that my freind most likly be the perfect example of systematic abuse there is a way to fix it all
some of the injections prob altered your dna which i myself have a talent for jacking with on my own body but really other not so much
anyway this is the high end kind of crap few actually ever hear of or get into
lieing to you as it all psychotic givng your meds to supress your skill and then taking you to a special doctor makes it painfull obvious you being fucked with
trust me i trusted my doctor he neaerly sent me to my grave 8 days in icu and i survived
drug overdose given by the doctor and he also overcharged the visit too
i nearly could have died in same way micheal jackson died
but yeah you looking at genetic healing by the gods a good series of very good mediation sessions some mental training and some free time used to both keep others away from you but also draw in those who can actually help
if there is any way to reverse whatever been done to you the above is so
as for why this was done
the most likly answer
you were born a powerful major threat to the enemy they prob targeted your birth on purpose to counter your very existence in this world
from a victim of the same sort of crap i can say this means you coudl have wiped the floor with whole fleets of hostile angels
it worked on you but failed on me and most of the medical docotrs do not detect anything wrong with me short of a tiny rage issue
and like hank hill in king of the hill i say
i dont have an anger problem i have an idiot problem
hence my rage when i see whack stuff happening i cant stand it part ofm e just wants to jump out and beat the tar out of the closest human who been messing with ppl for fun
as for your original genetics maybe altered from birth you may actualy require a few genetic implants to restore any changes actualy done to your dna and the only way to do that right is to seek help from a god able to both see thru time
but also travel thru it or at least look up records
there is a place to locate what your original genetics were before all this at birth
but it is not in this world
you gonna be seeking guys like enki and thoth for this kidn of thing i heardthoth can mess with time and when your origin is mesed up the best next step is to go bak to see ify ou had past lives and ask your past self what your origina genetics should have been
trust me i learned from expiereicne
you must have been quite a scare to the enemy for them to focus on you so much
the thing i learned in this lifetiem is
the enemy picking more fights with you more then others around you means your a target
when your so big of an target it puts fear in the hostile ones
which is why all this crap is going on
you prob lived a past life and wielded true power for this to occur
and that past life gonna be what ya looking to dig up this is one of those rare things when ya actually need the aid of a time lord aka gods who can control time
and its not a diy kind of thing due to how messy it can get
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Shades_of_chaos <shadows6of6be6@... wrote:
Ok I have a question to those who know? Ok I am a natural born psychic emapth and I have been having one set of differnt recurring memories that I can' seem to know why? First one Is I feel the greys? And I have had this fear of them so bad and I can see them standing above me. And I cannot move and i feel a pain in my head. And also to top this off when I was very young my family doctor was told by her supervisor to get me to this special doctor who was about 70 so miles away and they did a number of tests on my brainwaves and stuff.( I'm getting goosebumps) and they tested me with a cat scan and then some kinda memory IQ test with these flashcards. After that the next day I got a blood draw and a few shots that were for like the flu since I think it was like September or something. Now my question is do these two things have any meaning other than what my doctor told me about the greys was I was having a psychotic episode and those were my imagination.
And if so was I messed with by someone or something because I can remember that i was able to speak to my imaginary friend and animals and was able to make the breeze blow on a calm windless day. Now I can barely do that. But I can still do magick very very well and is there a way to reverse this shit.