Problems with my pshyche/feelings cause of bipolarity

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Hi everybody. I will be posting this in JoS grp 666 as well. I am having really serious issues with my psyche and well being these days.. I have a weird history, since I used to do a little bit of drugs in my 20's which evented in me going to a shrink and as a result I am taking pills since. He says I am bipolar - maniokatathlipsis is the old name of it, which is a common let's say "disease".
 Of course, no one can cure this, everyone say, "oh, you shouldn't stop the pills" and stuff like that. I consciously take my pills (of course, I didn't always do that) , after like 8 years of medication (although with pauses, since everyone on pills doesn't want to take any). But since this is a kike world, why find a cure when u can make shit tons of money with selling expensive drugs to people right? My daily dose is not a lot, I know people who take way more, sometimes when I lost control after stopping I would take some heavy stuff.. Not a good experience.. The doctor is good, just a typical shrink who doesn't care about the occult, but at least he is good at his work, in the sense of keeping this disease at bay that is, it's not like the western science can ever cure you... I heard stuff about electric shocks, but why try that? Obviously I hope meditating will help me.
My main issue though is that I am feeling really down the past weeks, like my mood is so low, and I sleeping 10-14 hours.. I am not working ftr, I am about to finish my studies and this issue ain't helping, Of course, I don't say all these stuff cause I need hugs or shit like that. I just wonder, how the fuck can I solve this? Even though I meditate as much as I can, and i growing and growing every day (my dedication was some months ago), I should pretty much address this issue easier, since my bioelectricity should rise I suppose. But then out of a sudden, it's like I felt paralyzed and my disease started hitting again (what it does, it basically drops you pshycologically down heavily, it's like, you are bored, tired, kinda unhappy, pessimist, etc). 
 Do we have any experienced doctors here that have dealt with it? Or any experienced about this issue people? Thing is, I can't do RTR. It's like, I was doing the full program for the first time yesterday (I started recently, I dedicated some months ago) and although It felt pretty darn majestic, my head was pumping like crazy afterwards.. I mean, I could listen huge buzzes and stuff like that.. So I wonder... How dangerous it can be.. I like testing myself and doing things that are not so "easy" and "safe" it's just, what's good if u got a soldier braindead. So if anyone has any knowledge about this issue, I would really appreciate some advice.. 

 

[Shael1]

The best I can advise you is to do void meditation and aura cleaning daily. 
And also (this is usually not recommended) to leave out ALL other meditations you are doing right now. Pinpoint all your time, energy and focus onto doing Aura Cleaning and Void Meditation. Do the thorough aura cleaning (108x RAUM while visualizing yourself in white-gold light) 2 times per day OR MORE and NEVER skip a day. Do atleast 5 mintues (preferrably 30 or more) of void meditation two times (or more) daily. 
Also, call on Father Satan to protect you for now. Once your condition has bettered through void meditation and aura cleaning (you will feel this), you can start doing daily auras of protection again. Keep this up as long as necessary for your condition to be acceptable, and then start doing RTRs daily. 
Once you have completely recovered (this can take some time), you can start adding other stuff like yoga (this is important) etc. to your routine again. And BOOM. You are out of your currently bad condition. 
Also, keep taking your medication but slowly reduce the dose so that you can get rid of the need for them as your condition improves. (I don't know about your illness so please someone who knows write if it's bad to stop taking medication for this illness) 

The hardest part for you will likely be to actually have the willpower to go through with this routine of aura cleaning and void meditation. You really need to give your best here and not skip any days. 
I hope this was (and will be) helpful to you, and sorry that I'm unable to give you medical advice. 

-Shael

On Thu, Feb 23, 2017 at 5:02, yosoypan89@... [SSHealth]<[email protected] wrote:   Hi everybody. I will be posting this in JoS grp 666 as well. I am having really serious issues with my psyche and well being these days.. I have a weird history, since I used to do a little bit of drugs in my 20's which evented in me going to a shrink and as a result I am taking pills since. He says I am bipolar - maniokatathlipsis is the old name of it, which is a common let's say "disease".
 Of course, no one can cure this, everyone say, "oh, you shouldn't stop the pills" and stuff like that. I consciously take my pills (of course, I didn't always do that) , after like 8 years of medication (although with pauses, since everyone on pills doesn't want to take any). But since this is a kike world, why find a cure when u can make shit tons of money with selling expensive drugs to people right? My daily dose is not a lot, I know people who take way more, sometimes when I lost control after stopping I would take some heavy stuff.. Not a good experience.. The doctor is good, just a typical shrink who doesn't care about the occult, but at least he is good at his work, in the sense of keeping this disease at bay that is, it's not like the western science can ever cure you... I heard stuff about electric shocks, but why try that? Obviously I hope meditating will help me.
My main issue though is that I am feeling really down the past weeks, like my mood is so low, and I sleeping 10-14 hours.. I am not working ftr, I am about to finish my studies and this issue ain't helping, Of course, I don't say all these stuff cause I need hugs or shit like that. I just wonder, how the fuck can I solve this? Even though I meditate as much as I can, and i growing and growing every day (my dedication was some months ago), I should pretty much address this issue easier, since my bioelectricity should rise I suppose. But then out of a sudden, it's like I felt paralyzed and my disease started hitting again (what it does, it basically drops you pshycologically down heavily, it's like, you are bored, tired, kinda unhappy, pessimist, etc). 
 Do we have any experienced doctors here that have dealt with it? Or any experienced about this issue people? Thing is, I can't do RTR. It's like, I was doing the full program for the first time yesterday (I started recently, I dedicated some months ago) and although It felt pretty darn majestic, my head was pumping like crazy afterwards.. I mean, I could listen huge buzzes and stuff like that.. So I wonder... How dangerous it can be.. I like testing myself and doing things that are not so "easy" and "safe" it's just, what's good if u got a soldier braindead. So if anyone has any knowledge about this issue, I would really appreciate some advice.. 

 

[Taol]

Hey. To me bipoler soubds somewhat like manic depression.
I typed a thing then random button have to type it again.. On phone. Anyway.

Those drugs interfere with the normal functioning of the brain. I was reading on how vaccines can cause autism even cancer etc. That aside.. If you want to get off them take it really slow. Take a full year if you have to. Not a week or month.

Moving on to the next point. Everything you eat has an effect on the body. Through reading on vaccines it was said that damage can be reversed through treating the intestines. Meaning. Take note in what you eat. Look at the oil intake. Get enough omega 3.

Another thing. There are herbs that work on the nervous system, valerian being one of the most common known ones. Not every herb works the same so you need to take other symtoms in example unreasonable rapid heart beatings into account as well.

I am sure we are capable of helping you, but there are quite a few factors that must be taken into consideration.

Also take a look at the squares. Maybe there is something in there what would help you just dont do a saturn square.

 

[Taol]

Forgot to mention take a look at lydias post on healing psychological damage. Maybe it might be of use to you too.

 

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Thank you for your responses. I have thoroughly read your advices and I will surelly take em into consideration. I suppose it's because I overextended my limits, since I was never used to having such a strong brain activity, so I will try to take it slow from no on, even if it takes more than a year
Στις 8:30 μ.μ. Πέμπτη, 23 Φεβρουαρίου 2017, ο/η "taolvanswd@... [SSHealth]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  Forgot to mention take a look at lydias post on healing psychological damage. Maybe it might be of use to you too.

 

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Where can i find it by the way? 

 

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Thank you

Στις 4:27 π.μ. Παρασκευή, 24 Φεβρουαρίου 2017, ο/η "johnson_akemi@... [SSHealth]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  Healing Psychological (etc) Damage
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