.mage@... wrote :

Death is NOT the solution these problems.The only way out is through life.Learn how to transform pain into power like I have.
www joyofsatan.org  
In the name of Satan!!

On 10 Aug 2017 03:26, "thesatanictruth666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:

 I feel like nobody cares. Satan doesn't care, the Gods don't even care.I feel so alone and ignored and I cant take the desolation anyone. I got mad about  2 years ago and asked Satan to either destroy me or help me. I'm still here, but nothing has changed. Nobody cares about the person who has feelings and cares about other Satanists. If another Satanist is going through hard times, I would try my best to help them. But when I'm having bad things happen, I get nothing. Why is that? Why was I born into this world to become a SS and try my best at it, only to get shut down. Why whenever I ask for a sign from Satan bad things happen? I'm not jewish. I sit and daydream sometimes about having a home of my own, my own wife and children, seeing the smiles on their faces, but then reality slaps me awake. I'm so poor and broken, an ugly wreck. There are people in life that do horrible things and they seem to be the happiest people. Why? Why was I meant to become a Satanist and why was I drawn to Satanism so much? Did Father Satan see something good in me? Why was I chosen to be a Satanist?I just want a normal life and be happy like everyone else.I admit that I'm not happy with the life ive been given, and the body I have.but I'm still alive to try and empower myself so I don't fade away into nothing. The sad part is: I feel like I'm doing it alone. I have not had any contact wth demons. I have not had any contact, or heard Satan's voice before. I want everything to end.I'm sick of living without life. I had told Father Satan that if someone, or some demon could tell me that I'm doing fine, that's all I need. I would become powerful and I wouldn't have worry anymore. I would know that I'm not alone anymore. but as always, Nothing Happens. Just like this topic, it'll probably get ignored again and fade into nothing.

 

[Ana Zurick]

This is very serious.
I have experienced many attacks and reading my astrological map I realized that my mind is weak and consequently I receive constant psychic attacks but it does not matter, all I want is to work for Father Satan my Supreme Master and prove how much I I love you so much, everything is futile on this earth close to your eternal greatness, everything is over and over but Satan is eternal and is the truth. How I want to work so that everyone in the world knows this and gives the due value and respect that our Lord deserves, and that everything that is happening is not going to happen.
As SS I learned a lot, but my marriage is about to fall apart because I can not take anything more seriously than it is not for Satan and my Gods.
Whatever you do do what you came to do, analyze the moment you made your Dedication to Satan and with what intention you did, you will discover that you walk from this intention that is the case of many here.
Many signs I do not understand and some and even hard to believe but often need to even believe.
You will overcome this bad moment. ♠ Hail Satan! Hail Azazel! Hail Gods of Hell! HH! H4! ♠
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On Friday, August 11, 2017 5:09 PM, "sable.wolf616@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Yoda's advice you heed. Out of hatred, a deadly weapon forge. Your enemy find, and SUFFER MAKE him / her.   Oh, but always keep in mind that we are all the victims of the jew.   I always hated this quote being misinterpreted - renounce emotions, attachment, pain / joy = renounce your HUMANITY.    Turns out the Dark Side is more humane. But it's usually like that - the 'bad' guys have good motivations, yet alas, are portrayed by kikes. Racial separation, the drive to power, defiance against tyranny, etc.
  HS! 88!  

---In [email protected], <adept.mage@... wrote :

Death is NOT the solution these problems.The only way out is through life.Learn how to transform pain into power like I have.
www joyofsatan.org  
In the name of Satan!!

On 10 Aug 2017 03:26, "thesatanictruth666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:

