Question #2924: Can an Abomination Be Forgiven?

[Ask Satya Operator]

I am not proud of what I’ve done, and I have no explanation for it. I am aware it is likely indicative of a larger problem, and I am constantly working to better myself and will likely speak to a psychologist soon.

I have purposely harmed animals in the past before joining Father’s fold and it haunts me. I did these things when I was without and I regret them immensely. I’m disgusted I’ve harmed the precious and innocent and I’ve made a point of apologizing to Father and the gods for what I’ve done, as well as routinely feeding strays local to me.

Since coming to Father I have dedicated myself to being better and growing in him, and I intend to remain with him always.

I’m well aware I am not entitled to forgiveness; but if I sincerely regret my doings and work to be better, can I?

 

[Sungio]

In short answer: yes.

To your specific actions, although harmful and disrespectful, you still have the capability of transforming into a better individual. An individual who doesn't fall prey to the lower instincts of inflicting animal abuse for whatever reasons you had at the time.

The Gods can take these actions on a case by case understanding and you dedicating yourself to Satanism is already a huge step in the right direction towards transformation. Your actions towards feeding strays also helps massively.

A psychologist or therapist can definitely help with any underlying issues you may have but remember, you also have The Gods, meditations and magical workings you can perform to heal. (I'm sure many members can give advice on this).

But with your situation, yes, The Gods and Father can forgive you.

 

[Head Guardian Sophiles Phylax]

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Reflection and feeling bad about what happened represent the first step at resolving a problem. After this, which can be thought of as a willingness to change course, you would then focus on the actions you need to do. This can take time, but it is certainly a path to true forgiveness, even if it takes time.

As Sungio said, you need to heal yourself, then work on ways to give back and undo the harm that was done.

I'm not sure if I would feed strays without having them fixed, as this can simply create more births, but another option would be to volunteer some time at animal shelters. However, please do not do this if you feel you would fall into old, negative patterns again. If this is the case, then you should instead make a habit of donating money, or put your time into other charities in life.

It should go without saying that the spiritual warfare itself represents a charitable act to humanity, and would therefore help in a general sense.

 

[High Priestess Lydia Coventina]

You're advice isn't quite correct, it's more on the LaVey side rather than Spiritual Satanism.

Here's a post written by HPS Pythia:

Feeling Sorry?
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=66584#p66584