Questions on energy overload

[darrklady13]

Not too long ago, I was meditating, and saw and felt, blue electrical energy in my tailbone. I continued to breath, and raise this energy, up through my chakras, following my spine upward.

When I reached my throat chakra, and inhaled, and exhaled, then raised the energy up through my 3rd eye and crown, I felt and SAW an explosion of blue energy!! I mean, BOOM!!!!!

It was wild, and I guess I can describe it as similar to bubbles, in a boiling pan. At least that is what it looked like.

This energy was so strong, so intense, that I opened my eyes, and I was sitting in the dark. I could literally see this energy, with my eyes open, bubbling in front of me!!

Now, the negative part, is that I became frightened, or rather, anxious. I would say this is similar to an energy hangover, like I have had in my distant past, while meditating on drawing on or drawing on a certain deity.

This anxious nervous feeling began to grow and grow, until I felt too overwhelmed.
So I calmed myself, and asked Lord Satan to protect me through this energy explosion.
Immediately, I found relief.!! I spread the energy all through my body, my aura, my chakras, even the shoulder, hips, legs, etc.

The fear and anxiety disappeared.

I suppose my question is: Did I do something wrong in raising this energy? Is that why I felt the sudden anxious feelings?
Or is this anxious feeling a normal thing?

I think the feelings are normal, as in the past when I have become "overcharged" those feelings have occurred.

Another thing, now I can literally see energy almost IMMEDIATELY when I close my eyes, and begin a meditation. Or even if I just close my eyes, and chant a particular name, or mantra in order to relax.


Does anyone have any thoughts, or advise, to give on this?

 

[Raven Lythrum]

It's an affect of having too much energy in the body. Remember how when Vovim Baghie (not sure if I'm spelling his name right) said that when you first begin meditation, it is foreign so the mind attacks it and shuts it down. The same applies here. The body is not used to in-taking so much energy all at once so it attacks it with feelings of anxiety.
It got so bad once that I couldn't even meditate. So I offered the energy to the gods for them to use because it was too much for me.
But back to the point, no, you didn't do anything wrong. If anything, the fact that you have so much energy is a good thing! It points to the fact that your bio-electricity is increasing! Keep up the good work. And just like in the beginning, your body will eventually become accustomed to the higher level of energy.   |
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Knowledge is power.
"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-Jilwah
In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* Heil Hitler!* Sieg Heil!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Heil, mein fuhrer!* Hail Satan!*
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From: darrklady13 <darkladyschild@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, February 26, 2012 12:07 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Questions on energy overload

  Not too long ago, I was meditating, and saw and felt, blue electrical energy in my tailbone. I continued to breath, and raise this energy, up through my chakras, following my spine upward.

When I reached my throat chakra, and inhaled, and exhaled, then raised the energy up through my 3rd eye and crown, I felt and SAW an explosion of blue energy!! I mean, BOOM!!!!!

It was wild, and I guess I can describe it as similar to bubbles, in a boiling pan. At least that is what it looked like.

This energy was so strong, so intense, that I opened my eyes, and I was sitting in the dark. I could literally see this energy, with my eyes open, bubbling in front of me!!

Now, the negative part, is that I became frightened, or rather, anxious. I would say this is similar to an energy hangover, like I have had in my distant past, while meditating on drawing on or drawing on a certain deity.

This anxious nervous feeling began to grow and grow, until I felt too overwhelmed.
So I calmed myself, and asked Lord Satan to protect me through this energy explosion.
Immediately, I found relief.!! I spread the energy all through my body, my aura, my chakras, even the shoulder, hips, legs, etc.

The fear and anxiety disappeared.

I suppose my question is: Did I do something wrong in raising this energy? Is that why I felt the sudden anxious feelings?
Or is this anxious feeling a normal thing?

I think the feelings are normal, as in the past when I have become "overcharged" those feelings have occurred.

Another thing, now I can literally see energy almost IMMEDIATELY when I close my eyes, and begin a meditation. Or even if I just close my eyes, and chant a particular name, or mantra in order to relax.

Does anyone have any thoughts, or advise, to give on this?

 

[[email protected]]

cool.. my thought is I'd give it another try,
it sounds like the same fear of seeing someone
besides myself in the mirror
hit you about seeing your energy
in what i would imagine to be
an almost kundalini rush ??
Hail Lilith !!
Hail Isis !!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

Not too long ago, I was meditating, and saw and felt, blue electrical energy in my tailbone. I continued to breath, and raise this energy, up through my chakras, following my spine upward.