 I feel like nobody cares. Satan doesn't care, the Gods don't even care.I feel so alone and ignored and I cant take the desolation anyone. I got mad about  2 years ago and asked Satan to either destroy me or help me. I'm still here, but nothing has changed. Nobody cares about the person who has feelings and cares about other Satanists. If another Satanist is going through hard times, I would try my best to help them. But when I'm having bad things happen, I get nothing. Why is that? Why was I born into this world to become a SS and try my best at it, only to get shut down. Why whenever I ask for a sign from Satan bad things happen? I'm not jewish. I sit and daydream sometimes about having a home of my own, my own wife and children, seeing the smiles on their faces, but then reality slaps me awake. I'm so poor and broken, an ugly wreck. There are people in life that do horrible things and they seem to be the happiest people. Why? Why was I meant to become a Satanist and why was I drawn to Satanism so much? Did Father Satan see something good in me? Why was I chosen to be a Satanist?I just want a normal life and be happy like everyone else.I admit that I'm not happy with the life ive been given, and the body I have.but I'm still alive to try and empower myself so I don't fade away into nothing. The sad part is: I feel like I'm doing it alone. I have not had any contact wth demons. I have not had any contact, or heard Satan's voice before. I want everything to end.I'm sick of living without life. I had told Father Satan that if someone, or some demon could tell me that I'm doing fine, that's all I need. I would become powerful and I wouldn't have worry anymore. I would know that I'm not alone anymore. but as always, Nothing Happens. Just like this topic, it'll probably get ignored again and fade into nothing.

 

[alisha jayda1]

Sable I feel you, and hear you and it seems that all of us ss have come from hardship lives Because I haven't had a Rosey life too and I have so many ups and downs and I too and most of us ss have too, this Jew run world has made us all suffer and until we get rid of all the Jews we and the rest of humankinds are going to suffer, but you are not alone you have a ss family and Satan loves you and us all even if we haven't heard from them they are really busy fighting for us and we should be busy fighting for them and us as well, you would need to be open with your chakras and senses to be able to hear from Father Satan or the demons this could also be the reason you are not hearing from our gods demons, trying opening up your senses and also know you are loved, sending you love ?

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-------- Original Message --------
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I want to Die.
From: "sable.wolf616@... [JoyofSatan666]"
To: [email protected]
CC:

  Yoda's advice you heed. Out of hatred, a deadly weapon forge. Your enemy find, and SUFFER MAKE him / her.   Oh, but always keep in mind that we are all the victims of the jew.   I always hated this quote being misinterpreted - renounce emotions, attachment, pain / joy = renounce your HUMANITY.    Turns out the Dark Side is more humane. But it's usually like that - the 'bad' guys have good motivations, yet alas, are portrayed by kikes. Racial separation, the drive to power, defiance against tyranny, etc.
  HS! 88!  

---In [email protected], <adept.mage@... wrote :

Death is NOT the solution these problems.The only way out is through life.Learn how to transform pain into power like I have.
www joyofsatan.org  
In the name of Satan!!

On 10 Aug 2017 03:26, "thesatanictruth666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:

  I feel like nobody cares. Satan doesn't care, the Gods don't even care. I feel so alone and ignored and I cant take the desolation anyone. I got mad about  2 years ago and asked Satan to either destroy me or help me. I'm still here, but nothing has changed. Nobody cares about the person who has feelings and cares about other Satanists. If another Satanist is going through hard times, I would try my best to help them. But when I'm having bad things happen, I get nothing. Why is that? Why was I born into this world to become a SS and try my best at it, only to get shut down. Why whenever I ask for a sign from Satan bad things happen? I'm not jewish. I sit and daydream sometimes about having a home of my own, my own wife and children, seeing the smiles on their faces, but then reality slaps me awake. I'm so poor and broken, an ugly wreck. There are people in life that do horrible things and they seem to be the happiest people. Why? Why was I meant to become a Satanist and why was I drawn to Satanism so much? Did Father Satan see something good in me? Why was I chosen to be a Satanist? I just want a normal life and be happy like everyone else. I admit that I'm not happy with the life ive been given, and the body I have. but I'm still alive to try and empower myself so I don't fade away into nothing. The sad part is: I feel like I'm doing it alone. I have not had any contact wth demons. I have not had any contact, or heard Satan's voice before. I want everything to end. I'm sick of living without life. I had told Father Satan that if someone, or some demon could tell me that I'm doing fine, that's all I need. I would become powerful and I wouldn't have worry anymore. I would know that I'm not alone anymore. but as always, Nothing Happens. Just like this topic, it'll probably get ignored again and fade into nothing.

