I've been dedicated for quite a while now, back since last June actually. At the time I felt so peaceful and calm and that everything was going to work out fine. As long as I did my meditations, that is. Well, as I've always done, I began to procrastinate. I kept thinking, 'Oh Ill just wait till I get a job so I can buy the things I'll need for rituals.' Well I got a job. A shitty job, but in this day and age, a job is a job. And then I kept thinking 'Oh ill just buy that stuff later, Father will understand.' Sure, he understood I'm a slacker! Well now that I'm in need of having that meditative experience, such as having opened by chakra points (which I havent, I used the excuse that I couldnt find that electric point when trying to open the third eye as a way to put it off) I feel like a damn fool. And I am in quite the predicament. Although, I have to give Father credit for saving my sorry ass back in January.
Here's the situation. Back in 2008 I began having panic attacks on a regular basis, so a doctor at the OKC Hospital prescribed me Vistaril to keep the anxiety down. Well, my mother (cheap and lazy as she is) decided to just give me her prescription of Vistaril because she didn't feel like taking me to the pharmacy to get it filled. She also neglected to inform me that having someone else's medication on your person is illegal in America. Soon after that I moved to KCMO. So back in January of this year I get pulled over at 2 in the morning after dropping off a drunk friend. I was lost and did a uturn and was speeding trying to get home so naturally a cop pulled me over. He said he was just going to give me a warning and then asked if he could search the vehicle. I had nothing to hide (so I thought) and said "Of course." Well he did not search the vehicle, he searched my purse and pulled out the prescription bottle with my mothers name on it. He then informed me that it was illegal and that he was going to confiscate them. He never said I would be in trouble for this. So I went about my business thinking I was A-OK. I even thanked Father for not letting the cop give me a ticket (who knows if he even bothered with that, but I give him all the credit I can). About 2 weeks after that, Clay County shows up at my house looking for me with a warrant for my arrest! Short story long, the guy turned the pills over to the county and they decided to prosecute. My lawyer told me the day before Court that they were going to put me on bond probation and if my drug tests came up dirty I was going to have to spend the rest of the time in jail. Well, I knew I was going to fail (bad decisions on my part) so I begged Father to help me out. And wouldnt you know it, the next day about 2 hrs before my Court hearing my lawyer called me saying that he had gotten my continuace and I didn't have to show up for drug testing. Needless to say I've kicked the habit just in case they change their minds. Now I have all the proof I need to prove I'm innocent and it was all just a mistake, but the Prosecuter is being an asshole and refuses to make a deal. I don't know how much more help Father is willing to give me so now I have one month until my next court date. You can all bet your asses I'm going to be working on opening my chakras and surrounding myself with good energy. Anything I can do to get out of this gigantic mistake because if I don't, I'm looking at 3-5yrs in Prison. Not jail, Prison.
Wish me luck brothers and sisters!
Moral of this story: DON'T PROCRASTINATE and DON'T EVER THINK FATHER ISN'T WATCHING OUT FOR YOU!!! He is!
HAIL FATHER SATAN!
Here's the situation. Back in 2008 I began having panic attacks on a regular basis, so a doctor at the OKC Hospital prescribed me Vistaril to keep the anxiety down. Well, my mother (cheap and lazy as she is) decided to just give me her prescription of Vistaril because she didn't feel like taking me to the pharmacy to get it filled. She also neglected to inform me that having someone else's medication on your person is illegal in America. Soon after that I moved to KCMO. So back in January of this year I get pulled over at 2 in the morning after dropping off a drunk friend. I was lost and did a uturn and was speeding trying to get home so naturally a cop pulled me over. He said he was just going to give me a warning and then asked if he could search the vehicle. I had nothing to hide (so I thought) and said "Of course." Well he did not search the vehicle, he searched my purse and pulled out the prescription bottle with my mothers name on it. He then informed me that it was illegal and that he was going to confiscate them. He never said I would be in trouble for this. So I went about my business thinking I was A-OK. I even thanked Father for not letting the cop give me a ticket (who knows if he even bothered with that, but I give him all the credit I can). About 2 weeks after that, Clay County shows up at my house looking for me with a warrant for my arrest! Short story long, the guy turned the pills over to the county and they decided to prosecute. My lawyer told me the day before Court that they were going to put me on bond probation and if my drug tests came up dirty I was going to have to spend the rest of the time in jail. Well, I knew I was going to fail (bad decisions on my part) so I begged Father to help me out. And wouldnt you know it, the next day about 2 hrs before my Court hearing my lawyer called me saying that he had gotten my continuace and I didn't have to show up for drug testing. Needless to say I've kicked the habit just in case they change their minds. Now I have all the proof I need to prove I'm innocent and it was all just a mistake, but the Prosecuter is being an asshole and refuses to make a deal. I don't know how much more help Father is willing to give me so now I have one month until my next court date. You can all bet your asses I'm going to be working on opening my chakras and surrounding myself with good energy. Anything I can do to get out of this gigantic mistake because if I don't, I'm looking at 3-5yrs in Prison. Not jail, Prison.
Wish me luck brothers and sisters!Moral of this story: DON'T PROCRASTINATE and DON'T EVER THINK FATHER ISN'T WATCHING OUT FOR YOU!!! He is!
HAIL FATHER SATAN!
