Cleanse your chakras and aura thoroughly. Breath in energy from the sun and program it. Build an aura of protection. Every day.
Chakra spin and overall meditation should help big time. If not, you might want to change the way you dwell and perceive things. It may be hard, but seriously, you are a Satanist. We might forget sometimes how powerful we are and how lucky we truly are. Take care of yourselves!
As you progress further into the meditations, everything about you and who you are begins to show. Any forms of damage, whether physical, mental, and/or spiritual will begin to slowly heal. Just keep doing the meditations.