 

[L W]

Pain is no unfamiliar thing to any of us. I myself have felt the cold shill of loneliness, and know of its harshness. Believe me when I say that it does not last forever. Father is with you, and will always be with you, because you are a Satanist. 
Perhaps, you have been shown sign after sign. Perhaps it is not Satan who is undelivered in your cries for help, but your mind that does not allow you to see them. Please do not take this as an insult, because it is the farthest thing from it. You have to believe in yourself before you can truly believe in anything else. I think deep down inside you know this, because I have been in your shoes many times. Let go of the insecurities, accept who and what you are. Embrace your solitude, rather than loathe in being alone. It is ok to be by yourself, and sometimes, this is the greatest gift of all. To have the freedoms, some do not have. It is the ability to overcome what you immediately see and feel, to calm your mind, your senses, and your emotions, and to simply keep moving forward, reminding yourself of your goal. Of the day when this is over, to see our enemies fall writhing in their own folly. Believe in yourself, steel your mind and your heart. Mold yourself into the warrior you know you are. 
I hate to say this, but it is the truth that very little people are happy. Alot of people (including myself) put on false fronts, in order to blend in, to feel "normal" along with those who do the same. 
To truly live without life is to be a sheep, a mindless puppet (and when I say mindless, I mean MINDLESS) of the joo scum, and their slave. 
Recognize the gifts that have been given to you. To exemplify just one, and possibly the most important. Being a child of Satan and having the opportunity to fight those who have made the world into the hopeless shit-hole it is, to be given the chance to exalt yourself into higher purpose. 
Become who you want to be, confident, strong, practical, and free.The only thing holding you back are your own walls within your mind.

On Wednesday, August 16, 2017 8:29 PM, "alisha jayda kadiriyegul7@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Sable I feel you, and hear you and it seems that all of us ss have come from hardship lives Because I haven't had a Rosey life too and I have so many ups and downs and I too and most of us ss have too, this Jew run world has made us all suffer and until we get rid of all the Jews we and the rest of humankinds are going to suffer, but you are not alone you have a ss family and Satan loves you and us all even if we haven't heard from them they are really busy fighting for us and we should be busy fighting for them and us as well, you would need to be open with your chakras and senses to be able to hear from Father Satan or the demons this could also be the reason you are not hearing from our gods demons, trying opening up your senses and also know you are loved, sending you love ?

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-------- Original Message --------
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: I want to Die.
From: "sable.wolf616@... [JoyofSatan666]"
To: [email protected]
CC:

  Yoda's advice you heed. Out of hatred, a deadly weapon forge. Your enemy find, and SUFFER MAKE him / her.   Oh, but always keep in mind that we are all the victims of the jew.   I always hated this quote being misinterpreted - renounce emotions, attachment, pain / joy = renounce your HUMANITY.    Turns out the Dark Side is more humane. But it's usually like that - the 'bad' guys have good motivations, yet alas, are portrayed by kikes. Racial separation, the drive to power, defiance against tyranny, etc.
  HS! 88!  

---In [email protected], <adept.mage@... wrote :

Death is NOT the solution these problems.The only way out is through life.Learn how to transform pain into power like I have.
www joyofsatan.org  
In the name of Satan!!

On 10 Aug 2017 03:26, "thesatanictruth666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:

  I feel like nobody cares. Satan doesn't care, the Gods don't even care. I feel so alone and ignored and I cant take the desolation anyone. I got mad about  2 years ago and asked Satan to either destroy me or help me. I'm still here, but nothing has changed. Nobody cares about the person who has feelings and cares about other Satanists. If another Satanist is going through hard times, I would try my best to help them. But when I'm having bad things happen, I get nothing. Why is that? Why was I born into this world to become a SS and try my best at it, only to get shut down. Why whenever I ask for a sign from Satan bad things happen? I'm not jewish. I sit and daydream sometimes about having a home of my own, my own wife and children, seeing the smiles on their faces, but then reality slaps me awake. I'm so poor and broken, an ugly wreck. There are people in life that do horrible things and they seem to be the happiest people. Why? Why was I meant to become a Satanist and why was I drawn to Satanism so much? Did Father Satan see something good in me? Why was I chosen to be a Satanist? I just want a normal life and be happy like everyone else. I admit that I'm not happy with the life ive been given, and the body I have. but I'm still alive to try and empower myself so I don't fade away into nothing. The sad part is: I feel like I'm doing it alone. I have not had any contact wth demons. I have not had any contact, or heard Satan's voice before. I want everything to end. I'm sick of living without life. I had told Father Satan that if someone, or some demon could tell me that I'm doing fine, that's all I need. I would become powerful and I wouldn't have worry anymore. I would know that I'm not alone anymore. but as always, Nothing Happens. Just like this topic, it'll probably get ignored again and fade into nothing.

