Problem with meditation

[blankiebrandon]

So I have been having some problems in my meditation with visualization where I cannot visualize or feel energy on the left side of my body. I am also quite new to Satanism and have been quite afraid of Satan's presence in my life. I don't want to be afraid and I know that his presence is here to help me but I keep finding myself frightened by almost anything that happens around me. I believe this may have to do with being a psychic empath as I can't really be in crowded places or places with a lot of people because it brings me a great deal of unease and I tend to get very tired after being in these places. I don't want to seem weak, but I really need some guidance from anyone here who may understand what I am going through

 

[call_me_something_else]

Someone else here once explained to another member, how this might very well be the enemy trying to scare you off from learning the hidden things. I can't honestly say I don't have a healthy sense of "fearful respect" for Father Satan too. (Never ever ever ever ever try lying to Him. He will not tolerate it.) But, in general, I'm grateful for His presence (and my Guardian Demon's too of course) and I find He brings me a sense of peace and love, as much as awe.

Do away with the kike image of Father Satan as a "devil." He is not evil. The lies of the joos are pervasive. They are incapable of the Truth.

Hail Father Satan!

---In [email protected], <[email protected] wrote:

So I have been having some problems in my meditation with visualization where I cannot visualize or feel energy on the left side of my body. I am also quite new to Satanism and have been quite afraid of Satan's presence in my life. I don't want to be afraid and I know that his presence is here to help me but I keep finding myself frightened by almost anything that happens around me. I believe this may have to do with being a psychic empath as I can't really be in crowded places or places with a lot of people because it brings me a great deal of unease and I tend to get very tired after being in these places. I don't want to seem weak, but I really need some guidance from anyone here who may understand what I am going through

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Close your chakras before leaving your home. If you are out all day, just pop into a bathroom stall for a bit and close them again, as they tend to open a bit. You can also program your aura accordingly.My personal feeling is that since you are meditating, feelings that have been suppressed or never really dealt with are coming to the surface. This could be one thing.Do your best to have a strong, personal relationship with Lord Satan. If you can, do thanksgiving rituals; talk to Him daily. All of this is important. He listens and hears everything. You can also do the meditations from Him on JoS. And focus on His sigil and meditate on that.
Please continue reading JoS site and www.exposingchristianity.com as information, knowledge and truth will dispel fear.
From: "no.state@..." <no.state@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, October 6, 2013 2:48:15 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] RE: Problem with meditation

  Someone else here once explained to another member, how this might very well be the enemy trying to scare you off from learning the hidden things. I can't honestly say I don't have a healthy sense of "fearful respect" for Father Satan too. (Never ever ever ever ever try lying to Him. He will not tolerate it.) But, in general, I'm grateful for His presence (and my Guardian Demon's too of course) and I find He brings me a sense of peace and love, as much as awe.

Do away with the kike image of Father Satan as a "devil." He is not evil. The lies of the joos are pervasive. They are incapable of the Truth.

Hail Father Satan!


---In [email protected], <[email protected] wrote:

So I have been having some problems in my meditation with visualization where I cannot visualize or feel energy on the left side of my body. I am also quite new to Satanism and have been quite afraid of Satan's presence in my life. I don't want to be afraid and I know that his presence is here to help me but I keep finding myself frightened by almost anything that happens around me. I believe this may have to do with being a psychic empath as I can't really be in crowded places or places with a lot of people because it brings me a great deal of unease and I tend to get very tired after being in these places. I don't want to seem weak, but I really need some guidance from anyone here who may understand what I am going through

 

[shantikami]

For feeling energy in your body, maybe try feeling the flow of blood in your veins first, or feel your pulse with your fingers (just under your palm, on the thumb side, is an excellent site for this). This will help you feel energy on a tangible level, so you can feel it within your body, I'd think.

I also learned an exercise when I was young; you rub your palms together rapidly until they are hot, then slowly pull them apart a little. Then slowly push them closer together...I usually feel a ball of energy between the palms, like there is an invisible solid object. Play with that as if it was a solid ball, , moving your hands as if you are rubbing it.
Hopefully my ideas are helpful!
with eternal love and devotion to Satan'with eternal respect and honor to the god/desses of Duatwith friendship and gratitude to my fellow Spiritual Satanists

---In [email protected], <magus.immortalis@... wrote:

Close your chakras before leaving your home. If you are out all day, just pop into a bathroom stall for a bit and close them again, as they tend to open a bit. You can also program your aura accordingly.My personal feeling is that since you are meditating, feelings that have been suppressed or never really dealt with are coming to the surface. This could be one thing.Do your best to have a strong, personal relationship with Lord Satan. If you can, do thanksgiving rituals; talk to Him daily. All of this is important. He listens and hears everything. You can also do the meditations from Him on JoS. And focus on His sigil and meditate on that.
Please continue reading JoS site and www.exposingchristianity.com as information, knowledge and truth will dispel fear.
From: "no.state@..." <no.state@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, October 6, 2013 2:48:15 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] RE: Problem with meditation

  Someone else here once explained to another member, how this might very well be the enemy trying to scare you off from learning the hidden things. I can't honestly say I don't have a healthy sense of "fearful respect" for Father Satan too. (Never ever ever ever ever try lying to Him. He will not tolerate it.) But, in general, I'm grateful for His presence (and my Guardian Demon's too of course) and I find He brings me a sense of peace and love, as much as awe.

Do away with the kike image of Father Satan as a "devil." He is not evil. The lies of the joos are pervasive. They are incapable of the Truth.

Hail Father Satan!


---In [email protected], <[email protected] wrote:

So I have been having some problems in my meditation with visualization where I cannot visualize or feel energy on the left side of my body. I am also quite new to Satanism and have been quite afraid of Satan's presence in my life. I don't want to be afraid and I know that his presence is here to help me but I keep finding myself frightened by almost anything that happens around me. I believe this may have to do with being a psychic empath as I can't really be in crowded places or places with a lot of people because it brings me a great deal of unease and I tend to get very tired after being in these places. I don't want to seem weak, but I really need some guidance from anyone here who may understand what I am going through

 

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H[/IMG]</var>---In [email protected], <[email protected] wrote:

So I have been having some problems in my meditation with visualization where I cannot visualize or feel energy on the left side of my body. I am also quite new to Satanism and have been quite afraid of Satan's presence in my life. I don't want to be afraid and I know that his presence is here to help me but I keep finding myself frightened by almost anything that happens around me. I believe this may have to do with being a psychic empath as I can't really be in crowded places or places with a lot of people because it brings me a great deal of unease and I tend to get very tired after being in these places. I don't want to seem weak, but I really need some guidance from anyone here who may understand what I am going through