When I reached my throat chakra, and inhaled, and exhaled, then raised the energy up through my 3rd eye and crown, I felt and SAW an explosion of blue energy!! I mean, BOOM!!!!!

It was wild, and I guess I can describe it as similar to bubbles, in a boiling pan. At least that is what it looked like.

This energy was so strong, so intense, that I opened my eyes, and I was sitting in the dark. I could literally see this energy, with my eyes open, bubbling in front of me!!

Now, the negative part, is that I became frightened, or rather, anxious. I would say this is similar to an energy hangover, like I have had in my distant past, while meditating on drawing on or drawing on a certain deity.

This anxious nervous feeling began to grow and grow, until I felt too overwhelmed.
So I calmed myself, and asked Lord Satan to protect me through this energy explosion.
Immediately, I found relief.!! I spread the energy all through my body, my aura, my chakras, even the shoulder, hips, legs, etc.

The fear and anxiety disappeared.

I suppose my question is: Did I do something wrong in raising this energy? Is that why I felt the sudden anxious feelings?
Or is this anxious feeling a normal thing?

I think the feelings are normal, as in the past when I have become "overcharged" those feelings have occurred.

Another thing, now I can literally see energy almost IMMEDIATELY when I close my eyes, and begin a meditation. Or even if I just close my eyes, and chant a particular name, or mantra in order to relax.


Does anyone have any thoughts, or advise, to give on this?

 

[darrklady13]

Wow, Raven thanks so much for replying. I suspected it is too much energy, but really wish to hear different ideas or opinions as well.

Thanks so much, hailz

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Raven Lythrum <lilylavycrowley@... wrote:

It's an affect of having too much energy in the body. Remember how when Vovim Baghie (not sure if I'm spelling his name right) said that when you first begin meditation, it is foreign so the mind attacks it and shuts it down. The same applies here. The body is not used to in-taking so much energy all at once so it attacks it with feelings of anxiety.

It got so bad once that I couldn't even meditate. So I offered the energy to the gods for them to use because it was too much for me.

But back to the point, no, you didn't do anything wrong. If anything, the fact that you have so much energy is a good thing! It points to the fact that your bio-electricity is increasing! Keep up the good work. And just like in the beginning, your body will eventually become accustomed to the higher level of energy.
 
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  |
_|_
  |


Knowledge is power.

"I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need."~Father Satan; The Al-Jilwah

In Nomine Dei Nostri Satanas Luciferi Excelsi!* Let the name of Satan be exaulted!*
Hail Belial!* Heil Hitler!* Sieg Heil!* Ave Satanas!* Rege Satanas!* Heil, mein fuhrer!* Hail Satan!*

www.joyofsatan.org
www.exposingchristianity.com


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From: darrklady13 <darkladyschild@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, February 26, 2012 12:07 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Questions on energy overload


 
Not too long ago, I was meditating, and saw and felt, blue electrical energy in my tailbone. I continued to breath, and raise this energy, up through my chakras, following my spine upward.

When I reached my throat chakra, and inhaled, and exhaled, then raised the energy up through my 3rd eye and crown, I felt and SAW an explosion of blue energy!! I mean, BOOM!!!!!

It was wild, and I guess I can describe it as similar to bubbles, in a boiling pan. At least that is what it looked like.

This energy was so strong, so intense, that I opened my eyes, and I was sitting in the dark. I could literally see this energy, with my eyes open, bubbling in front of me!!

Now, the negative part, is that I became frightened, or rather, anxious. I would say this is similar to an energy hangover, like I have had in my distant past, while meditating on drawing on or drawing on a certain deity.

This anxious nervous feeling began to grow and grow, until I felt too overwhelmed.
So I calmed myself, and asked Lord Satan to protect me through this energy explosion.
Immediately, I found relief.!! I spread the energy all through my body, my aura, my chakras, even the shoulder, hips, legs, etc.

The fear and anxiety disappeared.

I suppose my question is: Did I do something wrong in raising this energy? Is that why I felt the sudden anxious feelings?
Or is this anxious feeling a normal thing?

I think the feelings are normal, as in the past when I have become "overcharged" those feelings have occurred.

Another thing, now I can literally see energy almost IMMEDIATELY when I close my eyes, and begin a meditation. Or even if I just close my eyes, and chant a particular name, or mantra in order to relax.

Does anyone have any thoughts, or advise, to give on this?