 

[Lupita]

I've been in your position. I was depressed, thinking about going to die. I searched for suicides articles on the internet, and arranging how myself going to die. Everyone I asked for help, seemed like doesn't care, I feel I'm on my own, my life is useless and I shall die for being such a burden.But theen, I started power meditation. You can check on Satanic page on jos for the kinds of power meditation. Or simply just did the 40'days challenge by HoodedCobra666. Make journals, don't skip your meditation. I promise you will feel different. Satan always help you, but if you refuse to listen to his help, then it is useless. Start power meditation asap!Hail Satan!

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On Aug 11, 2017, at 10:13 AM, devilsAdvocate Nic nic.dn6@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Here's a word of advice from a person who is from the exact place that you are in right one. Am a very kind, giving and caring soul,  so I always expected that much, or even less... But at least some from the people around me. I imagine you rr not going to like what I tell you...

If people around you do not love you,  then love your self. I dnt know how that sounds....hopefully not rude, but just take it for what it is... I tried so hard, I pushed so much for people to like me by doing so much good... Some times absurd en ridiculous things and other times I turned into a clown just to entertain them, but...
It was always a but... Until father told me to stop.
Stop seeking for there love and attention... He told me if I had not realized it by then,  then he would lay it down straight for me. He told that am better off on my own, that I should embrace the loneliness and wear it as shield. It wasnt easy, but I did just that en trust me I have never been happier my entire life. Am not telling you to I isolate your self from the world, thats not exactly what I did. I just stopped investing my time in figuring out how to make people happy, to knowing how to make myself a happy and better person. Instead of waiting for people's help,  and care.... I cared for myself. If people around you dnt like you, trust me, and face it,  there's something about you that tunes that attitude from them towards you. Am not saying there's something awful about you, cause it might even be something good that tunes them off... If you know how gud can easily turn or seem bad.
In my case it was some type of desperation for love,  attention and approval.  Whenever I got a friend I wrapped myself upon the person like a leach and I would suffocate the person.... With my kindness, and care and I would give my all until it would seem wiered. And some where along those lines I expected that much in return... Which was never the case. The person instead too my kindness for weaknesses,  until my devotion as a friend seemed pathetic. I have just graduated from college as a fine art teacher,  so we have a staff room,  but I don't remember ever trying to make friends, I mind my business all day,  I smile from a distance, and I never ever go to start a pointless conversation with anyone. I dnt seek attention,  love or approval, but believe me when I tell you am the centre of attention. Am the golden girl everyone wants to talk to, but I dnt have much to say and it makes them curious,  both men and women. NB
If you want the people around you to love you then... Definitely start by loving yourself. And by loving yourself I mean take care of yourself. If you dnt like your body the freaking do something about it...
Dnt force yourself on them, you will only get hurt. I cud write about this all day,  but I hope from my few lines you pick something useful. Just love yourself and care for yourself... One last thing,  very very important - clean and empower your aura. That's very important right there...for a lot of reasons,  but we'll,  one thing at a time. Hail Satan
Hail all hell Devils advocate nic Dark blessings 



