Yog Sothoth
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You need to meditate more it is the very core of our religion (every Satanist NEEDS to meditate every day) it would get rid of a lot of the problems in your life and having a strong aura of protection will keep that fucker away from you or even bring disaster to him. This is a good beginners program: http://webzoom.freewebs.com/satanismgr/ ... stries.pdf Another thing you can do is symply ask Satan for help. Just picture his sigil in your head and ask him. Joy of Satan
On Friday, December 26, 2014 11:56 PM, "lilith345@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:
Long story short, I haven't been practicing Satanism very much in the last few years. It's been on and off I'm still very much a newbie. I've been going through a lot, mostly from being in an abusive relationship. I'm embarrassed to even type this. I have two children to worry about, I'm financially dependent and not allowed to work, I've been isolated from my friends and family, I'm not allowed to have a private conversation on the phone, my reputation has been ruined with lies and public humiliation. No one believes me, He's the "good guy" and I'm the crazy piece of crap to everyone on the outside. Leaving isn't as simple as it sounds, He threatens to take the children away, and go after my family. I tried leaving before and the legal system failed me. He enjoys hurting me, He gets off on the power. I dedicated myself years ago and have been out of practice, I've tried summoning a couple times and was gentle touched as validation. That's as far as my experience goes, my life has turned into hell since I've stopped practicing regularly. I don't know what to do, I just know I want him to go away so my children and I can be free again. Do I need to rededicate myself to Satan? Is there a Demon that could aid me in my troubles? or a ritual? This relationship has taken everything away from me and I need to break these chains before I can be in a healthy place to truly devote my energies to Satan.. Please, Any advice?
On Friday, December 26, 2014 11:56 PM, "lilith345@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:
Long story short, I haven't been practicing Satanism very much in the last few years. It's been on and off I'm still very much a newbie. I've been going through a lot, mostly from being in an abusive relationship. I'm embarrassed to even type this. I have two children to worry about, I'm financially dependent and not allowed to work, I've been isolated from my friends and family, I'm not allowed to have a private conversation on the phone, my reputation has been ruined with lies and public humiliation. No one believes me, He's the "good guy" and I'm the crazy piece of crap to everyone on the outside. Leaving isn't as simple as it sounds, He threatens to take the children away, and go after my family. I tried leaving before and the legal system failed me. He enjoys hurting me, He gets off on the power. I dedicated myself years ago and have been out of practice, I've tried summoning a couple times and was gentle touched as validation. That's as far as my experience goes, my life has turned into hell since I've stopped practicing regularly. I don't know what to do, I just know I want him to go away so my children and I can be free again. Do I need to rededicate myself to Satan? Is there a Demon that could aid me in my troubles? or a ritual? This relationship has taken everything away from me and I need to break these chains before I can be in a healthy place to truly devote my energies to Satan.. Please, Any advice?