spencerlfa
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Hello everyone, I'm a lurker, I haven't decided yet to dedicate my soul to satan and I won't until I get some answers from a higher rank member, not as a medium, but as a guide.
First off, if any experienced satan could talk with me through messages that would be amazing.
I feel a strong connectiong with the doctrines of spiritual satanism, and as so, I question everything before commiting to it.
Since I was a kid, I feel this weird presence when I'm alone, when I close my eyes I feel someone staring at me. I need alot of effort to fall asleep, because everytime I feel someone's/someting's presence with me in my room, observing me, if I stay too long with my eyes closed I can almost feel it getting closer and closer. It's not fear of the dark, it's fear of something approaching me, without me knowing what it is.
Some people said that opening my psychic, opening my 3rd eye, opening my mind could bring negative experiences, will this fear of mine be a barrier that might not allow me to come closer and closer to this power Satan will give me, the power that lives inside me, but it is yet to be awaken?
Could this presence be a demon, that is looking after me without me knowing it, since I'm so curious and open-minded?
Thanks for your patience, and I hope you could help me out.
First off, if any experienced satan could talk with me through messages that would be amazing.
I feel a strong connectiong with the doctrines of spiritual satanism, and as so, I question everything before commiting to it.
Since I was a kid, I feel this weird presence when I'm alone, when I close my eyes I feel someone staring at me. I need alot of effort to fall asleep, because everytime I feel someone's/someting's presence with me in my room, observing me, if I stay too long with my eyes closed I can almost feel it getting closer and closer. It's not fear of the dark, it's fear of something approaching me, without me knowing what it is.
Some people said that opening my psychic, opening my 3rd eye, opening my mind could bring negative experiences, will this fear of mine be a barrier that might not allow me to come closer and closer to this power Satan will give me, the power that lives inside me, but it is yet to be awaken?
Could this presence be a demon, that is looking after me without me knowing it, since I'm so curious and open-minded?
Thanks for your patience, and I hope you could help me out.