  Hi, brother.
As a fellow dedicated SS, who is doing what they should-and from your posts, it appears you are putting forth effort- I care. So here's at least one person who does. We don't know each other, and don't have to. I know that much about you, and that is enough. You are a valuable person and I care about you. I don't believe that people come here by mistake-at least not the ones who dedicate, etc. I'm not talking about ones looking to sell their soul or something. I believe there is something unique about the soul of each one here dedicated and putting forth effort like yourself.
These things you strive for in life, keep going after them. Work towards them daily, even if it isn't a whole lot. A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. We will help you along the way. I too have had posts with very few or no replies, and have found that making myself more specific usually helps.
I also recommend studying astrology. Really look at your own natal chart. Look at some others, too. You mentioned how you witness people with good lives who do not deserve them. Look at their chart, you may be surprised why their lives are the way they are and you will also discover that everyone has a Saturn, misfortune, no exceptions. Looking at other's charts brought me a lot of peace. There was a popular girl at my school who seemed to have everything. Wealth, beauty, friends, male admirers, nice clothes because of the wealth and even a big boob job because of it too. And at a young age. She reminded me of Regina George from Mean Girls. Her mom reminded me of Mrs George, too in looks and in letting her daughter get a boob job so young which is something I could see her doing. "I'm not like a regular mom, I'm a cool mom!"
Anyways, I looked at her chart. It was flooded with aspects for beauty and love and some for wealth too. I remember saying, "it's just HER." And it helped me not be so jaded and jealous that I wasn't popular and covered in Gucci. It wasn't that I'm an undesirable person, but fate gave her a boost. But you know what? That has been just about the extent of her life. Nothing BUT shopping at the mall, getting fucked and being something to look at. Her life is shallow. Her chart was covered in things most covet, but was so sided towards that, that she has nothing else in life. And some day she will get old too and her looks will fade. Her life will start to really seem empty.
Speaking of astrology, you know what's good about being SS and having knowledge? You can correct what you don't like in your chart. Make fate your bitch.
Another thing. There are planetary aspects such as the house and sign of your Saturn which can bring loneliness. Also if you have any planets in your twelfth house, it can bring it on too. Find out so you can 1.get some peace and /or understanding of why things are how they are and 2. Make whatever it is your bitch and fix it.
One more thing! It sounds like much of how you feel could be from and enemy attack, or bad planetary transits(check). Both have much of the same protocol. Cleaning, protecting, banishing, keeping your energies up, etc.
Please keep in mind the importance of regular ritual to feel closer to Satan.

 

[alpha one]

I'll give u a small advice...keep increasing ur witchpower aka bioelectricity

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On Thu, 10 Aug 2017 at 7:18, thesatanictruth666@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   I feel like nobody cares. Satan doesn't care, the Gods don't even care.I feel so alone and ignored and I cant take the desolation anyone. I got mad about  2 years ago and asked Satan to either destroy me or help me. I'm still here, but nothing has changed. Nobody cares about the person who has feelings and cares about other Satanists. If another Satanist is going through hard times, I would try my best to help them. But when I'm having bad things happen, I get nothing. Why is that? Why was I born into this world to become a SS and try my best at it, only to get shut down. Why whenever I ask for a sign from Satan bad things happen? I'm not jewish. I sit and daydream sometimes about having a home of my own, my own wife and children, seeing the smiles on their faces, but then reality slaps me awake. I'm so poor and broken, an ugly wreck. There are people in life that do horrible things and they seem to be the happiest people. Why? Why was I meant to become a Satanist and why was I drawn to Satanism so much? Did Father Satan see something good in me? Why was I chosen to be a Satanist?I just want a normal life and be happy like everyone else.I admit that I'm not happy with the life ive been given, and the body I have.but I'm still alive to try and empower myself so I don't fade away into nothing. The sad part is: I feel like I'm doing it alone. I have not had any contact wth demons. I have not had any contact, or heard Satan's voice before. I want everything to end.I'm sick of living without life. I had told Father Satan that if someone, or some demon could tell me that I'm doing fine, that's all I need. I would become powerful and I wouldn't have worry anymore. I would know that I'm not alone anymore. but as always, Nothing Happens. Just like this topic, it'll probably get ignored again and fade into nothing.

 

[M P]

Satanictruth you must do Reverse Torah Rituals. More you will do them more important you will be for Satan. Noone is more important to Satan than a warrior is. Also do power meditations, so you will be more open and you will be able to recognize what Satan is telling you. Stay strong!Here is a link to Reverse Torah Rituals: RTR Rituals

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Hail Satan/Lucifer!
Hail Leraje!Hail Andras!

