Question #5478: confused and need help

[Ask Satya Operator]

First of all I'm dedicated, but I had some setbacks and because of strong xian upbringing I had a lot of doubts. My biggest worry is Both xianity and Satanism say they are the right way, I've read that Satan is THE god, the true God. But the xian bible says the same thing about the xian god. What If I choose the wrong path. When I one day pass away and find out I chose the wrong path I don't want that. It's scary, I want the best for my loved ones and my spouse I don't want to lead them in the wrong direction spiritually or to lead myself in the wrong direction and lose my chances of being with them again in the afterlife. I'm so conflicted, it really hurts. What can I do to help these feelings pass, I want to do ths right thing and feel confident in my decision. I'm not saying Satan isn't God, or that I don't believe in him. I just can't take these intrusive doubtful thoughts and fears. L

 

[Isisd]

So, in my opinion, before dedicating and making such a meaningful promise to a deity (and it can be any deity), one have to study first, months, years, even decades if necessary, to clear their mind out. This said, no one in this community will tell you to have blind fate in a one true god. The best thing you can do to fix that and gain confidence is STUDY. Read the xian bible and gospels and you'll see your doubts disappear in thin air, you'll see the hoax between the lines, you'll be sure that you did the right decision. If the above doesn't happen, as stated in the dedication page FAQs, Satan will leave behind whoever wants to make their mind or refuse him. He is not a jealous God, he doesn't want worshipping by whose who don't want to worship him, he doesn't force anything onto anyone. Free will is a milestone in Spiritual Satanism.

 

[jacobdvdgrd]

There is the right path
There is the left path
Being on the the "right" path is not necessarily means is the correct one, whatever u choose must be the "right" one, even if you're wrong, otherwise maybe is better if u don't choose.
Must be sure that is this what u want!