On Saturday, August 12, 2017 9:07 PM, "Ana Zurick anazurick@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  This is very serious.
I have experienced many attacks and reading my astrological map I realized that my mind is weak and consequently I receive constant psychic attacks but it does not matter, all I want is to work for Father Satan my Supreme Master and prove how much I I love you so much, everything is futile on this earth close to your eternal greatness, everything is over and over but Satan is eternal and is the truth. How I want to work so that everyone in the world knows this and gives the due value and respect that our Lord deserves, and that everything that is happening is not going to happen.
As SS I learned a lot, but my marriage is about to fall apart because I can not take anything more seriously than it is not for Satan and my Gods.
Whatever you do do what you came to do, analyze the moment you made your Dedication to Satan and with what intention you did, you will discover that you walk from this intention that is the case of many here.
Many signs I do not understand and some and even hard to believe but often need to even believe.
You will overcome this bad moment. ♠ Hail Satan! Hail Azazel! Hail Gods of Hell! HH! H4! ♠
Returning Curses
Returning Curses Part 2: Building a Powerful Aura of Protection
40 daySelf Empowerment Programm
Joy of Satan

On Friday, August 11, 2017 5:09 PM, "sable.wolf616@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Yoda's advice you heed. Out of hatred, a deadly weapon forge. Your enemy find, and SUFFER MAKE him / her.   Oh, but always keep in mind that we are all the victims of the jew.   I always hated this quote being misinterpreted - renounce emotions, attachment, pain / joy = renounce your HUMANITY.    Turns out the Dark Side is more humane. But it's usually like that - the 'bad' guys have good motivations, yet alas, are portrayed by kikes. Racial separation, the drive to power, defiance against tyranny, etc.
  HS! 88!  

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In the name of Satan!!

On 10 Aug 2017 03:26, "thesatanictruth666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:

 I feel like nobody cares. Satan doesn't care, the Gods don't even care.I feel so alone and ignored and I cant take the desolation anyone. I got mad about  2 years ago and asked Satan to either destroy me or help me. I'm still here, but nothing has changed. Nobody cares about the person who has feelings and cares about other Satanists. If another Satanist is going through hard times, I would try my best to help them. But when I'm having bad things happen, I get nothing. Why is that? Why was I born into this world to become a SS and try my best at it, only to get shut down. Why whenever I ask for a sign from Satan bad things happen? I'm not jewish. I sit and daydream sometimes about having a home of my own, my own wife and children, seeing the smiles on their faces, but then reality slaps me awake. I'm so poor and broken, an ugly wreck. There are people in life that do horrible things and they seem to be the happiest people. Why? Why was I meant to become a Satanist and why was I drawn to Satanism so much? Did Father Satan see something good in me? Why was I chosen to be a Satanist?I just want a normal life and be happy like everyone else.I admit that I'm not happy with the life ive been given, and the body I have.but I'm still alive to try and empower myself so I don't fade away into nothing. The sad part is: I feel like I'm doing it alone. I have not had any contact wth demons. I have not had any contact, or heard Satan's voice before. I want everything to end.I'm sick of living without life. I had told Father Satan that if someone, or some demon could tell me that I'm doing fine, that's all I need. I would become powerful and I wouldn't have worry anymore. I would know that I'm not alone anymore. but as always, Nothing Happens. Just like this topic, it'll probably get ignored again and fade into nothing.

 

[Bluestar]

So you believe your life has no meaning, no purpose and no direction, and therefore you must die. 
Well, my dear, let me tell you that, in fact, you have just discovered your purpose and the meaning of your life. If you have already dedicated, please know that your purpose is to SAVE THE WORLD, that is, working for Father Satan and evolve yourself to Godhead. Do you think there could be any other purpose in life that can be more important than saving the world? 
He needs you here, he chose you, not otherwise, and that is why you have finally found your purpose, your meaning, and that is what you should put your best efforts.
Hold on to Father, he will never ever disappoint you, he loves us SS and will never let us down.
Bear in mind that depression could also be a sign of the rising of the Kundalini, you just need to go on and remain strong until this phase goes by. It can take time, but it will pass, I assure you.
My best to you, and Hail Father Satan Forever!

On Sunday, August 20, 2017 5:09 PM, "M P spiritual.jedi@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Satanictruth you must do Reverse Torah Rituals. More you will do them more important you will be for Satan. Noone is more important to Satan than a warrior is. Also do power meditations, so you will be more open and you will be able to recognize what Satan is telling you. Stay strong!Here is a link to Reverse Torah Rituals: RTR Rituals

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Hail Satan/Lucifer!
Hail Leraje!Hail Andras!

On Saturday, August 12, 2017 9:07 PM, "Ana Zurick anazurick@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  This is very serious.
I have experienced many attacks and reading my astrological map I realized that my mind is weak and consequently I receive constant psychic attacks but it does not matter, all I want is to work for Father Satan my Supreme Master and prove how much I I love you so much, everything is futile on this earth close to your eternal greatness, everything is over and over but Satan is eternal and is the truth. How I want to work so that everyone in the world knows this and gives the due value and respect that our Lord deserves, and that everything that is happening is not going to happen.
As SS I learned a lot, but my marriage is about to fall apart because I can not take anything more seriously than it is not for Satan and my Gods.
Whatever you do do what you came to do, analyze the moment you made your Dedication to Satan and with what intention you did, you will discover that you walk from this intention that is the case of many here.
Many signs I do not understand and some and even hard to believe but often need to even believe.
You will overcome this bad moment. ♠ Hail Satan! Hail Azazel! Hail Gods of Hell! HH! H4! ♠
Returning Curses
Returning Curses Part 2: Building a Powerful Aura of Protection
40 daySelf Empowerment Programm
Joy of Satan

On Friday, August 11, 2017 5:09 PM, "sable.wolf616@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Yoda's advice you heed. Out of hatred, a deadly weapon forge. Your enemy find, and SUFFER MAKE him / her.   Oh, but always keep in mind that we are all the victims of the jew.   I always hated this quote being misinterpreted - renounce emotions, attachment, pain / joy = renounce your HUMANITY.    Turns out the Dark Side is more humane. But it's usually like that - the 'bad' guys have good motivations, yet alas, are portrayed by kikes. Racial separation, the drive to power, defiance against tyranny, etc.
  HS! 88!  

---In [email protected], <adept.mage@... wrote :

Death is NOT the solution these problems.The only way out is through life.Learn how to transform pain into power like I have.
www joyofsatan.org  
In the name of Satan!!

On 10 Aug 2017 03:26, "thesatanictruth666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:

 I feel like nobody cares. Satan doesn't care, the Gods don't even care.I feel so alone and ignored and I cant take the desolation anyone. I got mad about  2 years ago and asked Satan to either destroy me or help me. I'm still here, but nothing has changed. Nobody cares about the person who has feelings and cares about other Satanists. If another Satanist is going through hard times, I would try my best to help them. But when I'm having bad things happen, I get nothing. Why is that? Why was I born into this world to become a SS and try my best at it, only to get shut down. Why whenever I ask for a sign from Satan bad things happen? I'm not jewish. I sit and daydream sometimes about having a home of my own, my own wife and children, seeing the smiles on their faces, but then reality slaps me awake. I'm so poor and broken, an ugly wreck. There are people in life that do horrible things and they seem to be the happiest people. Why? Why was I meant to become a Satanist and why was I drawn to Satanism so much? Did Father Satan see something good in me? Why was I chosen to be a Satanist?I just want a normal life and be happy like everyone else.I admit that I'm not happy with the life ive been given, and the body I have.but I'm still alive to try and empower myself so I don't fade away into nothing. The sad part is: I feel like I'm doing it alone. I have not had any contact wth demons. I have not had any contact, or heard Satan's voice before. I want everything to end.I'm sick of living without life. I had told Father Satan that if someone, or some demon could tell me that I'm doing fine, that's all I need. I would become powerful and I wouldn't have worry anymore. I would know that I'm not alone anymore. but as always, Nothing Happens. Just like this topic, it'll probably get ignored again and fade into nothing.